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Kraken
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5 foot 5 tall male, always feeling worthless.
Hi all, first time here. I am a 5 foot 5 tall male in college and all my life I’ve felt completely worthless because of my height. Thing is, I’m a decently attractive guy, I workout and muscular, weighing about 160lbs at this height. Despite this, I get treated like trash by everyone. Only had 2 girlfriends and both relationships didn’t last long. Always made fun of in high school, in public, etc. No one takes me seriously. Hell, even some of my family members joke at me, especially the elders always asking me why I’m so short everytime I see them. I get stared at in public constantly and it destroys me mentally. Lately, I’ve been in a bad place, and I feel like I will never get out of it. I cry often, and it usually goes on for hours. I’m grateful that I have a roof over my head, a car, in college, a good family. But I can’t stop hating myself for my height. Despite all the positives I have in life, I don’t want to be here.
Thanks for letting me rant. Feels good getting this off my mind. Feel free to comment anything you’re thinking.
Hi all, first time here. I am a 5 foot 5 tall male in college and all my life I’ve felt completely worthless because of my height. Thing is, I’m a decently attractive guy, I workout and muscular, weighing about 160lbs at this height. Despite this, I get treated like trash by everyone. Only had 2 girlfriends and both relationships didn’t last long. Always made fun of in high school, in public, etc. No one takes me seriously. Hell, even some of my family members joke at me, especially the elders always asking me why I’m so short everytime I see them. I get stared at in public constantly and it destroys me mentally. Lately, I’ve been in a bad place, and I feel like I will never get out of it. I cry often, and it usually goes on for hours. I’m grateful that I have a roof over my head, a car, in college, a good family. But I can’t stop hating myself for my height. Despite all the positives I have in life, I don’t want to be here.
Thanks for letting me rant. Feels good getting this off my mind. Feel free to comment anything you’re thinking.