A Dream/ Curse

[Mansur]

Was in a train, some group of girls entered

One of them was near me, facially L-Mhtb, trying to come closer or smth, at one moment she leaned her whole body against mine and put her head on my back

I firstly tried to distance myself as it couldve came across as if I was the one trying to get into physical contact, but eventually I had nowhere else to go

However I wasnt really flattered by it, Ive been living in skepticism and this one was another case of it

She obv wasnt attracted to me as I dont posess any trait to be able to be physically attracted to

It was either

1. she wanted to recreate the Beauty and the Beast thing, as thats literally how we looked like right next to each other

2. some prank/ joke with her friends


To me it appeared like a message that was sent to me, or more of a preperation to my eternal life which Id only spend by myself by making my ' wish ' come true

Accepting all the people beeing fake has also affected my perspective on the situation

 

[Mansur]

@PeaceAndLove4ever
@pexy
@Notorious_1676
@GonorrhoeaGobbler

 

[pexy]

women who do shit like this piss me off

attention seeking whores

 

[Notorious_1676]

I would have done the same. She was probably seeking attention, but who knows? You could have hooked up with her if that's what you wanted. I personally think it would have been meaningless to do so though. She doesn't seem like the kind of foid good for an ltr personality wise and I'm not sure if a hook up would have satisfied you. I think a hook up would have resulted in you developing a bit of self hatred

 

[Mansur]

I would have done the same. She was probably seeking attention, but who knows? You could have hooked up with her if that's what you wanted. I personally think it would have been meaningless to do so though. She doesn't seem like the kind of foid good for an ltr personality wise and I'm not sure if a hook up would have satisfied you. I think a hook up would have resulted in you developing a bit of self hatred

I would never get into any sort of contact with a girl
Theres always a bigger fish and she would naturally want someone whos better looking/ taller whatever it might be

If youre not her Top 1 in every metric then she would look for that T1 in other men

Just cuck behaviour in my opinion, I dont want to adjust myself to anyone, let my flaws be known.

Everything in my life also speaks against getting into any sort of relationships

Im not desperate for female attention as well, like Its not some sort of different creature but just a man with a pussy

My Lust has decreased drastically, their behaviour has most likely affected it and just my body signalling the whole ship thing not beeing for me