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I'm sorry i ended the call so suddenly. I thought about what you said and you're right i am really sad and depressed. My life has hit rock bottom in the last few years I lost everyone due to my own choices i regret and am completely alone, all I have are the memories, and to an extent speaking to you made me happier because i finally felt like I had someone to care about again, I like you so so much. And that masked my depression, that's why I became so attached to you, because you made me feel happier for the last couple of days, I saw a reason to live life sorta. It's hard for me to talk about my problems to anyone I feel like they would only tante anyones image of me.
But I feel like you don't really like me that way, and you're always doubtful and don't believe these feelings, you have a lot of problems of your own and I though about it and I feel like I'm making your situation even worse and making you even more depressed. My way of talking to people is flawed I hurt people emotionally, and i really want to spare you. This stuff really makes me sad and in a way that’s why I avoid feeling for people since nothing ever lasts for me, not with relationships, friendships or family. In the end I don’t think anyone would ever lIke me if they knew who I really am, and I shouldn’t try coping. But this is and at this point probably will be the closest I felt of love in my life as unbelievable and weird as it might sound.
 
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Did your women leave you nigga? Just find another foid to fuck then
 
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Im writing her this the only reason I posted here is because my phone is dying and I wanted to continue on my pc
U posting this on a site where incels hangout?
 
U posting this on a site where incels hangout?
Yea I updated now it’s completed and I can send it to her, I just didn’t know any other way to send it from my phone to my computer
 
Yea I updated now it’s completed and I can send it to her, I just didn’t know any other way to send it from my phone to my computer
Tell her you have near 10k Rep on this site and she should come crawling back
 
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Im the one ending it
I have asd so i don't understand social things which is why i thought she was leaving u. Ik u do too but it's a spectrum.

How about u tell her just to make her Kill herself on what she is missing out on
 
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Jfl at ur pfp
 
I have asd so i don't understand social things which is why i thought she was leaving u. Ik u do too but it's a spectrum.

How about u tell her just to make her Kill herself on what she is missing out on
I care for her wouldnt want her to do that
Jfl at ur pfp
It’s my looksmaxing goal
 
Hello / I'm sorry i ended the call so suddenly and I’m sorry for writing a long text even though I’m a terrible writer so it’s ok if you don’t read it, I just really don’t ever and can’t really show vonuribility in any other way, since it just makes people drift away from me.

I thought about what you said and you're right i am really sad and depressed. My life has hit rock bottom in the last few years I lost everyone and everything due to my own choices, i regret and am completely alone, all I have are the memories, although even with that I can’t cry to free myself of the pain since I try but nothing comes out, I was taught and scolded from a young age not to cry.
But to an extent speaking to you made me happier because i finally felt like I had someone to care about again, I like you so so much, I swear I was never faking anything or leading you on it was all 100% true, and I like you even more than what I would show or tell you. That feeling masked my depression, that's why I became so attached to you, because you made me feel happier for the last couple of days, I saw a reason to live life sorta. It's hard for me to talk about my problems to anyone I feel like nobody really cares and it would only tante anyones image of me.
But I feel like you don't really like me that way, I think you’re more after self validation and feeling that someone is obsessed over you, you're always doubtful and don't believe these feelings, you have a lot of problems of your own and I though about it and I feel like I'm making your life even worse and making you even more depressed, it’s really hard for me to express myself in the way I really Want because nobody I cared about ever cared for me. My way of talking to people is flawed I hurt people emotionally, and i really want to spare you. This really makes me sad and in a way that’s why I avoid feeling for people since nothing ever lasts for me, not with relationships, friendships or family. In the end I don’t think anyone would ever lIke me if they knew who I really am, and I shouldn’t hope for it since it’s impossible for me, my head and thoughts work in very weird ways. But with complete honesty this is and at this point probably will be the closest I felt of love in my life as unbelievable and weird as it might sound, but at the end of it all there is no hope for me.
I wanted to honestly thank you for making me actually feel genuinely happy, for the last couple of days I actually forgot all my problems even if for not so long, and I will never forget you, and what you did for me just by giving me a bit of your time and being the only person who ever cared to listen to me.
 
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Hello / I'm sorry i ended the call so suddenly and I’m sorry for writing a long text even though I’m a terrible writer so it’s ok if you don’t read it, I just really don’t ever and can’t really show vonuribility in any other way, since it just makes people drift away from me.

I thought about what you said and you're right i am really sad and depressed, thats why I got so defensive yesterday. My life has hit rock bottom in the last few years I lost everyone and everything due to my own choices, my childhood was horrible, and because of that I became a soulless bitter person from a young age, i regret every choice i made, and am completely alone because of them, all I have are the memories of better days when I had the only person who Cared about me, although even with that I can’t cry to free myself of the pain since I try but nothing comes out, I was taught and scolded from a young age not to cry.
But to an extent speaking to you made me happier because i finally felt like I had someone to care about again, I like you so so much, I swear I was never faking anything or leading you on it was all 100% true, and I like you even more than what I would show or tell you. That feeling masked my depression, that's why I became so attached to you, because you made me feel happier. For the last couple of days, I saw a reason to live life sorta. It's hard for me to talk about my problems to anyone I feel like nobody really cares and it would only tante anyones image of me.
But I feel like you don't really like me that way, I think you’re more after self validation and feeling that someone is obsessed over you, you're always doubtful and don't believe these feelings, you have a lot of problems of your own and I thought about it a lot, and I feel like I'm making your life even worse and making you even more depressed, it’s really hard for me to express myself in the way I really Want because nobody I cares or ever cared for me. My way of talking to people is flawed I hurt people emotionally, and i really dont want that for you. This is really hard and really makes me sad, in a way that’s why I avoid feeling for people since nothing ever lasts for me, not with relationships, friendships or family. In the end I don’t think anyone would ever lIke me if they knew me and who I really am, and I shouldn’t hope for things to change since it’s impossible for me, my head and thoughts work in very weird ways. But with complete honesty this is and at this point probably will be the closest I felt of love in my life, even if you feel different the illusion of being cared for helped me beyond what you can imagine as weird as it might sound, but at the end of it all there is no hope for me, and I myself am Afraid of people leaving.
I wanted to honestly thank you for making me actually feel genuinely happy, for the last couple of days I actually forgot all my problems even if for not so long, and I will never forget you, neither will I forget what you did for me just by giving me a bit of your time and being the only person who ever cared to listen to me.
 
I'm sorry i ended the call so suddenly. I thought about what you said and you're right i am really sad and depressed. My life has hit rock bottom in the last few years I lost everyone due to my own choices i regret and am completely alone, all I have are the memories, and to an extent speaking to you made me happier because i finally felt like I had someone to care about again, I like you so so much. And that masked my depression, that's why I became so attached to you, because you made me feel happier for the last couple of days, I saw a reason to live life sorta. It's hard for me to talk about my problems to anyone I feel like they would only tante anyones image of me.
But I feel like you don't really like me that way, and you're always doubtful and don't believe these feelings, you have a lot of problems of your own and I though about it and I feel like I'm making your situation even worse and making you even more depressed. My way of talking to people is flawed I hurt people emotionally, and i really want to spare you. This stuff really makes me sad and in a way that’s why I avoid feeling for people since nothing ever lasts for me, not with relationships, friendships or family. In the end I don’t think anyone would ever lIke me if they knew who I really am, and I shouldn’t try coping. But this is and at this point probably will be the closest I felt of love in my life as unbelievable and weird as it might sound.
Go ER black NIGGER
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Hello / I'm sorry i ended the call so suddenly and I’m sorry for writing a long text even though I’m a terrible writer so it’s ok if you don’t read it, I just really don’t know what else to do since I haven’t been able to think About or do anything else, and can’t really show vonuribility in any other way, since it just makes people drift away from me.
I thought about what you said and you're right i am really sad and depressed, thats why I got so defensive yesterday, but sending you this is the only way for me to be In peace with myself. My life has hit rock bottom in the last few years I lost everyone and everything due to my own choices, my childhood was horrible, and because of that I became a soulless bitter person from a young age, i regret every choice i made, and am completely alone because of them, all I have are the memories of better days when I had the only person who Cared about me, although even with that I can’t cry to free myself of the pain since I try but nothing comes out, I was taught and scolded from a young age not to cry.
But to an extent speaking to you made me happier because i finally felt like I had someone to care about again, I like you and your company so so much, I swear I was never faking anything or leading you on it was all 100% true, and I like you even more than what I would show or tell you. That feeling masked my depression, that's why I became so attached to you, because you made me feel happier. For the last couple of days, I saw a reason to live life sorta. It's hard for me to talk about my problems to anyone I feel like nobody really cares and it would only tante anyones image of me.
But I feel like you don't really like me that way, I think you’re more after self validation and feeling that someone is obsessed over you not truly looking for someone to like, you're always doubtful and don't believe these feelings, you have a lot of problems of your own and I thought about it a lot, and I feel like I'm making your life even worse and making you even more depressed, it’s really hard for me to express myself in the way I really Want because nobody cares or ever cared for me. My way of talking to people is flawed I hurt people emotionally, and i really dont want that for you. This is really hard and really makes me sad, in a way that’s why I avoid feeling for people since nothing ever lasts for me, not with relationships, friendships or family. In the end I don’t think anyone would ever lIke me if they knew me and who I really am, and I shouldn’t hope for things to change since it’s impossible for me, my head and thoughts work in very weird ways. But with complete honesty this is and at this point probably will be the closest I felt of love in my life, even if you feel different the illusion of being cared for helped me beyond what you can imagine as weird as it might sound, your way of talking about things, your endearing sense of humor, overall the way you act is unique and there’s no one quite like you. But at the end of it all there is no hope for me, I honestly thought i could hide my sadness and act differently for once, and not let people see right through the persona I play, but in the end this is meaningless
I wanted to honestly thank you for making me actually feel genuinely happy, for the last couple of days I actually forgot all my problems because of you, even if for not so long. I will never forget you, neither will I forget what you did for me just by giving me a bit of your time and being the only person who ever cared to listen to me.
 
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Rule #1, never tell a foid your feelings nigga, especially one you haven't been with for long.
 
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Hello / I'm sorry i ended the call so suddenly and I’m sorry for writing a long text even though I’m a terrible writer so it’s ok if you don’t read it, I just really don’t know what else to do since I haven’t been able to think About or do anything else, and can’t really show vonuribility in any other way, since it just makes people drift away from me.
I thought about what you said and you're right i am really sad and depressed, thats why I got so defensive yesterday, but sending you this is the only way for me to be In peace with myself. My life has hit rock bottom in the last few years I lost everyone and everything due to my own choices, my childhood was horrible, and because of that I became a soulless bitter person from a young age, i regret every choice i made, and am completely alone because of them, all I have are the memories of better days when I had the only person who Cared about me, although even with that I can’t cry to free myself of the pain since I try but nothing comes out, I was taught and scolded from a young age not to cry.
But to an extent speaking to you made me happier because i finally felt like I had someone to care about again, I like you and your company so so much, I swear I was never faking anything or leading you on it was all 100% true, and I like you even more than what I would show or tell you. That feeling masked my depression, that's why I became so attached to you, because you made me feel happier. For the last couple of days, I saw a reason to live life sorta. It's hard for me to talk about my problems to anyone I feel like nobody really cares and it would only tante anyones image of me.
But I feel like you don't really like me that way, I think you’re more after self validation and feeling that someone is obsessed over you not truly looking for someone to like, you're always doubtful and don't believe these feelings, you have a lot of problems of your own and I thought about it a lot, and I feel like I'm making your life even worse and making you even more depressed, it’s really hard for me to express myself in the way I really Want because nobody cares or ever cared for me. My way of talking to people is flawed I hurt people emotionally, and i really dont want that for you. This is really hard and really makes me sad, in a way that’s why I avoid feeling for people since nothing ever lasts for me, not with relationships, friendships or family. In the end I don’t think anyone would ever lIke me if they knew me and who I really am, and I shouldn’t hope for things to change since it’s impossible for me, my head and thoughts work in very weird ways. But with complete honesty this is and at this point probably will be the closest I felt of love in my life, even if you feel different the illusion of being cared for helped me beyond what you can imagine as weird as it might sound, your way of talking about things, your endearing sense of humor, overall the way you act is unique and there’s no one quite like you. But at the end of it all there is no hope for me i always lose people in the end, I honestly thought i could hide my sadness and act differently for once, and not let people see right through the persona I play, but in the end this is meaningless
I wanted to honestly thank you for making me actually feel genuinely happy, for the last couple of days I actually forgot all my problems because of you, even if for not so long. I will never forget you, neither will I forget what you did for me just by giving me a bit of your time and being the only person who ever cared to listen to me.
 

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