About to give up and start talking to myself (nts stay away)

[toosmall]

Before i stopped putting effort into my appearance i was working out constantly when i was around 14-16. I never had a single girl take interest into me. I had a muscular body and a big friend group but i was short and sub5. that was around the time when I started learning about bp and realized that all of the ascends that r possible (for softmaxxes) ive already been doing and nothing worked. I never got invited to parties, I never had any girls try to talk to me it was just so brutal. So i just stopped trying.

I'm 215 pounds at 5'7 and people might say lose weight but when i was ripped I still had nothing. I will say i was super ND though (People would call me autistic but i think that also is bc of me being sub5 how can someone look autistic?). I came into school after covid so i had a year of being by myself (Obviously that doesnt excuse being ND but it didnt help).

I tried using a dating app and just got totally humiliated. Making friends is impossible, and for girls im not even on the level to get friendzoned, i never was but shit seriously starts getting pathetic outside of school. Im thinking to just talk to myself like the narrator in fight club. This cope is super embarrassing but there isnt anything else to do at this point. Any ntmaxxing i could have done is now lost bc i never had the chance to build the skills to talk to people. As I type this i'm looking at my phone with 0 matches on the tinder i think i'm just gonna delete the app and cope with talking to myself. A lot of incels turn to Ai but i feel like that's lame.

Does anyone else have any copes I can do for loneliness that they have considered or r doing for themselves?

 

[rawr]

DNR but 215 pounds at 5’7? Fat fuck.

 

[toosmall]

DNR but 215 pounds at 5’7? Fat fuck.

results r the same socially. Still treated like shit at 140 still treated like shit now

 

[Luquier]

I do this hours daily

 

[Banned User]

215 lbs at 5'7 this nigga a bowling ball lmao

 

[WeirdCoper]

Before i stopped putting effort into my appearance i was working out constantly when i was around 14-16. I never had a single girl take interest into me. I had a muscular body and a big friend group but i was short and sub5. that was around the time when I started learning about bp and realized that all of the ascends that r possible (for softmaxxes) ive already been doing and nothing worked. I never got invited to parties, I never had any girls try to talk to me it was just so brutal. So i just stopped trying.

I'm 215 pounds at 5'7 and people might say lose weight but when i was ripped I still had nothing. I will say i was super ND though (People would call me autistic but i think that also is bc of me being sub5 how can someone look autistic?). I came into school after covid so i had a year of being by myself (Obviously that doesnt excuse being ND but it didnt help).

I tried using a dating app and just got totally humiliated. Making friends is impossible, and for girls im not even on the level to get friendzoned, i never was but shit seriously starts getting pathetic outside of school. Im thinking to just talk to myself like the narrator in fight club. This cope is super embarrassing but there isnt anything else to do at this point. Any ntmaxxing i could have done is now lost bc i never had the chance to build the skills to talk to people. As I type this i'm looking at my phone with 0 matches on the tinder i think i'm just gonna delete the app and cope with talking to myself. A lot of incels turn to Ai but i feel like that's lame.

Does anyone else have any copes I can do for loneliness that they have considered or r doing for themselves?

Vent to Chatgpt when youre sad,try getting more online friends and I know it’s difficult cuz I have the same problem but just try to be yourself and maybe just maybe there is someone willing to be your friend,honestly how I found someone is I just made a vent TikTok account and someone wanted to be my friends and now we’ve been friends for a few months now and it’s going great

 

[cortisolman2]

Before i stopped putting effort into my appearance i was working out constantly when i was around 14-16. I never had a single girl take interest into me. I had a muscular body and a big friend group but i was short and sub5. that was around the time when I started learning about bp and realized that all of the ascends that r possible (for softmaxxes) ive already been doing and nothing worked. I never got invited to parties, I never had any girls try to talk to me it was just so brutal. So i just stopped trying.

I'm 215 pounds at 5'7 and people might say lose weight but when i was ripped I still had nothing. I will say i was super ND though (People would call me autistic but i think that also is bc of me being sub5 how can someone look autistic?). I came into school after covid so i had a year of being by myself (Obviously that doesnt excuse being ND but it didnt help).

I tried using a dating app and just got totally humiliated. Making friends is impossible, and for girls im not even on the level to get friendzoned, i never was but shit seriously starts getting pathetic outside of school. Im thinking to just talk to myself like the narrator in fight club. This cope is super embarrassing but there isnt anything else to do at this point. Any ntmaxxing i could have done is now lost bc i never had the chance to build the skills to talk to people. As I type this i'm looking at my phone with 0 matches on the tinder i think i'm just gonna delete the app and cope with talking to myself. A lot of incels turn to Ai but i feel like that's lame.

Does anyone else have any copes I can do for loneliness that they have considered or r doing for themselves?

if you want a cope for loneliness just rent an escort for some money and you could do anything you want with her hope shit gets betetr for you G