Jack-O' Valentine
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ive been thinking about this a lot ever since my last birthday where i did absolutely nothing but rot and pretend to be happy everytime a family member told me happy birthday. but why would an average or less looking man who is aware and who cant enjoy himself continue to live? why not just kill yourself? if you find a way to do it quick and painless then thats even better. i already wasted most of my teenage years mostly because of neurodivergence, still khhv, still a slave to a fucked up educational system and to make it even worse i was born in a collapsing 3rd world country with no way out. should i start looking for ways to end it with the least pain? parents will only care about the funeral money and the time they wasted on me anyways. long story short if you cant ascend or mentalcel youre better off dead imo