caninobagro
6'2 white girl slayer
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I'm 6'2 frauding 6'4 and roided,my face is average (guys rated me a mtn on org ) ig this status could give me a pretty easy life but since i was a kid i felt that my life has no meaning at all and Ive never had the desire to conquer anything,since childhood i had no friends and punched the only friend that i had as a Child
At some point in my teenagers years i started to hit the gym to see if something would change and started to blast roids to the point i got a girlfriend but i didnt love her and just felt lust while with her,At that point, I just wanted to have sex with her every day and didn't pay her any real attention; having sex with her was the only thing that made me feel alive and happy in my entire life—the only time I felt something other than apathy. I was 15 and 6 feet tall back then, so I was probably the tallest guy in my class. When my girlfriend started realizing I only wanted sex, we began fighting constantly, and I started cheating on her. She would forgive me, but at one point she started hitting me—she even cut my eyelid and smashed my phone. That turned me on so much that I had sex with her one last time and then broke up with her.
After the breakup, I started sleeping with random women—even women in their twenties while I was 16 or 17. The only time I felt good was during sex; even getting drunk didn't make me feel anything. When I turned 18 and started going to clubs, I hooked up with even more girls, but the sex stopped making me happy too. So nowadays, I only have sex to boost my ego and keep from feeling like a total failure (which I know I am). I’ve considered killing myself just to stop wasting time, but I’m too much of a coward for that and I don’t want to upset my parents—though I don’t give a damn about anything in my life other than their feelings.
Nowadays, I just do whatever pops into my head because I don’t care; if someone wants to arrest me or kill me, I simply couldn't care less. Lately at school, I’ve just been acting like a total piece of shit—making jokes about fucking my ex-girlfriend in front of her new boyfriend, wrestling with my friend using classroom chairs while listening to hardstyle, hugging a girl from behind while I had a boner(and she didn't even mind—at this point, I’ve hooked up with a little less than half the girls in my class), showing a dick pic to my ex’s best friend right in front of her, and making sexual jokes in class. I’m basically a complete degenerate; I even got into a fight with this 5'10" tough guy at school—I just pinned him against the wall while laughing, and he said he was going to kill me. I honestly wouldn't care if he tried—I’d actually welcome it.
My current plan is to keep acting like a piece of shit until I eventually die, or wait for my parents to pass away and then kill myself. I’ve tried reading philosophy and looking for God to see if I could find some purpose, but I think I was just born this way and there’s nothing to be done about it. I don’t think anything will make me happy, and I have no desire to be rich or anything like that (I’m already well-off, and it doesn't make me happy). I wouldn't say I’m depressed; I just don’t give a damn and am waiting for my death.
ALSO, I’m not LARPing being tall or muscular since i proved it here,i can tag you if you ask
Im not asking for help or anything bcs everyone Will Just say i should rope but i wanted to share this .
At some point in my teenagers years i started to hit the gym to see if something would change and started to blast roids to the point i got a girlfriend but i didnt love her and just felt lust while with her,At that point, I just wanted to have sex with her every day and didn't pay her any real attention; having sex with her was the only thing that made me feel alive and happy in my entire life—the only time I felt something other than apathy. I was 15 and 6 feet tall back then, so I was probably the tallest guy in my class. When my girlfriend started realizing I only wanted sex, we began fighting constantly, and I started cheating on her. She would forgive me, but at one point she started hitting me—she even cut my eyelid and smashed my phone. That turned me on so much that I had sex with her one last time and then broke up with her.
After the breakup, I started sleeping with random women—even women in their twenties while I was 16 or 17. The only time I felt good was during sex; even getting drunk didn't make me feel anything. When I turned 18 and started going to clubs, I hooked up with even more girls, but the sex stopped making me happy too. So nowadays, I only have sex to boost my ego and keep from feeling like a total failure (which I know I am). I’ve considered killing myself just to stop wasting time, but I’m too much of a coward for that and I don’t want to upset my parents—though I don’t give a damn about anything in my life other than their feelings.
Nowadays, I just do whatever pops into my head because I don’t care; if someone wants to arrest me or kill me, I simply couldn't care less. Lately at school, I’ve just been acting like a total piece of shit—making jokes about fucking my ex-girlfriend in front of her new boyfriend, wrestling with my friend using classroom chairs while listening to hardstyle, hugging a girl from behind while I had a boner(and she didn't even mind—at this point, I’ve hooked up with a little less than half the girls in my class), showing a dick pic to my ex’s best friend right in front of her, and making sexual jokes in class. I’m basically a complete degenerate; I even got into a fight with this 5'10" tough guy at school—I just pinned him against the wall while laughing, and he said he was going to kill me. I honestly wouldn't care if he tried—I’d actually welcome it.
My current plan is to keep acting like a piece of shit until I eventually die, or wait for my parents to pass away and then kill myself. I’ve tried reading philosophy and looking for God to see if I could find some purpose, but I think I was just born this way and there’s nothing to be done about it. I don’t think anything will make me happy, and I have no desire to be rich or anything like that (I’m already well-off, and it doesn't make me happy). I wouldn't say I’m depressed; I just don’t give a damn and am waiting for my death.
ALSO, I’m not LARPing being tall or muscular since i proved it here,i can tag you if you ask
Im not asking for help or anything bcs everyone Will Just say i should rope but i wanted to share this .
