Adderall extended release addiction

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These fucking pills are so addictive. It’s like you’re riding a fucking unicorn, and you’re so focused on things that once you’re done with whatever you’re doing, the Adderall just wears off. It’s so fucking annoying because the feeling is amazing, and then you feel like you have to take another pill to make sure you get the stimulating effect again, but it lasts even less.





I got these about a week or two ago, and it’s honestly amazing. It works for me. It makes me motivated. I do things, I go outside, I feel confident, and I feel happy. It feels like being on antidepressants, but as soon as I come off it, I’m lazy, tired, unmotivated, hungry, bored, etc. It might just be because I’m on 10 mg, and to be fair, I don’t think I could go to the doctor and just ask them to up my dose again because it’s been such a short amount of time, and I’m almost about to run out.





The worst part of it all is that when I take it, I get something done, right? Usually something small. Then there’s nothing else to do, so I just sit there and do nothing but stare at the wall, or I’ll get on my phone and fucking rot on this forum, which is something I don’t want to do. I would rather read a study, but the Adderall just wears off so quickly. I don’t know. I’m probably just going to end up asking my doctor to up my dose today. Hopefully everything goes well. Hopefully I get something like 25 mg, because when I took it for the first time, I accidentally took 20 mg, and it felt amazing.





I haven’t really taken 20 mg again. I’ve only taken one pill in the morning, and then once the pill wore off, I took another one. Tomorrow, I think I’ll just take two pills, or 20 mg, in the morning and hopefully it goes well, because my first experience with it was pretty good. I think what I need to do is ask for 25 mg. I think that might be the sweet spot, but I’m probably just going to end up moving up to 30 mg, and I’m probably going to end up getting addicted and double-dosing 30 mg, which I hope I don’t do because that would suck.





I really need to get my stuff together, like making a little calendar or something. There are so many things going on right now. The main thing that’s probably stopping me from doing better is money, because I haven’t been working lately. But as soon as I get back to work, I’ll be doing a lot better.





I can’t wait to buy the rest of my height stack, the penis pump, and the sex stack. I’m also thinking of buying a going-out stack, basically something like a GABA inhibitor, but I forgot, to be honest. My mind is all over the place right now, so I might be completely incorrect. It’s like anti-anxiety pills that would help me a lot with talking to girls and socializing.





I mean, I try to socialize with people when I’m with my friends. I’ll talk to crackheads and ask them, “Yo, how’s your day? What have you done today? Have you eaten? What’s the funnest thing you’ve done today?” I try talking to them because I have this problem where I stutter a lot or mispronounce my words. I don’t think it’s because I’m nervous, but it really might be, and I might just be coping so I don’t have to confront my problems. But yeah, hopefully those anti-anxiety pills help me out.





I’m probably going to end up getting modafinil and most likely combining it with my Adderall daily. I don’t know what dosage I should take. I’m probably going to start off with something like 100 mg. I think the only dosages they have right now are between 100 mg and 300 mg from what I’ve seen. Hopefully I don’t OD off modafinil lol.

 

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Also, I’ve been noticing early signs of a Norwood hairline, so I need some minoxidil, some RU58841, and more topical DHT inhibitors. I’ve normally always had a good hairline. I’d say it’s not the best, obviously, but it’s pretty normal. It might have been pushed back a little, though, because I’ve always been insecure about it. Every time someone asks to see my forehead, I think that if I didn’t have a somewhat shitty hairline, I probably wouldn’t care as much.





But yeah, I’m probably going to end up combining minoxidil, RU58841, and a derma stamp. I might as well throw in some topical minoxidil that my dad has laying around because he never fucking used it for his shitty hairline, even though I tried saving it. He was too much of a pussy and was like, “No, I don’t want to take that. If I put the stamp on my head, it’s going to hurt.”





But not too much hate on my dad. He’s recently been becoming a better father. He took me fishing this weekend because he didn’t want me hanging out with my friends. He says all they do is smoke and drink, and I told him I don’t even drink anymore. I’m completely sober. I left that stuff behind a long time ago, so you would never catch me drinking. I mean, sure, I might have friends who drink, smoke, and do a whole lot of other stuff, but I’m only there because they bring female friends along, and I’m trying to fuck them, if I’m being completely honest.





But yeah, I told my dad I could help him out with his hairline, and he said yeah, so I did. He bought the stuff, but then he just never used it. So it’s like, why ask me for help and then not do what you have to do?





I was talking to him yesterday, trying to convince him to take testosterone or something that would help him build muscle or fucking grow some balls, dude, because he’s such a pussy most of the time, which I dislike. I talked to him about injections, oral testosterone, and the cream version of testosterone. He was like, “No, I wouldn’t do it.” I was like, “Why wouldn’t you?” He was just coping, saying, “No, I don’t need it because God made me perfect.” JFL.





I told him, “Wouldn’t you consider getting surgery?” and he was like, “No, I wouldn’t.” I was like, “Why not, though?” Recently, we had an aunt who used to be overweight as fuck. She was like 400 pounds, bro, or maybe even a bit more than that. I’m 100% sure she at least took some sort of GLP, and she also got surgery to lose the fat or get some kind of fat reduction, I think. She ascended pretty fucking hard, to the point where everyone is glazing the fuck out of her and talking about her. They’re like, “Oh my God, she looks so fucking weird now. She’s unrecognizable. She looks like she’s fucking starving. I’ve never seen her this way, and it’s creeping me out.”





She’s in everyone’s fucking mouth right now. I used to hate my aunt because when I was a kid, she would stare at me weirdly. Not in a weird-weird way, but she would mean-mug me all the time and give me dirty looks, which I disliked. She was also very rude to me. But for once, I have to say, I’m absolutely MIRIN the ascension.





But yeah, I wish I got along a bit better with my auntie because she seems like a cool person. Well, at least she seems like a cool person now that I know she’s probably blackpilled as fuck, since she’s been fat and ugly for most of her life.





Yeah, back to the main topic. Hopefully, I get a fuller head of hair in like a month.

 

[caleb555]

Adderal issss soo good, jusr thinking about it makes me want some, and it makes caffiene and nicotine soo much better

 

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Adderal issss soo good, jusr thinking about it makes me want some, and it makes caffiene and nicotine soo much better

I’ve never tried Adderall with caffeine or nicotine. I quit smoking a long time ago. Well, not really that long ago, but at least six months ago, I’d say, maybe more. My reason for quitting was because my lungs started getting sharp pains that would appear at random times throughout the day, so I quit.





Now I guess maybe I’m not a drug addict, but in a way, I still kind of am. I only use things to my advantage to get better and help myself, like with socializing, growing taller, and growing things down there, you know.





If you have any recommendations for what I should take with Adderall to maximize how long it lasts or to get even deeper focus, please let me know. I’m interested in trying it out.

 

[caleb555]

If you have any recommendations for what I should take with Adderall to maximize how long it lasts or to get even deeper focus, please let me know. I’m interested in trying it out.

Yea quitting nicotine is smart. Ive only used instant release adderal, its not prescribed and I haven't used it for a lil bit but the main thing that helps is just taking breaks (even just 1-3 days) and still try to be productive on the break.

Things to to maje the adderal hit better or last longer, take it on a more empty stomach, get plenty of sleep every night, you can take melatonin if you get some sleep issues from adderal. Also be very hydrated and eat more protein

btw do you think I could easily get a prescription?