a war with myself

[hax]

i hate myself for everything i do, mainly about the way i talk to/about my family

i feel like i'm not greatful enough yet i cannot get to love them

it's just sudden mood swings that make me come back to the real world

 

[Diᴏgenes]

how you speak to them?

 

[DrunkenSailor]

i feel like i'm not greatful enough yet i cannot get to love them

Maybe you do but you don't know it.

 

[ChrisFletcher]

i hate myself for everything i do, mainly about the way i talk to/about my family

Ethnic trait

 

[aryanroidfaper]

i hate myself for everything i do, mainly about the way i talk to/about my family

i feel like i'm not greatful enough yet i cannot get to love them

it's just sudden mood swings that make me come back to the real world

This is like the stupidest shit Ive ever heard lol.

 

[hax]

how you speak to them?

i speak correctly. the problem is that i can't hold a conversation with them without them calling me a retard.
and even then if they give their best, i still have hatred towards both of them.

 

[hax]

Maybe you do but you don't know it.

i see the effort they're putting in but it's not where i want them to put it.
they're trying their best without listening about my obsessions which makes me extremely mad.

 

[hax]

This is like the stupidest shit Ive ever heard lol.

you "ugh..." reacted at a random message cause you got pissed. as low iq as it gets.

 

[inversions]

This is like the stupidest shit Ive ever heard lol.

"aryanfoidfaper"

 

[Diᴏgenes]

them calling me a retard.

why

 

[hax]

why

because i have tics

 

[zqric]

i see the effort they're putting in but it's not where i want them to put it.
they're trying their best without listening about my obsessions which makes me extremely mad.

maybe ur problem is ur looking at them as just assets or maybe dont know how to show love funny enough my ex didnt know it either its like the most confusing shit but u love them deep down bro stop tripping that ur nd ajd itll be aight

 

[Diᴏgenes]

because i have tics

so why would you feel like you aren't grateful enough for parents who make fun of your tics?

 

[g-money]

Sounds like mood swings + stress, not you being ungrateful or heartless. You don’t have to constantly feel love to still care — snapping and then feeling bad after actually means you have a conscience. Focus on controlling how you act in those moments and repairing later, not forcing emotions you can’t summon on command.

 

[zqric]

so why would you feel like you aren't grateful enough for parents who make fun of your tics?

ur right sometimes those are ppl that made tou raised u and enough not every person is good so maybe his parents arent good either u jus need to let go at some point

 

[hax]

so why would you feel like you aren't grateful enough to parents who make fun of your tics?

they try their best every day to make me feel happy and keep reminding me how much they love me.
problem is they do not help me looksmax in the slightest, looksmin at best and they don't want me to alter my appearance.

i barely leave my room because of this obsession and i'm scared of making them feel like they aren't doing enough,
ofc this is the case from my point of view; but from theirs it's like i'm just an ungreatful brat that keeps asking for more.

 

[hax]

care — snapping

israel gpt trait #1

 

[g-money]

israel gpt trait #1

Ai is the future bud, atleast I care for my family.

 

[Deleted member 240873]

i hate myself for everything i do

I feel u

 

[molecule8]

i hate myself for everything i do, mainly about the way i talk to/about my family

i feel like i'm not greatful enough yet i cannot get to love them

it's just sudden mood swings that make me come back to the real world

bro is clearly estrogenmaxxing

 

[hax]

bro is clearly estrogenmaxxing

i'm extremely high T

 

[molecule8]

i'm extremely high T

yeah dumbass

guess what molecule converts into estrogen

 

[hax]

molecule

not one, boi!

 

[cynical]

Sounds like mood swings + stress, not you being ungrateful or heartless. You don’t have to constantly feel love to still care — snapping and then feeling bad after actually means you have a conscience. Focus on controlling how you act in those moments and repairing later, not forcing emotions you can’t summon on command.

Chat gpt cel

 

[trump]

A war with myself. Great name for a song

 

[g-money]

Chat gpt cel

Just be happy bro