A brief excerpt from my incel diary

[gemerald]

Over the past 6 months I've kept a personal diary where I make an effort to write down my often chaotic and disordered incel thoughts every time I believe they are worthy of being recorded to be later read when browsing the manuscript.

Here's an interesting entry from 3 weeks ago that I would like to share with you:

Realistically speaking, even if I miraculously get to earn enough to provide for a family, what foid would look at me and think to herself "that guy looks cute, I could totally see myself waking up next to him everyday!!"? NONE! No mentally sane foid would want to look at a dysmorphic unloveable chud like myself, let alone spend time with him every single day JFL [sic]. It is frustrating to objectively excel in many areas yet fail to meet the standards of decency in beauty. Then again, the Lord assigned the responsibility to make the most out of this defective body to me and I will honor Him every moment by being the vessel for His will regardless of my obvious (to me) limitations.

I am exactly as attractive as a guy with a somewhat nice face stuck in a wheelchair, it's just not as obvious because I am only dysmorphic as opposed to being disabled and lacking bodily autonomy. I blame that one doctor in [REDACTED] who told me and my parents my back was alright when I was 14 or 15, however I cannot afford to harbor resentment in my sensitive young man heart.

It would just be awesome if I either didn't have the build of a teenage girl undergoing puberty or I had a straight back as opposed to the utter mess I ended up having, dude. The envy I feel towards anyone who looks like a man is supposed to, with narrow hips and a straight back, regardless of facial aesthetics, is cumbersome.

The last paragraph is so real btw
@tightmason @C3PO @Gengar

 

[gemerald]

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[tightmason]

Over the past 6 months I've kept a personal diary where I make an effort to write down my often chaotic and disordered incel thoughts every time I believe they are worthy of being recorded to be later read when browsing the manuscript.

Here's an interesting entry from 3 weeks ago that I would like to share with you:





The last paragraph is so real btw
@tightmason @C3PO @Gengar

the dnrd is also very real

 

[etulceil]

this sounds sad just lock in listen to music and do what you love till you reach ur end

 

[ugulamugula]

Ts sad

 

[gemerald]

the dnrd is also very real

No you WILL read every subatomic particle

 

[tightmason]

Ts sad

 

[gemerald]

Ts sad

this sounds sad

Perhaps it's because I'm the one who wrote it, but when I read it again I found it more hilarious than depressing.
I'm sorry if it came across as total ropefuel. Saying it after posting sounds guilty, but I would never share something personal with the intention of ruining anyone's mood. Damn

 

[etulceil]

Perhaps it's because I'm the one who wrote it, but when I read it again I found it more hilarious than depressing.
I'm sorry if it came across as total ropefuel. Saying it after posting sounds guilty, but I would never share something personal with the intention of ruining anyone's mood. Damn

u didnt ruin my mood bro im saying that cuz its my exact thoughts
the war againt my faith in god and my problems which i sometimes blames god on tear through me thats why im giving you advice i dont want you to be like me

 

[gemerald]

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inb4 "christcuck" idc

 

[gemerald]

u didnt ruin my mood bro im saying that cuz its my exact thoughts
the war againt my faith in god and my problems which i sometimes blames god on tear through me thats why im giving you advice i dont want you to be like me

I appreciate your support man, I just wanted to make sure nobody thought I was sharing depressing thoughts intentionally to make people rope
One thing I don't really have to deal with is psychological conflict with God over the way my body is, because as I mentioned in the diary entry I perceive this condition of mine as a mission that I must fulfill. Somebody had to fill in the void and be assigned this body, and neither I nor anybody else gets to say "I refuse because I would like to have a better one". Therefore by taking this position I am saving another from having do deal with it, and it is honorable.

 

[gemerald]

Therefore by taking this position I am saving another from having do deal with it, and it is honorable.

This trvke is ultimately the biggest reason why unattractive people should receive a lot more respect than they do in this filthy hypergamous society.

 

[etulceil]

I appreciate your support man, I just wanted to make sure nobody thought I was sharing depressing thoughts intentionally to make people rope
One thing I don't really have to deal with is psychological conflict with God over the way my body is, because as I mentioned in the diary entry I perceive this condition of mine as a mission that I must fulfill. Somebody had to fill in the void and be assigned this body, and neither I nor anybody else gets to say "I refuse because I would like to have a better one". Therefore by taking this position I am saving another from having do deal with it, and it is honorable.

its honorable indeed wish you the best man

 

[gemerald]

its honorable indeed wish you the best man

Always pray bro, you got my follow btw

 

[C3PO]

Over the past 6 months I've kept a personal diary where I make an effort to write down my often chaotic and disordered incel thoughts every time I believe they are worthy of being recorded to be later read when browsing the manuscript.

Here's an interesting entry from 3 weeks ago that I would like to share with you:





The last paragraph is so real btw
@tightmason @C3PO @Gengar

Just focus on posture and get to 10 % bf and maybe hop on test, but down worry in my job i saw a sub5 like legit all features reccessed and he was with a stacy or htb redhead, she was soooo hot

 

[C3PO]

Also pm me face and build? I reckon i can ascend u