A blessing and a curse

[Deleted member 10551]

Sure, the bp has set me free, but anyone else feel even more empty? Now that I’m aware, I feel as if I have to put even more effort into my life.

I often wish I could just relax and be “normal,” but I guess that was never an option.

Don’t mind my rant. Just venting lol. Feel free to share any thoughts you have - shitpost or not.

 

[turkproducer]

it definitely erodes most or if not all faith and love you have for other humans

you realise everything is actually much more simpler than it is... Friendships = transactional relationships, women don’t actually love you, just how you make them feel or what you provide for them in the moment, and even parents only really use you as a narcissistic extension of their own agenda (you are nothing but a tool to your parents for their bragging rights, don’t forget this)

now trying to recover from it... i guess it’s still important not to look at life 100% blackpill because it’s not correct, but you’d be cucking yourself if you didn’t get surgeries in your prime. you should make that your mission

 

[FastBananaCEO]

Yep, hence the phrase "ignorance is bliss".

I remember being a simp like 3 years ago, focusing 99% of my energy talking to a girl who would literally avoid me as much as possible and every time she said a 2-word response to anything I said to her, I would get so fucking excited. That was the most bluepilled I've ever been, and ever will be, but man, was I happy back then. I genuinely thought she was interested in me, I kid you not. That's kinda why I pity the bluepilled. They're so blinded and don't understand anything.

Then I learned about the redpill, and subsequently the blackpill. I was kinda fucked in the head after learning about the blackpill, but I've gotten better since then. Either way, things won't be the same if I'm ready to be social again.

 

[BigBiceps]

Blackpill is hardly a blessing to anyone. It corrupts you, makes you cynical. It's time to go back and bluepill/redpillmaxx.

 

[FastBananaCEO]

Friendships = transactional relationships

You'd be surprised how many guys actually have your back. They're rare asf, but a bro for life is so much more common than a faithful significant other. I have a few friends who are genuinely there to help me, but there are also so many snakes that fucked me up just as bad as women have.

 

[turkproducer]

You'd be surprised how many guys actually have your back. They're rare asf, but a bro for life is so much more common than a faithful significant other. I have a few friends who are genuinely there to help me, but there are also so many snakes that fucked me up just as bad as women have.

not sure buddy, i think it depends on what sort of person you are

for example, some people are just legit haters. i remember losing weight for the first time and actually started to get girls, my friends who used to mog me tried to diminish my accomplishments and how much i had actually ascended

also, before childhood kids would often try to annoy and do cruel things to each other. now i see the same people trying to be friends with each other or myself

like no, it doesn’t work like that lol. i personally won’t be happy till i flex on everyone but that’s just me

these faggots will die alone and they will raise kids that aren’t theirs, simply because they don’t have the same knowledge as us

but yeah, a real friend is a blessing. i’ve had people do good things for me, but for me to say that they are always 100% down for me is absolute bullshit.

 

[FastBananaCEO]

for example, some people are just legit haters. i remember losing weight for the first time and actually started to get girls, my friends who used to mog me tried to diminish my accomplishments and how much i had actually ascended

I can really fucking relate to this. I know a bunch of guys like this. I was actually doing pretty alright myself and was getting girls interested in me, and this guy goes around and tells all our mutual friends and acquaintances that I'm just a loser, I suck, etc. simply cuz he's a malignant asshole. That person is probably the biggest tumor I have met and I have no doubt there will be more, but why do some people just have to hate for no reason?

but for me to say that they are always 100% down for me is absolute bullshit.

Of course nobody will be 100% down for you. Nobody, literally nobody in this universe would ever do that. Hell, not even a simp would be 100% subservient to a girl. Rightfully so. Everyone has their own agendas to complete, and honestly I don't need people being 100% down to help me. I only need their help occasionally. Otherwise, I'm just being a selfish leech.

 

[KrissKross]

not sure buddy, i think it depends on what sort of person you are

for example, some people are just legit haters. i remember losing weight for the first time and actually started to get girls, my friends who used to mog me tried to diminish my accomplishments and how much i had actually ascended

also, before childhood kids would often try to annoy and do cruel things to each other. now i see the same people trying to be friends with each other or myself

like no, it doesn’t work like that lol. i personally won’t be happy till i flex on everyone but that’s just me

these faggots will die alone and they will raise kids that aren’t theirs, simply because they don’t have the same knowledge as us

but yeah, a real friend is a blessing. i’ve had people do good things for me, but for me to say that they are always 100% down for me is absolute bullshit.

Second last paragraph is utterly fucking based and life fuel. It makes the subhumanity and subsequent blackpilling one must go through all worth it in the long term

 

[Deleted member 1751]

Before blackpilled i was scared to be alone

Now after being blackpilled, I'm happy that I'm alone. It's kind of liberating. You don't have to explain anything to anyone. You can enjoy your little pleasures in life and do whatever you want and no need to care about " muh family muh relatives muh friends" . Like you don't even talk to 99.99% people you know on a daily basis but only once in a while. So why do we try to impress them?
People won't make you happy
Only achievements and sex can make you happy

 

[turkproducer]

I can really fucking relate to this. I know a bunch of guys like this. I was actually doing pretty alright myself and was getting girls interested in me, and this guy goes around and tells all our mutual friends and acquaintances that I'm just a loser, I suck, etc. simply cuz he's a malignant asshole. That person is probably the biggest tumor I have met and I have no doubt there will be more, but why do some people just have to hate for no reason?



Of course nobody will be 100% down for you. Nobody, literally nobody in this universe would ever do that. Hell, not even a simp would be 100% subservient to a girl. Rightfully so. Everyone has their own agendas to complete, and honestly I don't need people being 100% down to help me. I only need their help occasionally. Otherwise, I'm just being a selfish leech.

i think it happens to people who once used to be too nice, people get used to using you as their dopamine fix and they get accustomed for you to be below them in the social ranking hierarchy of your friendship group

and i’m not sure, i don’t count anyone to be a true friend if they don’t do what i expect them to, why should i

if a friend sticks up for you one time and then chooses not to a second time, how is that a real friend?

 

[turkproducer]

Second last paragraph is utterly fucking based and life fuel. It makes the subhumanity and subsequent blackpilling one must go through all worth it in the long term

yeah, only for people who were toxic faggots earlier to me in life

unfortunately that is most people.

 

[6ft7Mogger]

Ntpill > blacpill

 

[FastBananaCEO]

yeah, only for people who were toxic faggots earlier to me in life

unfortunately that is most people.

Were you at the bottom of your school's "caste" system as a child (ie not being popular, and nobody really liked you)? That kinda happened to me and it really fucked me up mentally.

 

[turkproducer]

Were you at the bottom of your school's "caste" system as a child (ie not being popular, and nobody really liked you)? That kinda happened to me and it really fucked me up mentally.

a mixture really, i was mostly in the popular group but i was a little emotional bitch and didn’t know how to handle jokes, so probably more towards the lower end of their group

around 14/15 when i lost a lot of weight this changed however, if only i had real parenting to teach me how to be a man with self respect, instead i had to do it on my own

but yes, being bullied and childhood trauma will scar you for life. it’s literally proven in studies that you never truly recover 100%

 

[FastBananaCEO]

but yes, being bullied and childhood trauma will scar you for life. it’s literally proven in studies that you never truly recover 100%

Fuck. Time to rope.

 

[6ft7Mogger]

Fuck. Time to rope.

cope just be nt

 

[turkproducer]

Fuck. Time to rope.

i guess if it’s any comfort most people are damaged for life.

you have knowledge or a viewpoint of life most people don’t have, at least to the extent we do, so use it very carefully and you’ll be happy, or the closest thing possible to it

 

[Subhuman Philtrum]

cope just be nt

Its a long road to be nt when u got put down for being yourself your whole life to be fair

 

[Deleted member 6217]

i have always been blackpilled

 

[FastBananaCEO]

cope just be nt

Fuck my parkinsons is acting up again. Do you mean "nt" as in NEET or "nt" as in nepotism?

 

[6ft7Mogger]

Fuck my parkinsons is acting up again. Do you mean "nt" as in NEET or "nt" as in nepotism?

neurotypical

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[Subhuman Philtrum]

cope just be nt

Considering 30% of this forum is autistic and another 30% is probably undiagnosed (including me tbh) how does someone like that go about becoming nt?

 

[6ft7Mogger]

Considering 30% of this forum is autistic and another 30% is probably undiagnosed (including me tbh) how does someone like that go about becoming nt?

literally force practicing social skills and ashwaganda megadose

 

[Subhuman Philtrum]

literally force practicing social skills and ashwaganda megadose

I will try to once I ascend a little bit more over the holidays still got some weight left but too high inhib to take anything that isnt sarms tbh

 

[6ft7Mogger]

I will try to once I ascend a little bit more over the holidays still got some weight left but too high inhib to take anything that isnt sarms tbh

well try and gymmaxx hard if u have a normie face should be fine