AryanTrvecel
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So for some context I’ve been talking to this girl for a a few years (about four) let’s call her Natalia so you see Natalia used to be my best friend who was also a female. Her best friend was also my friend (however she had a boyfriend at this time) let’s call her Emma.
Natalia and I met at school since I had her in one of my classes and I ended up talking to her as a best friend. We would do standard things that you would imagine to do with a best friend. I didn’t have many friends in school so I tried to treat her as well as I could (I was bluepilled at this time) since I actually liked her. We would text often and she even made a group chat that included her, Emma, and myself.
She even tried to set me up with another girl (she was not very attractive so it fell off obviously) since I didn’t really want to keep texting her that much. I don’t think she found me very appealing either so it was never going to actually go anywhere. However, as time passed I still got closer to Natalia.
Fast forward two years and Natalia and I still see each other, I talked to her as much as I could and saw her daily. Then, one day as I was texting Emma she told me that I should try to date Natalia since we would “be a good couple” whatever that means. However, before I went out to ask Natalia I wanted to ask Emma what she thought of me.
And so, Emma asked Natalia what she thought of me, and the next thing that occurred destroyed my entire perception of how I saw people and foids. Natalia said in the messages outright after a few minutes that she thought I was a great friend and that she loved to talk to me, but she could never see herself with me.
Now, if you’re wondering what she looks like she is brunette with brown eyes and brown hair and fair skin so she is obviously white. However, she is an LTB I would say that we’re looksmatched but I’ve never really seen her without any makeup. She is likely sub5 with no makeup. I myself am an LTN.
However, after I saw the screenshot that Emma sent me of her conversation with Natalia I was truly destroyed. This girl that I had spent years talking to and I suddenly come to find out that she never had any romantic interest in me. Why did I even tell her things like she looks good or is a good person? All of it was useless at the end of the day.
Now fast forward even more, about a year or so and as I’m walking to class I see Natalia hugging a WHITE man and he has his hand around her and they end up kissing. If you wonder what he looks like, he is SHORTER than me (by like 10cm) and he is also an ltn (arguably less attractive than me) he’s also a strawberry blonde and has thin eyebrows.
What I felt was unbelievable rage, how is it that she rejected me because I apparently didn’t look good enough for her, but she’s willing to choose someone who’s shorter and who is slightly less attractive facially. I couldn’t stop thinking about it the whole day.
Also I am ethnic if that helps you understand most of the story. I have like tan skin even though I barely go outside.
Natalia and I met at school since I had her in one of my classes and I ended up talking to her as a best friend. We would do standard things that you would imagine to do with a best friend. I didn’t have many friends in school so I tried to treat her as well as I could (I was bluepilled at this time) since I actually liked her. We would text often and she even made a group chat that included her, Emma, and myself.
She even tried to set me up with another girl (she was not very attractive so it fell off obviously) since I didn’t really want to keep texting her that much. I don’t think she found me very appealing either so it was never going to actually go anywhere. However, as time passed I still got closer to Natalia.
Fast forward two years and Natalia and I still see each other, I talked to her as much as I could and saw her daily. Then, one day as I was texting Emma she told me that I should try to date Natalia since we would “be a good couple” whatever that means. However, before I went out to ask Natalia I wanted to ask Emma what she thought of me.
And so, Emma asked Natalia what she thought of me, and the next thing that occurred destroyed my entire perception of how I saw people and foids. Natalia said in the messages outright after a few minutes that she thought I was a great friend and that she loved to talk to me, but she could never see herself with me.
Now, if you’re wondering what she looks like she is brunette with brown eyes and brown hair and fair skin so she is obviously white. However, she is an LTB I would say that we’re looksmatched but I’ve never really seen her without any makeup. She is likely sub5 with no makeup. I myself am an LTN.
However, after I saw the screenshot that Emma sent me of her conversation with Natalia I was truly destroyed. This girl that I had spent years talking to and I suddenly come to find out that she never had any romantic interest in me. Why did I even tell her things like she looks good or is a good person? All of it was useless at the end of the day.
Now fast forward even more, about a year or so and as I’m walking to class I see Natalia hugging a WHITE man and he has his hand around her and they end up kissing. If you wonder what he looks like, he is SHORTER than me (by like 10cm) and he is also an ltn (arguably less attractive than me) he’s also a strawberry blonde and has thin eyebrows.
What I felt was unbelievable rage, how is it that she rejected me because I apparently didn’t look good enough for her, but she’s willing to choose someone who’s shorter and who is slightly less attractive facially. I couldn’t stop thinking about it the whole day.
Also I am ethnic if that helps you understand most of the story. I have like tan skin even though I barely go outside.
