EricInfinitium
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I was originally born in mainland China almost 3 decades ago.
Mom and dad divorced when I was 1. Both are sub5 in terms of looks. I'm lucky to not be sub5, and I am lucky to be 5'9.
Mom was a gambler and alcoholic, she would stuff my mouth with satin cloths whenever I cried.
Dad was called "potato skin" due to how ugly he was growing up, and is extremely abusive.
Grandparents all grew up during Japanese invasion, served in the chinese red army.
Unfortunately nobody is rich, grandpa was a glorified bus driver for soldiers then for scientists, grandma was a school teacher.
After divorce, I lived with my dad's parents for many quite a few years. Never really met my mom's side of the family.
Dad remarried with stepmom, moved to the west, grandma convinced him to bring me to the west.
So I moved to the west (not USA) 2 decades ago, and have been living here ever since.
Got beaten many times by my dad over the years. Quite a few times it was with metal bbq skewers (it hurt like hell).
I was never a bad kid, and it was over things like leaving my agenda at school when I had no homework.
They used to deny me showers, dinner, and lights to do homework if I came home later than 4pm after school. I later came home first, showered and ate then went to the library because i hated being at home.
My parents never bought clothes or shoes for me, my grandma did. My first laptop I bought with my summer job. Before that I had no internet access
So when I graduated high school, I left for university and cut off all contact.
I studied engineering, then couldn't find a job, so I pivoted to mining. Couldn't find a job again, so I signed up for the army.
Left during basic because I got really sick. Signing up again because I don't give up. Meanwhile I'm studying to get into X-ray tech in healthcare.
Over the years I have learned 2 things:
Money & Looks are the most important things in life.
Also, don't let your parents pull you back from developping into who you want to be. I know I suffered a lot, and i misses out on a lot because lack of money and social awareness.
I think I lucked out with women from my experiences and being who I am.
During middle school I had these 2 white MTBs, who were also the popular girls, ask me for hugs regularly. I said no mostly, but I did give one a hug, and she took a picture and had it as her facebook profile for a year. They would sometimes force a hug and push their boobs in my face at the same time. I was very naive and didn't realize it at the time that it was sexual.
There was also this white LTB quiet girl who dressed as a fairy and came to ask me specifcally to dance with her at the school dance whil I was sitting down, and I said no.
During high school I was asked out twice to prom (both white mtb). I said no because of my curfew and I didn't have any money to pay for the tickets.
I had a blonde htb/stacy-lite who sat behind me in almost every class we had together for years pet my hair regularly.
There was this dirty blonde htb stacy-lite 1 year above me who would grind into me whenever she say me (the bus stop, the hallway, the streets) and say she's my gf. And a mtb senior who said she would leave her bf for me in a hearbeat if I said yes. I said no.
Onto university. I lived on residence where the floor above us and below us was all girls. Everyday when I went down to class, a blonde mtb almost always would have her door to her dorm open and say "Hi Eric!" when I pass by. I would sometimes stop for a quick chat. She tried to get me downstairs to drink with her friends during a residence party but I said no. There was this other HTB polish girl from another university who passes by regularly during events literally jump on me and grind on me giggling while I was half-passed out drunk in the common area. Another girl (I think irish mtb) who lives upstairs asked me in a party why I haven't talked to her all semester, and proceeds to feed me alcohol by the shots and calls me a 8.5/10 (because I was rating girls out of 10 and some were offended). Another girl who lived downstairs, who was one of the female friends of our male friend group for rest of uni, would often pet my hair during a party and call me cute. Later one of my guy friends, whom I still keep in contact with, said she admitted she likes me.
Fast forward to recently, I don't go out very much. I mostly go to school and come home. There's this belgian LTB who would jiggle her butt when she passes in front of me in class. I sat beside her in one class, and she took a drink from her water bottle, and she would put it in my view, and stroke the length of of the bottle a few times and then look at me quickly an then look away. There's this iraniam ethnic ltb who would sit close to me very often, ask me to help her, and stand around when I am talking to another person and try to join the conversation.
I know I have an effect on some women. I think I need to gymmax and moneymax because there is a lot of potential I have and it would be a shame to waste it.
My realistic goal is to make a 100k a year, have a nice tonned body, good skin and hair.
I know I can attract white women, and they are my type. I want my kids to have a htb/stacy-lite mom at the minimum and have the good height and looks genes.
If I can't necessarily find a woman like that, I'll just pay for a tall blonde blue-eyed stacy egg donor and have kids through surrogacy. I know I want a family to call my own and I want my kids to have much better opportunities and lifestyle compared to what my parents gave me.
Thanks for reading!
Mom and dad divorced when I was 1. Both are sub5 in terms of looks. I'm lucky to not be sub5, and I am lucky to be 5'9.
Mom was a gambler and alcoholic, she would stuff my mouth with satin cloths whenever I cried.
Dad was called "potato skin" due to how ugly he was growing up, and is extremely abusive.
Grandparents all grew up during Japanese invasion, served in the chinese red army.
Unfortunately nobody is rich, grandpa was a glorified bus driver for soldiers then for scientists, grandma was a school teacher.
After divorce, I lived with my dad's parents for many quite a few years. Never really met my mom's side of the family.
Dad remarried with stepmom, moved to the west, grandma convinced him to bring me to the west.
So I moved to the west (not USA) 2 decades ago, and have been living here ever since.
Got beaten many times by my dad over the years. Quite a few times it was with metal bbq skewers (it hurt like hell).
I was never a bad kid, and it was over things like leaving my agenda at school when I had no homework.
They used to deny me showers, dinner, and lights to do homework if I came home later than 4pm after school. I later came home first, showered and ate then went to the library because i hated being at home.
My parents never bought clothes or shoes for me, my grandma did. My first laptop I bought with my summer job. Before that I had no internet access
So when I graduated high school, I left for university and cut off all contact.
I studied engineering, then couldn't find a job, so I pivoted to mining. Couldn't find a job again, so I signed up for the army.
Left during basic because I got really sick. Signing up again because I don't give up. Meanwhile I'm studying to get into X-ray tech in healthcare.
Over the years I have learned 2 things:
Money & Looks are the most important things in life.
Also, don't let your parents pull you back from developping into who you want to be. I know I suffered a lot, and i misses out on a lot because lack of money and social awareness.
I think I lucked out with women from my experiences and being who I am.
During middle school I had these 2 white MTBs, who were also the popular girls, ask me for hugs regularly. I said no mostly, but I did give one a hug, and she took a picture and had it as her facebook profile for a year. They would sometimes force a hug and push their boobs in my face at the same time. I was very naive and didn't realize it at the time that it was sexual.
There was also this white LTB quiet girl who dressed as a fairy and came to ask me specifcally to dance with her at the school dance whil I was sitting down, and I said no.
During high school I was asked out twice to prom (both white mtb). I said no because of my curfew and I didn't have any money to pay for the tickets.
I had a blonde htb/stacy-lite who sat behind me in almost every class we had together for years pet my hair regularly.
There was this dirty blonde htb stacy-lite 1 year above me who would grind into me whenever she say me (the bus stop, the hallway, the streets) and say she's my gf. And a mtb senior who said she would leave her bf for me in a hearbeat if I said yes. I said no.
Onto university. I lived on residence where the floor above us and below us was all girls. Everyday when I went down to class, a blonde mtb almost always would have her door to her dorm open and say "Hi Eric!" when I pass by. I would sometimes stop for a quick chat. She tried to get me downstairs to drink with her friends during a residence party but I said no. There was this other HTB polish girl from another university who passes by regularly during events literally jump on me and grind on me giggling while I was half-passed out drunk in the common area. Another girl (I think irish mtb) who lives upstairs asked me in a party why I haven't talked to her all semester, and proceeds to feed me alcohol by the shots and calls me a 8.5/10 (because I was rating girls out of 10 and some were offended). Another girl who lived downstairs, who was one of the female friends of our male friend group for rest of uni, would often pet my hair during a party and call me cute. Later one of my guy friends, whom I still keep in contact with, said she admitted she likes me.
Fast forward to recently, I don't go out very much. I mostly go to school and come home. There's this belgian LTB who would jiggle her butt when she passes in front of me in class. I sat beside her in one class, and she took a drink from her water bottle, and she would put it in my view, and stroke the length of of the bottle a few times and then look at me quickly an then look away. There's this iraniam ethnic ltb who would sit close to me very often, ask me to help her, and stand around when I am talking to another person and try to join the conversation.
I know I have an effect on some women. I think I need to gymmax and moneymax because there is a lot of potential I have and it would be a shame to waste it.
My realistic goal is to make a 100k a year, have a nice tonned body, good skin and hair.
I know I can attract white women, and they are my type. I want my kids to have a htb/stacy-lite mom at the minimum and have the good height and looks genes.
If I can't necessarily find a woman like that, I'll just pay for a tall blonde blue-eyed stacy egg donor and have kids through surrogacy. I know I want a family to call my own and I want my kids to have much better opportunities and lifestyle compared to what my parents gave me.
Thanks for reading!
