Sub->CL
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Hello, I'm @Sub->CL.
To preface, I want to say that most of what I've said on .org was humor and not to take it too seriously. I don't and never have had enemies here.
I was born in the UK and moved to the US as a pre-teen.
I grew up with a disability that caused constant pain, issues walking (had to use crutches/wheelchair), prematurely fused growth plates, etc.
Thankfully I no longer have it, though it leaves a mark.
If I were to have all the surgeries I want, which is feasible, I would look better than you could imagine.
My first procedure has been scheduled two months from now, then I'll just need jaw surgery and a bunch of minor surgeries.
Due to my past disease I can't get leg lengthening.
For the same reason, I can't have a normal jaw surgery. It needs to be a total jaw replacement bimax which I can't get privately.
Meaning if the jaw surgeon I see next month denies me, it really is over.
Either way, at eighteen years old it seems as though my life is already behind me.
Everybody else gets eighteen worry-free years, I don't even get to experience life before it's straight to the hamster wheel.
I've waited five years with bated breath for my surgeries but now that they're so soon, I can hardly care.
Even if my hardmaxxes are successful, what can I look forwards too?
Decades of waging with small blips of enjoyment where I get to experience the PRIVILEGE of sliding my copulatory appendage in and out of a meat hole?
A past that tortures me everyday, terrible bluepilled parents, and my autism make my life hell.
I hate all of this so much. I don't have the energy for anything.
To preface, I want to say that most of what I've said on .org was humor and not to take it too seriously. I don't and never have had enemies here.
I was born in the UK and moved to the US as a pre-teen.
I grew up with a disability that caused constant pain, issues walking (had to use crutches/wheelchair), prematurely fused growth plates, etc.
Thankfully I no longer have it, though it leaves a mark.
If I were to have all the surgeries I want, which is feasible, I would look better than you could imagine.
My first procedure has been scheduled two months from now, then I'll just need jaw surgery and a bunch of minor surgeries.
Due to my past disease I can't get leg lengthening.
For the same reason, I can't have a normal jaw surgery. It needs to be a total jaw replacement bimax which I can't get privately.
Meaning if the jaw surgeon I see next month denies me, it really is over.
Either way, at eighteen years old it seems as though my life is already behind me.
Everybody else gets eighteen worry-free years, I don't even get to experience life before it's straight to the hamster wheel.
I've waited five years with bated breath for my surgeries but now that they're so soon, I can hardly care.
Even if my hardmaxxes are successful, what can I look forwards too?
Decades of waging with small blips of enjoyment where I get to experience the PRIVILEGE of sliding my copulatory appendage in and out of a meat hole?
A past that tortures me everyday, terrible bluepilled parents, and my autism make my life hell.
I hate all of this so much. I don't have the energy for anything.
@inceliusndius @Navity @davidlaidisme67 @Matrix88 @Autistical
life will get better soon
