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No face for your fucked up mind
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I'm sorry i ended the call so suddenly. I thought about what you said and you're right i am really sad and depressed. My life has hit rock bottom in the last few years I lost everyone due to my own choices i regret and am completely alone, all I have are the memories, and to an extent speaking to you made me happier because i finally felt like I had someone to care about again, I like you so so much. And that masked my depression, that's why I became so attached to you, because you made me feel happier for the last couple of days, I saw a reason to live life sorta. It's hard for me to talk about my problems to anyone I feel like they would only tante anyones image of me.
But I feel like you don't really like me that way, and you're always doubtful and don't believe these feelings, you have a lot of problems of your own and I though about it and I feel like I'm making your situation even worse and making you even more depressed. My way of talking to people is flawed I hurt people emotionally, and i really want to spare you. This stuff really makes me sad and in a way that’s why I avoid feeling for people since nothing ever lasts for me, not with relationships, friendships or family. In the end I don’t think anyone would ever lIke me if they knew who I really am, and I shouldn’t try coping. But this is and at this point probably will be the closest I felt of love in my life as unbelievable and weird as it might sound.
But I feel like you don't really like me that way, and you're always doubtful and don't believe these feelings, you have a lot of problems of your own and I though about it and I feel like I'm making your situation even worse and making you even more depressed. My way of talking to people is flawed I hurt people emotionally, and i really want to spare you. This stuff really makes me sad and in a way that’s why I avoid feeling for people since nothing ever lasts for me, not with relationships, friendships or family. In the end I don’t think anyone would ever lIke me if they knew who I really am, and I shouldn’t try coping. But this is and at this point probably will be the closest I felt of love in my life as unbelievable and weird as it might sound.
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