A foid asked me why I don't have any friends if I'm so kind and intelligent.

[hitmancrewzz]

That question hurt me so much. She doesn't know that I already struggle to make friends. I've never been much of a talker, much less a socializer. I find it hard to look people in the face without feeling disgusted with myself. Every single person I know uses me to take advantage of me. I genuinely went home and cried into my pillow.

 

[tarkdriad33]

how come you didnt pull out your gun and put 2 in her head?

 

[hitmancrewzz]

how come you didnt pull out your gun and put 2 in her head?

Because it's no longer worth causing more suffering in a world where suffering is already abundant.

 

[tarkdriad33]

Because it's no longer worth causing more suffering in a world where suffering is already abundant.

you may be onto something

 

[hitmancrewzz]

you may be onto something

Reality

 

[jaco]

That question hurt me so much. She doesn't know that I already struggle to make friends. I've never been much of a talker, much less a socializer. I find it hard to look people in the face without feeling disgusted with myself. Every single person I know uses me to take advantage of me. I genuinely went home and cried into my pillow.

I love you bhai