5'2 growth plates closed and parents want me to die

[neckhurt]

I'm 5'2 and my growth plates are closed. Im 15 and throughout my entire puberty my psychiatrist gave me 200mg Zoloft cause I had "anxiety" which lasted for like 2 months.

They never brought me off, I stopped taking the medication a few months ago after I found out that my growth plates were closed, did research, and found out that the medication is linked to lower gh, and igf1 levels.

They have studies showing that kids who take it grow less and is sometimes even paired with gh because of the effects of growth in adolescence.

I've always been small so throughout my entire life I've been asking my parents if there's anything that will make me taller, ever since I was 10 I was asking my other doctor if they can give me medicine to grow and he said "your growing normal" I kept begging my parents and they completely neglected me.

Now that I don't go to school, don't go outside, and don't talk to anyone because of my height they say they want to send me to a mental hospital saying I'm crazy and that height doesn't matter at all.

I got the X-rays around 5 months ago and my wrist was partially open so I thought there was a chance if I got on gh right then I could get at least another inch. So I sold everything I owned to get money to buy gh. I couldn't buy crypto since I was underage and this guy I had talked to for a bit online said he would buy it for me if I sent him the money, I sent it to him and he blocked me. I was able to get most of the money back through support but I lost $100

Then my dad found out I was trying to buy hormones and started yelling talking about how kids he known have died from heroin overdose what the FUCK does that have to do with gh I literally cannot make this shit up.

Then he told my mom and I overheard her saying "well it might be the best for us if he died from that shit he wants to take"

This is not larp, these are not tales, I'm being so serious. It's genuinely over but I'm too scared to rope idk what to do.

Nightmare fuel

 

[NotoriousLoser]

Suicide and hope for a positive Rebirth

 

[derision]

I'm 5'2 and my growth plates are closed. Im 15 and throughout my entire puberty my psychiatrist gave me 200mg Zoloft cause I had "anxiety" which lasted for like 2 months.

They never brought me off, I stopped taking the medication a few months ago after I found out that my growth plates were closed, did research, and found out that the medication is linked to lower gh, and igf1 levels.

They have studies showing that kids who take it grow less and is sometimes even paired with gh because of the effects of growth in adolescence.

I've always been small so throughout my entire life I've been asking my parents if there's anything that will make me taller, ever since I was 10 I was asking my other doctor if they can give me medicine to grow and he said "your growing normal" I kept begging my parents and they completely neglected me.

Now that I don't go to school, don't go outside, and don't talk to anyone because of my height they say they want to send me to a mental hospital saying I'm crazy and that height doesn't matter at all.

I got the X-rays around 5 months ago and my wrist was partially open so I thought there was a chance if I got on gh right then I could get at least another inch. So I sold everything I owned to get money to buy gh. I couldn't buy crypto since I was underage and this guy I had talked to for a bit online said he would buy it for me if I sent him the money, I sent it to him and he blocked me. I was able to get most of the money back through support but I lost $100

Then my dad found out I was trying to buy hormones and started yelling talking about how kids he known have died from heroin overdose what the FUCK does that have to do with gh I literally cannot make this shit up.

Then he told my mom and I overheard her saying "well it might be the best for us if he died from that shit he wants to take"

This is not larp, these are not tales, I'm being so serious. It's genuinely over but I'm too scared to rope idk what to do.

dont suicide ts for pussies bro once u get money get height surgery and enjoy life

 

[citgox]

im so sorry bro hearing that from your own moms mouth must be completely soul crushing moneymax hard as fuck right now and by the time you are 18 :
> get LL to 5'7 its still short but infinity times better than 5'2
> cut off your parents you dont need such toxic parents (hope by that time you have the money and emotional stability)
>dont even think of suicde , money max money max money max as much as you can

Thank you so much man, I've really seriously been considering suicide the past few days but I think I'll try to hold on a bit longer and atleast try to get money first. Love you bro

 

[foreverstuckinLTN]

I'm 5'2 and my growth plates are closed. Im 15 and throughout my entire puberty my psychiatrist gave me 200mg Zoloft cause I had "anxiety" which lasted for like 2 months.

They never brought me off, I stopped taking the medication a few months ago after I found out that my growth plates were closed, did research, and found out that the medication is linked to lower gh, and igf1 levels.

They have studies showing that kids who take it grow less and is sometimes even paired with gh because of the effects of growth in adolescence.

I've always been small so throughout my entire life I've been asking my parents if there's anything that will make me taller, ever since I was 10 I was asking my other doctor if they can give me medicine to grow and he said "your growing normal" I kept begging my parents and they completely neglected me.

Now that I don't go to school, don't go outside, and don't talk to anyone because of my height they say they want to send me to a mental hospital saying I'm crazy and that height doesn't matter at all.

I got the X-rays around 5 months ago and my wrist was partially open so I thought there was a chance if I got on gh right then I could get at least another inch. So I sold everything I owned to get money to buy gh. I couldn't buy crypto since I was underage and this guy I had talked to for a bit online said he would buy it for me if I sent him the money, I sent it to him and he blocked me. I was able to get most of the money back through support but I lost $100

Then my dad found out I was trying to buy hormones and started yelling talking about how kids he known have died from heroin overdose what the FUCK does that have to do with gh I literally cannot make this shit up.

Then he told my mom and I overheard her saying "well it might be the best for us if he died from that shit he wants to take"

This is not larp, these are not tales, I'm being so serious. It's genuinely over but I'm too scared to rope idk what to do.

holy shit bro , move out as soon as you turn 18 this is fucked up bro

 

[Bars]

Kill your parents man wtf

 

[MROK1231]

I'm 5'2 and my growth plates are closed. Im 15 and throughout my entire puberty my psychiatrist gave me 200mg Zoloft cause I had "anxiety" which lasted for like 2 months.

They never brought me off, I stopped taking the medication a few months ago after I found out that my growth plates were closed, did research, and found out that the medication is linked to lower gh, and igf1 levels.

They have studies showing that kids who take it grow less and is sometimes even paired with gh because of the effects of growth in adolescence.

I've always been small so throughout my entire life I've been asking my parents if there's anything that will make me taller, ever since I was 10 I was asking my other doctor if they can give me medicine to grow and he said "your growing normal" I kept begging my parents and they completely neglected me.

Now that I don't go to school, don't go outside, and don't talk to anyone because of my height they say they want to send me to a mental hospital saying I'm crazy and that height doesn't matter at all.

I got the X-rays around 5 months ago and my wrist was partially open so I thought there was a chance if I got on gh right then I could get at least another inch. So I sold everything I owned to get money to buy gh. I couldn't buy crypto since I was underage and this guy I had talked to for a bit online said he would buy it for me if I sent him the money, I sent it to him and he blocked me. I was able to get most of the money back through support but I lost $100

Then my dad found out I was trying to buy hormones and started yelling talking about how kids he known have died from heroin overdose what the FUCK does that have to do with gh I literally cannot make this shit up.

Then he told my mom and I overheard her saying "well it might be the best for us if he died from that shit he wants to take"

This is not larp, these are not tales, I'm being so serious. It's genuinely over but I'm too scared to rope idk what to do.

yea man i was also 5 2at 15 am not any better now 5 6 at 16 pushing 17 its brutal for us

 

[Clav's Baseball Cup]

yea man i was also 5 2at 15 am not any better now 5 6 at 16 pushing 17 its brutal for us

You are not like him. 5’2 vs 5’6 is light years apart

 

[MROK1231]

You are not like him. 5’2 vs 5’6 is light years apart

I was 5 foot 2 at 15 is what am saying and now pushing 17 being 5 6 on the dot its still brutal i was also very skinny at 15 so i was an easy target in school not anymore tho

 

[Clav's Baseball Cup]

I was 5 foot 2 at 15 is what am saying and now pushing 17 being 5 6 on the dot its still brutal i was also very skinny at 15 so i was an easy target in school not anymore tho

yeh IK but you do not have it anywhere near as bad as this guy. Some people just havnt hit puberty at 15.

 

[MROK1231]

yeh IK but you do not have it anywhere near as bad as this guy. Some people just havnt hit puberty at 15.

tbf i hit puberty late 14

 

[Gosha99]

Ll is not going to save me, I have a 5'2 wingspan and I'm gonna still end up short after I'd be like 5'7 after 2 surgeries and my hands, feet, head, frame, are all going to look weird

geomaxx

 

[HighIQSoidFlayer]

I'm 5'2 and my growth plates are closed. Im 15 and throughout my entire puberty my psychiatrist gave me 200mg Zoloft cause I had "anxiety" which lasted for like 2 months.

They never brought me off, I stopped taking the medication a few months ago after I found out that my growth plates were closed, did research, and found out that the medication is linked to lower gh, and igf1 levels.

They have studies showing that kids who take it grow less and is sometimes even paired with gh because of the effects of growth in adolescence.

I've always been small so throughout my entire life I've been asking my parents if there's anything that will make me taller, ever since I was 10 I was asking my other doctor if they can give me medicine to grow and he said "your growing normal" I kept begging my parents and they completely neglected me.

Now that I don't go to school, don't go outside, and don't talk to anyone because of my height they say they want to send me to a mental hospital saying I'm crazy and that height doesn't matter at all.

I got the X-rays around 5 months ago and my wrist was partially open so I thought there was a chance if I got on gh right then I could get at least another inch. So I sold everything I owned to get money to buy gh. I couldn't buy crypto since I was underage and this guy I had talked to for a bit online said he would buy it for me if I sent him the money, I sent it to him and he blocked me. I was able to get most of the money back through support but I lost $100

Then my dad found out I was trying to buy hormones and started yelling talking about how kids he known have died from heroin overdose what the FUCK does that have to do with gh I literally cannot make this shit up.

Then he told my mom and I overheard her saying "well it might be the best for us if he died from that shit he wants to take"

This is not larp, these are not tales, I'm being so serious. It's genuinely over but I'm too scared to rope idk what to do.

Parents are so fucking stupid mate, don't listen to them. My 6'8 friend came round the other day and when he left my mum asked why I couldn't be as joyful and happy as him so I told her (I usually don't say BP stuff to my parents but I was just fed up) that he has it easier cuz of the height. as expected she completely denied it and said I was just making up reasons. If I had listened to my parents growing up I would be fucked rn, but I didn't so im acc in quite a good position compared to where I was before ascension etc. fuck your parents and try your best to ascend despite them, they can never understand your pain or your life. also don't rope, Ive been there before, there's always a way out of everything.