A description of My life

[Vermilioncore]

>wake up
>cry
>search for privacy since I sleep in the wide open
>my mum bugs me always wondering where I am and thinking I’m slicing my wrists
>look at old photos of my girl and cry more
>download an app to text her from a different number
>get blocked again
>realize it’s all my fault because I couldn’t be honest in our relationship when she was always honest
>want to die more
>mom sends someone to check on me to make sure I haven’t killed myself
>tell her “oh haha I’d never hurt myself I love myself!”
>try to eat but have no appetite
>get alcohol and get drunk alone at night under a blanket where I can hide
>feel like vomiting but instead I fall dead asleep
>dream of happy moments
>wake up, repeat

What a horrible existence. Hopefully I die in my sleep tonight.

 

[Deleted member 16918]

>wake up
>cry
>search for privacy since I sleep in the wide open
>my mum bugs me always wondering where I am and thinking I’m slicing my wrists
>look at old photos of my girl and cry more
>download an app to text her from a different number
>get blocked again
>realize it’s all my fault because I couldn’t be honest in our relationship when she was always honest
>want to die more
>mom sends someone to check on me to make sure I haven’t killed myself
>tell her “oh haha I’d never hurt myself I love myself!”
>try to eat but have no appetite
>get alcohol and get drunk alone at night under a blanket where I can hide
>feel like vomiting but instead I fall dead asleep
>dream of happy moments
>wake up, repeat

What a horrible existence. Hopefully I die in my sleep tonight.

we have a lot in common

 

[Deleted member 12002]

>wake up
>cry
>search for privacy since I sleep in the wide open
>my mum bugs me always wondering where I am and thinking I’m slicing my wrists
>look at old photos of my girl and cry more
>download an app to text her from a different number
>get blocked again
>realize it’s all my fault because I couldn’t be honest in our relationship when she was always honest
>want to die more
>mom sends someone to check on me to make sure I haven’t killed myself
>tell her “oh haha I’d never hurt myself I love myself!”
>try to eat but have no appetite
>get alcohol and get drunk alone at night under a blanket where I can hide
>feel like vomiting but instead I fall dead asleep
>dream of happy moments
>wake up, repeat

What a horrible existence. Hopefully I die in my sleep tonight.

I hope you live. And live more abundantly.

 

[Bojack]

The answer is simple: whoop that ass

 

[Cali Yuga]

you should spend more time contemplating tuxedo pepe

 

[Nexom]

Do you lift?

 

[aBetterMii]

Its ok bro

 

[Chad69]

my life
wake up
groom myself for an hour
leave my dorm
take a bus
go to school
come back from school to my dorm
get absolutely shitfaced stoned/fucked on any substance with my friends
go back to my dorm

 

[Toth's thot]

my life
wake up
groom myself for an hour
leave my dorm
take a bus
go to school
come back from school to my dorm
get absolutely shitfaced stoned/fucked on any substance with my friends
go back to my dorm

where?

 

[PrisonBreakFan08]

>wake up
>cry
>search for privacy since I sleep in the wide open
>my mum bugs me always wondering where I am and thinking I’m slicing my wrists
>look at old photos of my girl and cry more
>download an app to text her from a different number
>get blocked again
>realize it’s all my fault because I couldn’t be honest in our relationship when she was always honest
>want to die more
>mom sends someone to check on me to make sure I haven’t killed myself
>tell her “oh haha I’d never hurt myself I love myself!”
>try to eat but have no appetite
>get alcohol and get drunk alone at night under a blanket where I can hide
>feel like vomiting but instead I fall dead asleep
>dream of happy moments
>wake up, repeat

What a horrible existence. Hopefully I die in my sleep tonight

Eerily similar to mine man

Always wonder if I did something immoral or horrible in a past life to deserve this

maybe this shit wouldn’t be so awful if I wasn’t gaslit my entire life to believe everything I knew that was my journey to be was a scam and I was only another foot stool for other people’s rise to the top. Just wish people were honest with me that I’m not important and not accessible enough in areas to live life like I’m not a bum

 

[Vermilioncore]

Eerily similar to mine man

Always wonder if I did something immoral or horrible in a past life to deserve this

maybe this shit wouldn’t be so awful if I wasn’t gaslit my entire life to believe everything I knew that was my journey to be was a scam and I was only another foot stool for other people’s rise to the top. Just wish people were honest with me that I’m not important and not accessible enough in areas to live life like I’m not a bum

It’s over son. We are in God’s comedy show. We just have to follow the screenplay and just accept our lives for what they are

 

[DivineBeing]

It’s over son. We are in God’s comedy show. We just have to follow the screenplay and just accept our lives for what they are

imagine being such a subhuman

 

[Vermilioncore]

imagine being such a subhuman

I know, I would tell you to imagine it as well, but you don’t have to imagine it….because it’s your entire fucked up reality

 

[getra]

You think your life is bad man at least you haven’t been dragged into the mental pits of hell granted that shit forges but you fully realize your place in life and you just hang onto it. There’s no wind that blows here. This is prison.

Ive been cheated on I’ve been played out for money I’ve been taken advantage of for another man I’ve been outed by my own mother growing up I don’t even think she really cares that much she just doesn’t want me to descend into suicide like I’m some pet with a disease. I’ve been beaten for simply existing in my form my future got fucked up in the hands of my own, brother you think you’ve been through shit you haven’t.

But everyone goes through real pain here so I can empathize your shit thread.

 

[darkness97]

>didn't read, time for the rope!!!

Spoiler

annoying isn't it? eat it ya dweeb. FUK YA LYFE

 

[BigBiceps]

You need to make some drastic life changes. You can still have a good and fulfilling life if you get the fucking battering ram and break out of that mental prison. We all have very little time, so stop fucking wasting it. If god had wanted you to be like the dead, he'd have killed you.
The window of escaping that hellish experience you call your life is getting narrower with each and every passing second. You'll have to fucking force yourself to do something with your life, because rotting will be more familiar to you. You either fight for a brighter tomorrow, or stay in your rathole of a life. One day you may look back at your life and have a small tear roll your cheek, because you made it out. Your wife brings you a cup of hot coffee as you look at the beautiful scenery of your house. Your athletic son will come home from a jog and say ''hi dad, home early?'' and you'll see life turned out alright.