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she already talked to me a few days before but i had 10 voicecracks then walked away sub 1 minute 
aisan, around lmtb/mmtb or sum like that but that without makeup wich is pretty cool (also she had a sense of fashion).
anyways she came up to me during break between lessons and asked me about my shoes so i lowk didn't care at first cause most ppl shit on what i wear...
suprisingly she was nice and kept complimenting me on my looks then aesthetic, literally my first irl conversation in the past 5 years with someone i didn't previously know,
she even came to tell me that shit i wore a few months ago was cool (kinda suprised, nobody usually remembers).
for the first time i actually managed to talk without moving around or shaking, we talked for about 4 minutes then it rang so i moved on,
i just had to ignore my incel friend who as soon as he noticed started smiling so wide reminding me of all the foid hatred we had in calls for the past months.
OH YEA IT WAS SO FUCKING HARD TO FOCUS, I HAD SHITTY METAL PLAYING IN MY AIRPODS AND I WAS PLAYING AROUND WITH THE VOLUME IN MY POCKET BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO PULL MY PHONE OUT 2 MINUTES IN AND PAUSE MY FUCKING EARRAPE MUSIC
ALSO I'M TOO RETARDED I LITERALLY FORGOT HER NAME CAUSE IT SOUNDED LIKE SHE SAID "JAYDES" AND I ZONED OUT THE NANOSECOND SHE SAID IT
i'm lowk more of a fag so it was way easier to talk in general but this shit was a massive hopefuel
this is why we alt boi @valentine @crazyguy

aisan, around lmtb/mmtb or sum like that but that without makeup wich is pretty cool (also she had a sense of fashion).
anyways she came up to me during break between lessons and asked me about my shoes so i lowk didn't care at first cause most ppl shit on what i wear...
suprisingly she was nice and kept complimenting me on my looks then aesthetic, literally my first irl conversation in the past 5 years with someone i didn't previously know,
she even came to tell me that shit i wore a few months ago was cool (kinda suprised, nobody usually remembers).
for the first time i actually managed to talk without moving around or shaking, we talked for about 4 minutes then it rang so i moved on,
i just had to ignore my incel friend who as soon as he noticed started smiling so wide reminding me of all the foid hatred we had in calls for the past months.
OH YEA IT WAS SO FUCKING HARD TO FOCUS, I HAD SHITTY METAL PLAYING IN MY AIRPODS AND I WAS PLAYING AROUND WITH THE VOLUME IN MY POCKET BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO PULL MY PHONE OUT 2 MINUTES IN AND PAUSE MY FUCKING EARRAPE MUSIC
ALSO I'M TOO RETARDED I LITERALLY FORGOT HER NAME CAUSE IT SOUNDED LIKE SHE SAID "JAYDES" AND I ZONED OUT THE NANOSECOND SHE SAID IT
i'm lowk more of a fag so it was way easier to talk in general but this shit was a massive hopefuel
this is why we alt boi @valentine @crazyguy
@Psocho @selfascender @kenibba