A tough life situation I am in rn

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And am I nt? I am. I don't talk about this stuff with people irl. This is the only place I can share my situation on

u r not nt cuz you think this, also, try one more time, you admitted u r ldaring and thats why u failed ur test, get that money from the job youll get from uni and youll be gl with some bone cutting and rearranging.

what you studying at uni?

 

[Lonenely sigma]

u r not nt cuz you think this, also, try one more time, you admitted u r ldaring and thats why u failed ur test, get that money from the job youll get from uni and youll be gl with some bone cutting and rearranging.

what you studying at uni?

I wanna become a lawyer

 

[Lonenely sigma]

u r not nt cuz you think this, also, try one more time, you admitted u r ldaring and thats why u failed ur test, get that money from the job youll get from uni and youll be gl with some bone cutting and rearranging.

what you studying at uni?

But you don't even know what I look like lol, the fact you tell me to continue griiinddiiing and improooving without even wondering about my looks level tells me you don't regard looks as important at all

 

[Bodhisattva]

I am 19.

If I started working religiously, I could save up for surgeries in 5-6 years, given that I live in EE.

I told my parents I want to get a job and they were against that, telling me I should continue studying in my uni.

The thing is, by the time uni actually gets me a good job, my life would already be over, I'd be like 24 . If I don't ascend my looks through surgeries by then, I will just call it a day.

My father told me, if I do get a job and quit studying, he will force me to pay for my share of bills, aka. he'd rent me my own room, thus preventing me from earning the money for surgeries.

What should I do? I really can't force myself to learn one more page, let alone go there for the next 4 years at best.

I could try to manipulate him and just lay in the bad until he starts feeling bad. The money they "waste" on me is very minimal, I never ask them for anything, I spend 8 euros a day for food, he just wants to prevent me from accumulating it for myself

youre in a tough situation blud check if u can make money doing something you like so your parents just think ur enjoying ur hobby

 

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I wanna become a lawyer

holy fuck dude, work hard right now, if you were smart enough to even get into uni for law then ur smart enough to graduate. youll thank yourself when ur saving up 200k+ a year if you move into the west with your diploma. then you can spend it on surgery. cmon dude

 

[iblamericky]

was gonna reply but on the scroll down I forgot what the thread was ab :/

 

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But you don't even know what I look like lol, the fact you tell me to continue griiinddiiing and improooving without even wondering about my looks level tells me you don't regard looks as important at all

if the world worked by looks then it would be a feudal system. just get that lawyer degree dude. what would you rate yourself and are you sure you dont maybe have body dysmorphia?

 

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I wanna become a lawyer

is the possibility of being one dictated by looks? or how well you study in uni (something you can make a change for)

 

[Lonenely sigma]

holy fuck dude, work hard right now, if you were smart enough to even get into uni for law then ur smart enough to graduate. youll thank yourself when ur saving up 200k+ a year if you move into the west with your diploma. then you can spend it on surgery. cmon dude

The issue is, by that point I'd be what? 40+? My life would be over by that point. If I fail to get them before my 25th year I will call it a day

if the world worked by looks then it would be a feudal system. just get that lawyer degree dude. what would you rate yourself and are you sure you dont maybe have body dysmorphia?

is the possibility of being one dictated by looks? or how well you study in uni (something you can make a change for)

I am around a high-LTN with a coloring halo. I could ascend through surgeries quite a lot. Thats my only life goal. It'd be a shame to waste 10 years of my life which could be very different if I managed to earn the money in time.

And is getting a degree dictated by looks? No, but as I said, there's no way I can motivate myself to do anything of that nature. As soon as I start using my brain, it starts to hurt. I usually just listen to music and ride a bike or play video games, then sleep for 10-12 hours, trying to forget everything.

Studying hurts me a lot, and this is despite me being fairly intelligent (not a genius either). When I study I have to turn my brain on. My mind goes around and in the end I spend maybe 10% of my time actually studying

 

[The Grinch]

The thing is, by the time uni actually gets me a good job, my life would already be over, I'd be like 24 .

Didn’t know 24 yo is when life expires, i thought it was 27 yo. Damn.

 

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The issue is, by that point I'd be what? 40+? My life would be over by that point. If I fail to get them before my 25th year I will call it a day


I am around a high-LTN with a coloring halo. I could ascend through surgeries quite a lot. Thats my only life goal. It'd be a shame to waste 10 years of my life which could be very different if I managed to earn the money in time.

And is getting a degree dictated by looks? No, but as I said, there's no way I can motivate myself to do anything of that nature. As soon as I start using my brain, it starts to hurt. I usually just listen to music and ride a bike or play video games, then sleep for 10-12 hours, trying to forget everything.

Studying hurts me a lot, and this is despite me being fairly intelligent (not a genius either). When I study I have to turn my brain on. My mind goes around and in the end I spend maybe 10% of my time actually studying

idek know bruh. you find a negative out of everything

 

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Didn’t know 24 yo is when life expires, i thought it was 27 yo. Damn.

r u 27?

 

[The Grinch]

r u 27?

No. Why?

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

No. Why?

r u 26?

 

[Lonenely sigma]

idek know bruh. you find a negative out of everything

I am just being realistic

Didn’t know 24 yo is when life expires, i thought it was 27 yo. Damn.

I mean the last time I was truly happy for a long period of time was when I was like 8 years old, maaaaybe at most 11.

But being a wageslave until my 24th year just to pay for surgeries doesn't really sounds like a good life, does it?

 

[The Grinch]

r u 26?

No. Why?

 

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I am just being realistic

I mean the last time I was truly happy for a long period of time was when I was like 8 years old, maaaaybe at most 11.

But being a wageslave until my 24th year just to pay for surgeries doesn't really sounds like a good life, does it?

not to act like a foid but. focus on the positives and be realistic

and i feel like ur obsession with looks is same as me with muhsles, people dont understand why i wanna be a huge roided up bodybuilder but its just ur personal preference ig

 

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No. Why?

how old are you? also rep me greedy nigga, dont be a grinch, or a scrooge

 

[Lonenely sigma]

not to act like a foid but. focus on the positives and be realistic

This is a meme ngl

and i feel like ur obsession with looks is same as me with muhsles, people dont understand why i wanna be a huge roided up bodybuilder but its just ur personal preference ig

This is actually a good analogy. Except, ofc, face is the king, so I'd say my """obsession""" has more objectiveness to it than grinding muscles, but I digress.

Imagine if people just prevented you from ever stepping into your gym, and if, on top of that, that prevented you from ever attracting women. I bet your entire life goal would become finding a way to obtain that body you once had again

 

[The Grinch]

how old are you? also rep me greedy nigga, dont be a grinch, or a scrooge

23.

What will you do with this information now?

 

[Lonenely sigma]

23.

What will you do with this information now?

1 year left

I am sorry, please continue your conversation

 

[The Grinch]

I mean the last time I was truly happy for a long period of time was when I was like 8 years old, maaaaybe at most 11.

But being a wageslave until my 24th year just to pay for surgeries doesn't really sounds like a good life, does it?

As far as i know in southern europe if you work, your parents want you to give them money, you wouldn’t be able to save much anyway. I would actually follow your Dads advice, if you quit school, you will probably regret it later

 

[The Grinch]

1 year left

Already bought the rope and a chair, gonna hang myself on my 24th Birthday

 

[Lonenely sigma]

As far as i know in southern europe if you work, your parents want you to give them money, you wouldn’t be able to save much anyway. I would actually follow your Dads advice, if you quit school, you will probably regret it later

I won't bore you anymore since there's really nothing to be extracted from this convo, but I can't study. I can't force myself to do something fruitless. I'd rather just LDAR and try to live a painless life.

Sitting alone in the library in the morning, surrounded by those dead dull faces, trying to remember random latin names, so that maaaaybbeee one day in 5 years I get a degree which would, maaaybeee allow me to have a job, so that I could maaaybeee have enough money for hardmaxxing in my late 30s.

No thanks, may as well but that lottery ticket