50 and life is over for me

delonisliterallyme

delonisliterallyme

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I’m sure I’ll be roasted over hot coals for this, telling me it’s a choice etc etc. But maybe putting this out there might finally exorcise it from my brain.

2019 I had my soulmate, a 6 figure job, friends hobbies interests . Everything.

She left me, the pandemic happened , I lost everything. Now I make half that, I just turned 50, and I haven’t even heard her voice in 5 years. I was supposed to have a happy ending, but now I’ve wandered into a movie I’m
Not supposed to be in.

I feel like life is over. No interest in another relationship. Yes I know it’s over, yes I know she’s moved on , but I don’t want anyone else to share my life with me. So what’s the point?

I know how I sound , trust me. I have a lot of shame and guilt for being this way , especially at this “mature” age.

Oh well, this didn’t help haha…
 
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