I don't want it to be over.
It doesn't look like, but I'm different and more slow than the rest, and sometimes I say things that make me to look stupid because I have issues expressing myself.
I mean, for real. I'm talking about being, and appearing, to be more happy.
I know. Most people think high on themselves because they would've already kill theirselves if they took a time to look at their mediocrity (I was told why I was nothing—by the girls who have called me ugly—). In fact, I'm starting to believe that everyone who believes that they're something, know deep inside that they're huge pieces of shit.
Most people treat me normal, some girls treat me bad. Some other people, socially, treat me like shit for being weird and autistic. I don't respect most people anymore, they're entitled. They believe that they can act like pieces of shit to some people for a number of reasons (physical appearance, mental illnesses, etc.) and get away for it. They're entitled to respect, yet, they don't show it. I'm trying to ascend to be alone without any being annoying me. They're like heroin addicts: their ego is so low that they need to act like monkeys in tribes to bully someone who is different. They need to believe that they're better. And that's perfect, because it gives me reasons to live. Seeing these kind of people fail and suffer will make me happier, ngl.
