After 40 hours, I finally slept

[Ghost Philosophy]

Do you feel better or worse when you do an all-nighter? I heard some people report to feel better in terms of mental health if they stay awake for longer time

Honestly, I don’t feel better or worse. I do get periods of tiredness and increased energy/improved social skills. The tiredness kicks in after 24 hours, but so does the improved social skills; although the tiredness comes later. Yesterday, it came at 8 PM, and it lasted until 10 PM or so. Then I was sort of energetic again. I think I probably became tired because of eating ice cream. After you eat, there’s a crash, right, that makes one fee tired, doesn’t it? I guess due to being sleep-deprived, the effects are on steroids.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Good luck bhai Jazakallah Khairan, Ramadhan Kareem
Hope is half the success

Thank you brother. Are you Islamic as well? And looool if hope is half the success then I miss half the success.

 

[foidletslayer]

I went to sleep at 6:05 AM, woke up once in the morning, slept some more and then I got out of bed at 2:30 PM. Never doing another all-nighter, fingers crossed.

Deee Neee Reee

 

[foidletslayer]

Hello
Dee Nee Ree

 

[The Grinch]

Honestly, I don’t feel better or worse. I do get periods of tiredness and increased energy/improved social skills. The tiredness kicks in after 24 hours, but so does the improved social skills; although the tiredness comes later. Yesterday, it came at 8 PM, and it lasted until 10 PM or so. Then I was sort of energetic again. I think I probably became tired because of eating ice cream. After you eat, there’s a crash, right, that makes one fee tired, doesn’t it? I guess due to being sleep-deprived, the effects are on steroids.

So the trick is to eat less and drink more to not crash

 

[tomahawk]

Thank you brother. Are you Islamic as well?

I told you remember I'm Muslim I'll die on that hill

And looool if hope is half the success then I miss half the success.

Ya Allah believe in Allah, pray to Him and he'll grant

 

[futureschizo]

Mirin bhaijaan, I dig the positivity! I’m a pessimistic nihilist myself so it’s like.. totally different in my head, but I appreciate it nonetheless. Thank you!

I get it even though I say this im the same

My head goes crazy thinking of 100 different things at once it never stops

Just wanted to reciprocate the kind energy you put into this forum

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Deee Neee Reee

Brootal.

 

[lenvoalt]

Son

 

[foidletslayer]

One day I’ll surpass adeel in posts.
Mark these words

Give me until the end of the calendar year

 

[tomahawk]

So the trick is to eat less and drink more to not crash

If by drinking you mean water and not anything else then yes
But not anything of any caloric value
Liquids absorb better = more fluctuations

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

I told you remember I'm Muslim I'll die on that hill

Ya Allah believe in Allah, pray to Him and he'll grant

First @Nexom, and now @tomahawk, subhanallah, I had no idea. I’m so forgetful. It’s because of the sleep deprivation. It affects one’s cognitive functions (the ability to remember, speak, think, etc— it’s all impaired now, often I get accused of lying when in reality I just forgot what I said).

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

One day I’ll surpass adeel in posts.
Mark these words

Give me until the end of the calendar year

Those who know.

 

[clock]

What are the requirements for fasting during Lent, bhai? I don’t know much about it! By the way, I attended a Catholic high school myself as well. They made every new student buy a bible. One of the teachers working at my school was one of those Bible Belt guys. He was very strict, his kids weren’t allowed to watch tv, they just didn’t own one.

So basically absolutely no meat on Fridays, fasting on Ash Wednesday and Good Friday (most people still eat eat for some reason, they fast usually like one full meal). I complained about it because I was always super skinny and struggled with appetite so not being able to eat meat was always frustrating for me and I’d break it half the time. I also was questioning my religion hella because this was all when I turned 13 or 14, you don’t have to participate when you’re younger. Made me start thinking I was a horrible person and stuff and school Nuns didn’t make shit any better, they would just shame you if you had anything against the practices. Kinda what pushed me away, I felt like I wasn’t allowed to question my religion without fear of hell, and of course due to the narrow-minded retard nuns.

I then remember freshman year at my new catholic all boys high school, I learned about transubstantiation. Which if you aren’t aware, in Catholic belief, means that the bread and wine you receive at Church is quite literally the flesh and blood of Christ. Yes LITERALLY, like NOT FIGURATIVELY. I kept questioning my teacher and she recommended me to ask the priest so I did. and he confirmed that the bread and wine is literally the flesh and blood of christ. I said “well than why does it still taste like bread?” He told me something I can’t even repeat because it made absolutely 0 sense. Decided to stop practicing religion after that, though I wish I still believed, felt a lot more purpose back then. Can’t make yourself believe something though so it is unfortunate.

But yea, transubstantiation look into it, it makes 0 sense to me.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

So the trick is to eat less and drink more to not crash

Makes sense! I was drinking throughout the day, although not much, and I wasn’t tired at all.

 

[Resistance.]

I went to sleep at 6:05 AM, woke up once in the morning, slept some more and then I got out of bed at 2:30 PM. Never doing another all-nighter, fingers crossed.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

I get it even though I say this im the same

My head goes crazy thinking of 100 different things at once it never stops

Just wanted to reciprocate the kind energy you put into this forum

Bless you, brother.

And hmm, do you have ODD perhaps, or are you just an overthinker? My best friend has ODD, it’s like ADHD but internally, so his mind is all over the place.

 

[tomahawk]

First @Nexom, and now @tomahawk, subhanallah, I had no idea. I’m so forgetful. It’s because of the sleep deprivation. It affects one’s cognitive functions (the ability to remember, speak, think, etc— it’s all impaired now, often I get accused of lying when in reality I just forgot what I said).

Brother don't worry we all love you

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

What did you have for suhoor bhaijaan?

 

[tomahawk]

So basically absolutely no meat on Fridays, fasting on Ash Wednesday and Good Friday (most people still eat eat for some reason, they fast usually like one full meal). I complained about it because I was always super skinny and struggled with appetite so not being able to eat meat was always frustrating for me and I’d break it half the time. I also was questioning my religion hella because this was all when I turned 13 or 14, you don’t have to participate when you’re younger. Made me start thinking I was a horrible person and stuff and school Nuns didn’t make shit any better, they would just shame you if you had anything against the practices. Kinda what pushed me away, I felt like I wasn’t allowed to question my religion without fear of hell, and of course due to the narrow-minded retard nuns.

I then remember freshman year at my new catholic all boys high school, I learned about transubstantiation. Which if you aren’t aware, in Catholic belief, means that the bread and wine you receive at Church is quite literally the flesh and blood of Christ. Yes LITERALLY, like NOT FIGURATIVELY. I kept questioning my teacher and she recommended me to ask the priest so I did. and he confirmed that the bread and wine is literally the flesh and blood of christ. I said “well than why does it still taste like bread?” He told me something I can’t even repeat because it made absolutely 0 sense. Decided to stop practicing religion after that, though I wish I still believed, felt a lot more purpose back then. Can’t make yourself believe something though so it is unfortunate.

But yea, transubstantiation look into it, it makes 0 sense to me.

Christianity is nonsense

 

[futureschizo]

Bless you, brother.

And hmm, do you have ODD perhaps, or are you just an overthinker? My best friend has ODD, it’s like ADHD but internally, so his mind is all over the place.

I'm not sure, but I do have ADHD.

I got diagnosed last month been taking medication ever since and the thoughts have started to go away.

For the first time in a few years my mind feels capable and clear used to be a mentally retarded low energy zombie

 

[Resistance.]

What did you have for suhoor bhaijaan?

2x Burger and what's funnier, I was talking to @TechnoBoss while I was eating.


It was iftar time just now hahaha, I’m so full.

 

[Resistance.]

I miss the old Ramadans. Back then, I would go out to play with my friends 30 minutes after breaking my fast. Now, after the earthquake, all my friends have moved to different places.

 

[Nectar]

Mirin
What kind of genetics allows someone to be this sleep deprived and feel “fine?”

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

So basically absolutely no meat on Fridays, fasting on Ash Wednesday and Good Friday (most people still eat eat for some reason, they fast usually like one full meal). I complained about it because I was always super skinny and struggled with appetite so not being able to eat meat was always frustrating for me and I’d break it half the time. I also was questioning my religion hella because this was all when I turned 13 or 14, you don’t have to participate when you’re younger. Made me start thinking I was a horrible person and stuff and school Nuns didn’t make shit any better, they would just shame you if you had anything against the practices. Kinda what pushed me away, I felt like I wasn’t allowed to question my religion without fear of hell, and of course due to the narrow-minded retard nuns.

I then remember freshman year at my new catholic all boys high school, I learned about transubstantiation. Which if you aren’t aware, in Catholic belief, means that the bread and wine you receive at Church is quite literally the flesh and blood of Christ. Yes LITERALLY, like NOT FIGURATIVELY. I kept questioning my teacher and she recommended me to ask the priest so I did. and he confirmed that the bread and wine is literally the flesh and blood of christ. I said “well than why does it still taste like bread?” He told me something I can’t even repeat because it made absolutely 0 sense. Decided to stop practicing religion after that, though I wish I still believed, felt a lot more purpose back then. Can’t make yourself believe something though so it is unfortunate.

But yea, transubstantiation look into it, it makes 0 sense to me.

Oooh okay, so no meat on fridays and you’re supposed to fast on two days. Is it the whole length of the day, like a 24 hour period in which you’re not supposed to eat? Thanks for explaining what transubstantiation is, I didn’t know that word before, but I was familiar with the concept of the bread and wine representing Jesus’ body and blood, but I always was under the impression it was supposed to be figurative. It’s normal to question religion, especially when you’re younger. In pretty much every religion, they often just *tell* you to believe, but they don’t necessarily explain *why* you should believe. And when they do answer your questions, they are usually not logical or they’re very biased. I see it in Islamic circles too; they do the exact same thing as Islamophobic people do, which is taking religious verses out of context and giving it their own spin. Opposite sides of the same coin, really. I became religious again once I left high school, I was around 20. Sometimes I still struggle with religious beliefs, for example, life after death. Sometimes I think it’s all just a cope, and then other days I think it does make sense, but hey what do I know.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Brother don't worry we all love you

Haha nah plenty of people don’t like me but it’s like whatever, I appreciate the ones that do. Thank you.

 

[Idontknow-]

Yes, I did — Ramadan has started, so I ate a couple of things. Mostly ice cream bars which I regret now.

Nice. You going in Taraweeh?

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

I'm not sure, but I do have ADHD.

I got diagnosed last month been taking medication ever since and the thoughts have started to go away.

For the first time in a few years my mind feels capable and clear used to be a mentally retarded low energy zombie

I’m glad to hear that you’ve been improving, that’s great! I have OCD but I’m not in therapy for it, I think I just want to live with it. It gives me a certain sense of awareness; a perspective that people in general lack. But when COVID-19 became a thing, the world was suddenly copying me and my ways.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

2x Burger and what's funnier, I was talking to @TechnoBoss while I was eating.


It was iftar time just now hahaha, I’m so full.

Oh wooow, I’m lowkey jealous hahah. What burgers did you have? And woah what did you have for iftar? It’s not iftar time here yet but I think it will be in 2 hours.

 

[Idontknow-]

I miss the old Ramadans. Back then, I would go out to play with my friends 30 minutes after breaking my fast. Now, after the earthquake, all my friends have moved to different places.

Oh yeah I remember the earthquake, it was all over the news

 

[O'bhai]

Yes, I did — Ramadan has started, so I ate a couple of things. Mostly ice cream bars which I regret now.

u gonna starve for gayllah ?

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

I miss the old Ramadans. Back then, I would go out to play with my friends 30 minutes after breaking my fast. Now, after the earthquake, all my friends have moved to different places.

Oh man, that sucks. I can’t say I understand how you feel since I’ve not been in that exact same situation, but in life, in general, friends do drift away from you. At some point, they’re all going to move. It’s unrealistic that they will always stay the same friends in the same place, life gets in the way. They’ll go to different universities, have different jobs, etc. So you were always going to experience something like this, just in another way.

 

[Resistance.]

Oh wooow, I’m lowkey jealous hahah. What burgers did you have? And woah what did you have for iftar? It’s not iftar time here yet but I think it will be in 2 hours.

For suhoor, I had two chicken burgers with lots of ketchup and mayonnaise, and for iftar, rice pilaf with chicken sauté. I’ve turned into a chubby little fish in just a few days.

 

[clock]

. Sometimes I still struggle with religious beliefs, for example, life after death. Sometimes I think it’s all just a cope, and then other days I think it does make sense, but hey what do I know.

Glad you brought that up, that’s my true belief. But yk, it’s changed my outlook on things. The purpose of life is experience. I believe when I die, I’ll go nowhere, I’ll lose all thoughts, feelings, and desires. It’s dark at first, seems so hard to live with that belief but it’s what got me to start becoming a healthier person. I was doing a lot of psychedelic drugs, mostly shrooms, and I realized that no afterlife is the #1 reason to try and live a long life. I’m only here once, I only experience consciousness once, so I better make it last and be worthwhile. Scary to think about everything I’m going to lose someday but that’s what makes everything valuable, it’s all temporary.

With this belief, I’ve never been able to see religion the same, I’ve thought too much and now in my own head, theism is impossible and I just can’t make myself believe it anymore.

Also I don’t do any drugs besides weed now. If u consider it one. Better than SSRI for anxiety yk.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Mirin
What kind of genetics allows someone to be this sleep deprived and feel “fine?”

I think it’s less genetics and more “practice,” because this isn’t my first rodeo. I’ve done this so many times. Hundreds of times. Though generally I did not exceed 32 hours when I did.

 

[Resistance.]

Oh man, that sucks. I can’t say I understand how you feel since I’ve not been in that exact same situation, but in life, in general, friends do drift away from you. At some point, they’re all going to move. It’s unrealistic that they will always stay the same friends in the same place, life gets in the way. They’ll go to different universities, have different jobs, etc. So you were always going to experience something like this, just in another way.

What’s sad isn’t the moving itself. It’s that something which made me feel so special and happy suddenly disappeared and knowing that nothing will ever replace it.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Nice. You going in Taraweeh?

I haven’t gone. I plan on going to jummah first.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

For suhoor, I had two chicken burgers with lots of ketchup and mayonnaise, and for iftar, rice pilaf with chicken sauté. I’ve turned into a chubby little fish in just a few days.

Woooow you’re lucky, mirin bhaijaan. Hahah I will also be a fat little fish in just a few days myself.

 

[Resistance.]

Oh yeah I remember the earthquake, it was all over the news

I was in one of the cities most affected by the earthquake, and how unlucky I was there were two major quakes, and I was at home during both of them. One happened while I was sleeping, and the other while I was sitting down. But our building was very strong. Despite the two earthquakes, it didn’t collapse. However, a building right across from ours collapsed while people were sleeping inside.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Glad you brought that up, that’s my true belief. But yk, it’s changed my outlook on things. The purpose of life is experience. I believe when I die, I’ll go nowhere, I’ll lose all thoughts, feelings, and desires. It’s dark at first, seems so hard to live with that belief but it’s what got me to start becoming a healthier person. I was doing a lot of psychedelic drugs, mostly shrooms, and I realized that no afterlife is the #1 reason to try and live a long life. I’m only here once, I only experience consciousness once, so I better make it last and be worthwhile. Scary to think about everything I’m going to lose someday but that’s what makes everything valuable, it’s all temporary.

With this belief, I’ve never been able to see religion the same, I’ve thought too much and now in my own head, theism is impossible and I just can’t make myself believe it anymore.

Also I don’t do any drugs besides weed now. If u consider it one. Better than SSRI for anxiety yk.

I can so relate to what you wrote here. But it doesn’t make sense for me to think like this, especially because I’m religious, and from a religious perspective, I do have answers for these questions but then again, you can say as a “counterargument” that it’s just cope, because you cannot prove these things. I’ve also done psychedelic drugs, but you know, you’re the first person to tell me that it affirms your beliefs that there’s nothing after death. I had two atheist friends who became religious after doing psychedelic drugs, and they didn’t even know each other, but they told me the exact same thing.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

What’s sad isn’t the moving itself. It’s that something which made me feel so special and happy suddenly disappeared and knowing that nothing will ever replace it.

As sad as it is to say… That’s life. I understand what you mean and I can relate.

 

[Idontknow-]

I was in one of the cities most affected by the earthquake, and how unlucky I was there were two major quakes, and I was at home during both of them. One happened while I was sleeping, and the other while I was sitting down. But our building was very strong. Despite the two earthquakes, it didn’t collapse. However, a building right across from ours collapsed while people were sleeping inside.

Thankfully your alive bhai but it was really tragic. I remember the deaths were going up every second

 

[Resistance.]

Thankfully your alive bhai but it was really tragic. I remember the deaths were going up every second

Yeah, it was bad. We weren’t allowed to enter our house for three months. During that time, I was showering, eating, and sleeping at the factory where I worked it was far from the city center. The funny part is that I had a room at my workplace, and the moment I opened the door, the work area was right in front of me. Imagine having to go to work and all you need to do is open your room door. The second you open it, you’re face to face with the employees and the workplace.

 

[ihateevb]

I went to sleep at 6:05 AM, woke up once in the morning, slept some more and then I got out of bed at 2:30 PM. Never doing another all-nighter, fingers crossed.

Im proud my little goy

 

[Idontknow-]

Yeah, it was bad. We weren’t allowed to enter our house for three months. During that time, I was showering, eating, and sleeping at the factory where I worked it was far from the city center. The funny part is that I had a room at my workplace, and the moment I opened the door, the work area was right in front of me. Imagine having to go to work and all you need to do is open your room door. The second you open it, you’re face to face with the employees and the workplace.

That must have made work very easy lol

 

[Resistance.]

That must have made work very easy lol

Hahaha yeah, then as soon as my shift ended I’d run back to my room and play games on my phone all evening and jerk off. When I got my first paycheck, my packages were even being delivered to the factory. What days those were hahaha.

 

[clock]

I can so relate to what you wrote here. But it doesn’t make sense for me to think like this, especially because I’m religious, and from a religious perspective, I do have answers for these questions but then again, you can say as a “counterargument” that it’s just cope, because you cannot prove these things. I’ve also done psychedelic drugs, but you know, you’re the first person to tell me that it affirms your beliefs that there’s nothing after death. I had two atheist friends who became religious after doing psychedelic drugs, and they didn’t even know each other, but they told me the exact same thing.

I have to say, religion is one of my favorite topics to discuss, I love hearing other people’s beliefs. I also hate going too into detail with my belief because I’ve accidentally deconverted one of my christian friends which just feels wrong to me.

But, keep practicing if it truly fulfills you, Catholicism never fulfilled me, but that me. A random kid on the internet. Loved the conversation, definitely going to research more about your beliefs because I’m really only educated in Catholiscism and the crazy ones like Mormonism and Jahovah’s Witnesses.