ClayBeingGray
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back when i was 14 there was a girl im so obsessed with, she's so pretty, cool and even taller than me. at first i thought i could have a slim chance to date her but all the time it was just me with my fake scenario. i was like 5'6 or sth at that point, smallest guy in the class and wanted to bag the tallest girl, such a loser.
i got really well w her, felt like a true close friend. i can even messing w her hair at the extra class, she seemed doesnt mad at all, i even sometimes gave her small gifts, hoping she would like me back.
all this make me dellusional abt our relationship, i thought i could have a chance haha.
until the last day we met, it was when our class went on a vacation after highschool examination (idk whats that mean in english, im asian too) she got accepted to a "school for the gifted" otherwise mean a better highschool than normal one. she cried so hard while waiting in line for a coastal roller.
i didnt happy for her at all, i was such a mean guy. she got into her dreamed school i just want to stay close w her. her school is abt 10 hrs drive btw.
that night we decided to play truth or dare, took all my bravery to ask her to call her crush, and she started calling to a guy who isnt me. i shattered.
balled my eyes out while still w my friends i tried to make fake things up like i was sleepy to cover my tears and laid down to even cried louder.
still thinking abt her every night, i dont blame her for this, she just too pretty, tall and kind to me in the moment i felt lonely asf.
my english is really bad but i hope can find so to share.
love you guys
i got really well w her, felt like a true close friend. i can even messing w her hair at the extra class, she seemed doesnt mad at all, i even sometimes gave her small gifts, hoping she would like me back.
all this make me dellusional abt our relationship, i thought i could have a chance haha.
until the last day we met, it was when our class went on a vacation after highschool examination (idk whats that mean in english, im asian too) she got accepted to a "school for the gifted" otherwise mean a better highschool than normal one. she cried so hard while waiting in line for a coastal roller.
i didnt happy for her at all, i was such a mean guy. she got into her dreamed school i just want to stay close w her. her school is abt 10 hrs drive btw.
that night we decided to play truth or dare, took all my bravery to ask her to call her crush, and she started calling to a guy who isnt me. i shattered.
balled my eyes out while still w my friends i tried to make fake things up like i was sleepy to cover my tears and laid down to even cried louder.
still thinking abt her every night, i dont blame her for this, she just too pretty, tall and kind to me in the moment i felt lonely asf.
my english is really bad but i hope can find so to share.
love you guys
