I want to to be happy. My family (dad and mom) are shitting on me for being bitter.You cant sadly
Its in our nature
I'm scared of doing that.
I'll kill myself if I can't get rid of the negative feedback.
just coom ™
Just be me
No, Griffith.
I'm scared of developing addictions that will hurt my family and my friends.I told you once and I'll tell you again bitch
You're hurting them now by being miserable and on the verge of suicide, dummy. I'm telling you, the drug cope can work if you play your cards right. Just start with weed and alcohol. And never let your tolerance build with anything. Tolerance is addiction itself. If you find yourself getting addicted to one drug, switch to another! That way you'll never get addicted
The same can happen to me. I can be a burn victim, too, or develop cancer. I also won't get past in life if I don't care.
Bro, I'm prone to falls in addictions since I don't get enough dopamine.
you're fucking impossible is what you are bro
If I ever kill myself, I'll wait for my family to die first. I want to stop bitching in looksmaxx, and I don't want to do drugs and to fuck prostitutes, because that will never make me happy. I want to be happy, so first is the only one. I'll also do the HRT when I'll finally accept myself.
HRT as in estrogen?
Yes.
ok so obviously this isn't the site for you right
Why?
Because I'm autistic and I'll just look down and act submissive.
so your problem is autism, not people who talk behind your back ( and behind the back off all)
If you find out @me
My insecurities were caused by the negative feedback I got about my looks, so it's not just autism. Autism just makes it harder to socialize, so people only see the surface. If I was less insecure, I would be more succesful. I can't talk about this with no one, because my therapist tries to deny it, and I feel worse: I feel like no one, not even the therapist, wants to accept that ugly people exist.
I'll never find it because it's impossible. The only way is to isolate yourself.
Just go to a deserted island theory might give it a shot one day
I just want to sleep and never wake up.
I just want to wake up as 6PSL
I will be alone if that evers happens to me. These people didn't want to be with me and insulted me, called me ugly, etc. Why would I ever talk to them?
I'll have a lip lift and maybe a neck lipo, and a buccal fat removal (these last 2 if being 12% doesn't make me to be less bloated).
I preffer to cut my bodyfat to 12. Then, to stop caring because this will lead me to a worst place.
Are you thinking about HRT because ur T is low or are you just looking to build muscle? If your T is low you're definitely gonna be depressed.
No, it's because I don't behave like a man. I look effeminate, act effeminate and I fantasize with being a girl. My testosterone is pretty low.
Have the mindset that everyone’s beautiful in his own way. It’s just people’s standards that make u ugly or not.
The problem is that, if I think like this, I'll never grow up because I'll never have confidence.
