90%er Gigachink
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imagine iq wise and self awareness wise being normal yet being physically sub2 and socially repulsive due to that+autism+being completely untalented and dysfunctional and being fully aware of that fact and how good it feels even to have a tiny glimpse into what a normal life could be. Imagine being naturally extroverted and low inhib on top of that. Now imagine success being one of the things you value most in life. Imagine understanding that compared to a normie who fits into his community and actively participated in it you are singled out, humiliated, gaslighted, pitied. Girls and normies (u as well be real especially at first) talk to you as a joke and to belittle you. You can do nothing and still have a visible target on your back for humiliation. Every single thing you do you are automatically bottom 1% at coupled with the judgement that you get for being sub2. On top of that im yellow and I represent my race badly and let the rest of them down which is why normie asians have almost always hated me. Imagine having zero friends for long periods of time and being gaslit about it. Imagine every day being the same-You wake up, go to school, go home, and rot. No fun whatsoever. You suck too much to play competitive games and your attention span is too short for movies. Your only source of escapism is a blackpill forum where people talk about degenerate shit but its the only place where they understand. Imagine being so ugly that surgery will only ascend u to 3-5/10 if that. Imagine knowing you were destined for this from the very beginning since your entire family is unfit for modern society. Imagine going through every humiliating ritual and experience a truecel subhuman can go through. Imagine doing nothing wrong yet still being treated like a death row inmate. And ye im glad im here bcs if i were in the hood or 3rd world id be dead rn since those normies are even more aggressive and physically cruel than suburban california normies.
