a dark room is suicidefuel

[hax]

Sometimes my window closes and it's all dark again in my room

I check the time and i realize i spend my ENTIRE day rotting, half my vacaitons already gone like this

After that, I really want to just flea or kill myself because of how depressing my life is

Then I get reminded that i have tests on the first day of school , insane homework to catch up on vacation somehow and shit career choices

I just have to keep playing video games, listen to music and rot on this forum to eradicate any though crossing my mind

 

[Arbuscular]

I check the time and i realize i spend my ENTIRE day rotting, half my vacaitons already gone like this

my vacation is gone alr and I spent it all ldar

 

[Arbuscular]

I just have to keep playing video games, listen to music and rot on this forum to eradicate any though crossing my mind

Same except I don't listen to music, I watch those pred catch videos

 

[hax]

my vacation is gone alr and I spent it all ldar

the only thing keeping me alive is buying clothes and getting makeup to go back to school bc i'm so insecure about coming back as the same normie

 

[Arbuscular]

the only thing keeping me alive is buying clothes and getting makeup to go back to school bc i'm so insecure about coming back as the same normie

Im coping with trying to moneymaxx to get roids soon.
Also coming back to school with drugs to inhibmaxx and debloatmaxx to see if I can make any conversation with foids or friends that way

 

[hax]

Im coping with trying to moneymaxx to get roids soon.
Also coming back to school with drugs to inhibmaxx and debloatmaxx to see if I can make any conversation with foids or friends that way

I'm asking my parents to pay for me and let me hop on as soon as my clothes ship, just in case they overreact
Also i thought about drugs but I have too much of a twink reputation to ever talk comfortably with others

also no need to add maxx at the end of everything brah

 

[Arbuscular]

I'm asking my parents to pay for me and let me hop on as soon

how will u convince ur parents to do that

soon as my clothes ship

Clothes dont matter tbh

Also i thought about drugs but I have too much of a twink reputation to ever talk comfortably with others

Js try some propanolol/pregabalin to see, it helps with my anxiety in general too not just social situations

 

[hax]

how will u convince ur parents to do that

releasing my sub 6 rage

Clothes dont matter tbh

clothes matter so much brah, they're the only reason people even talk to me

Js try some propanolol/pregabalin to see, it helps with my anxiety in general too not just social situations

Prob not, staying fresh for a while and i'll see how it goes later on in life

 

[crazyguy]

Clothes dont matter tbh

nichemaxxing

 

[LTNUser]

Same,I did nothing productive during summer this year

my vacation is gone alr and I spent it all ldar

 

[hax]

nichemaxxing

all black dress, flared jeans and platforms with a japanese worker hat

sleeping on the method

 

[Arbuscular]

releasing my sub 6 rage

I don't have the low inhib to do that unfortunately, maybe I would need to educate my parents on peptides and how they are beneficial if used correctly, because they think im high iq and maybe would trust me. (I would need to buy them tho so just permission to use)

clothes matter so much brah, they're the only reason people even talk to me

Maybe I need to nichemaxx because ik a subhuman guy that has a fixation with clothes and shoes and says they help alot with girls and stuff.

 

[Arbuscular]

Same,I did nothing productive during summer this year

ldarmaxx

 

[Arbuscular]

ldarmaxx

I need to start working again soon tho because I won't be able to afford roids otherwise

 

[crazyguy]

all black dress, flared jeans and platforms with a japanese worker hat

sleeping on the method

typa shi we been on

 

[hax]

typa shi we been on
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I don't have the power to anything on above 20 C and i grew out of all my clothes

I'm wearing shorts with baggy tees, wanting to end it everytime I place a foot outside

 

[ahavik]

Sometimes my window closes and it's all dark again in my room

I check the time and i realize i spend my ENTIRE day rotting, half my vacaitons already gone like this

After that, I really want to just flea or kill myself because of how depressing my life is

Then I get reminded that i have tests on the first day of school , insane homework to catch up on vacation somehow and shit career choices

I just have to keep playing video games, listen to music and rot on this forum to eradicate any though crossing my mind

ovef

 

[crazyguy]

I don't have the power to anything on above 20 C and i grew out of all my clothes

I'm wearing shorts with baggy tees, wanting to end it everytime I place a foot outside

yeah same ngl i'll have to wait till fall

 

[hax]

yeah same ngl i'll have to wait till fall

i bought the big ass yori sweatpants like 5 months ago for summer and they still didn't ship (also i'm kinda regretting it on second thought almost half a year after)

 

[crazyguy]

i bought the big ass yori sweatpants like 5 months ago for summer and they still didn't ship (also i'm kinda regretting it on second thought almost half a year after)

why are you regretting it

 

[hax]

why are you regretting it

I bought them because I was obsessed over that xaviersobased picture:

Now I'm mostly wanting to go back to skinny (call me a trendhopper) but it's too hot so I basically have nothing

 

[crazyguy]

I bought them because I was obsessed over that xaviersobased picture:

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Now I'm mostly wanting to go back to skinny (call me a trendhopper) but it's too hot so I basically have nothing

tbh ima order some skinny jeans because ive been wearing the same pants for 2 years

 

[hax]

tbh ima order some skinny jeans because ive been wearing the same pants for 2 years

i gave mine to my brother not long ago because my mom bought them for me a while back, they were filthy bright blue.

i can't cop online bc my parents are scared it won't fit me and the only thing near me is HnM so i'm kind of stcuk atm

 

[User28823]

so what r u gonna do about it

 

[hax]

so what r u gonna do about it

nothing, there's nothing i ever do about anything

 

[User28823]

nothing, there's nothing i ever do about anything

well then ur going to rot

and ur going to enjoy it

little incel

 

[valentine]

homework

miss school a lot but homework was actual suifuel

 

[hax]

miss school a lot but homework was actual suifuel

30 pages for maths only during transitioning year vacation just because "muh the french system forgot to teach that"

 

[valentine]

maths

its ovER

 

[crypted]

Sometimes my window closes and it's all dark again in my room

I check the time and i realize i spend my ENTIRE day rotting, half my vacaitons already gone like this

After that, I really want to just flea or kill myself because of how depressing my life is

Then I get reminded that i have tests on the first day of school , insane homework to catch up on vacation somehow and shit career choices

I just have to keep playing video games, listen to music and rot on this forum to eradicate any though crossing my mind

School time is the best time for ascension lol, regardless of how many people larp as cl’s who ascended during summer (they didn’t) every ascension happens during winter, as for rotting? Just put your mind to it dude how are you gonna use your willpower against yourself