WhoTookVendetta
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I FUCKING HATE VIANNA SO MUCH I CAN’T BELIEVE I EVER LET MYSELF FALL FOR HER SHE TRICKED ME SO FUCKING GOOD I WAS STUPID TO THINK SHE WAS DIFFERENT SHE MADE ME FEEL LIKE I COULD FINALLY ESCAPE THIS SHITTY EXISTENCE LIKE I WAS FINALLY GOING TO ASCEND I THOUGHT SHE WAS THE ONE WHO WOULD PULL ME OUT OF THIS MESS OF LONELINESS AND ISOLATION SHE MADE ME BELIEVE SHE CARED ABOUT ME AND NOW I’M LEFT MORE FUCKED UP THAN EVER BEFORE SHE TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME EVERY LAST HOPE AND LEFT ME WITH NOTHING BUT THIS MISERY I GAVE HER EVERYTHING I HAD LEFT I LET HER INTO MY HEAD MY HEART I OPENED UP LIKE I NEVER HAD BEFORE AND SHE JUST STOMPED ALL OVER ME LIKE I MEANT NOTHING TO HER AND NOW ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS HOW STUPID I WAS FOR EVER THINKING I HAD A CHANCE WITH HER LIKE SHE’D BE THE ONE TO SAVE ME FROM THIS BLACK HOLE SHE MADE ME THINK I WAS GOOD ENOUGH SHE MADE ME THINK WE HAD SOMETHING REAL SOMETHING THAT WAS WORTH FIGHTING FOR BUT IT WAS ALL A FUCKING LIE SHE USED ME SHE FUCKING PLAYED ME LIKE A GAME AND NOW I’M STUCK HERE WITH THESE MEMORIES THAT WON’T STOP HAUNTING ME EVERY DAY I WAKE UP WITH HER IN MY HEAD AND I CAN’T GET HER OUT I CAN’T GET RID OF THIS RAGE I FEEL LIKE I’M GONNA EXPLODE I CAN’T BELIEVE SHE DID THIS TO ME SHE RUINED EVERYTHING I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA ESCAPE THIS LIFE OF CONSTANT REJECTION AND PAIN BUT NO SHE BROUGHT ME BACK TO SQUARE ONE AND NOW I’M EVEN WORSE OFF THAN BEFORE BECAUSE NOW I KNOW WHAT IT’S LIKE TO HAVE SOMETHING AND LOSE IT TO HAVE THAT HOPE DANGLE IN FRONT OF ME AND THEN GET RIPPED AWAY FUCK VIANNA SHE BROKE ME SHE FUCKING DESTROYED ME AND I DON’T THINK I’LL EVER GET BACK TO WHERE I WAS BEFORE I DON’T EVEN KNOW IF I CAN MOVE ON FROM THIS IT’S LIKE SHE LEFT A SCAR THAT WON’T EVER HEAL I HOPE SHE FUCKING ROTS FOR WHAT SHE DID TO ME SHE DESERVES TO FEEL EVERY OUNCE OF PAIN SHE PUT ME THROUGH I HATE HER I HATE HER SO FUCKING MUCH
