Again I was not hot enough

[Deleted member 88758]

Went on a date, we drinked alcohol in the park, even though it was fun, It was fruitless in the end, because we didn't come back to my place, I offered, she declined, I knew I was doomed, yet again, Am I some sort of a joke, I am a jester? I am not dominant enough, not hot enough, it seems like I am wasting time on girls, thinking I can get them, they fail to deliever the goods, they fucking cuck me, I am so bitter and angry

 

[Deleted member 88758]

I just know if I had better face and height card the simulation would show me the patterns of easy escalation, easy sex, I am fucking not that guy migh as well kms, fucking go on a date to be cucked again and again, it's 3rd time in a row of the same sad outcome

 

[The Grinch]

It‘s over

 

[Swarthy Knight]

Did you pay for anything

 

[Deleted member 88758]

Did you pay for anything

For my own alcohol and cola, she bought for herself

 

[Deleted member 117288]

I was successful at avoiding femoids but never avoiding people in general, For one to finally realize who he really is, He must spend more time in his own mind

 

[Deleted member 88758]

I was successful at avoiding femoids but never avoiding people in general, For one to finally realize who he really is, He must spend more time in his own mind

I have problems avoiding femoids, I visited hookers before, I tried dating, even got lucky with 1 slay once, but other than that, I am an addict that is refused the hit, it's hard to just cut yourself from women comepletely when you are in your prime, all you think about is that it's your peak, you just want to have sex, it's natural, but you keep getting rejected, it's killing on the inside, It's not even about the sex I wanted to feel but that magical feeling of both sided attraction, I experienced it before and it was ecstasy

 

[Deleted member 117288]

I have problems avoiding femoids, I visited hookers before, I tried dating, even got lucky with 1 slay once, but other than that, I am an addict that is refused the hit, it's hard to just cut yourself from women comepletely when you are in your prime, all you think about is that it's your peak, you just want to have sex, it's natural, but you keep getting rejected, it's killing on the inside, It's not even about the sex I wanted to feel but that magical feeling of both sided attraction, I experienced it before and it was ecstasy

I'm just gonna waste all of it, The prime the end years and everything. You gain no true inner positivity from all these materialistic things.
I've never experienced attraction, not even one sided. Therefore I must continue to torment in confusion I guess.

 

[castizo_ascender]

nigga just read through botb threads and ask high iq users for advice. surely you can ascend too

 

[Deleted member 88758]

I'm just gonna waste all of it, The prime the end years and everything. You gain no true inner positivity from all these materialistic things.
I've never experienced attraction, not even one sided. Therefore I must continue to torment in confusion I guess.

You can't waste something that is already worthless, it just is, that's how I would frame your existentialy dreadful situation, You also became bitter because of it, you mask the fellings by saying these are materialistic, ego driven pleasures, personally I would call that peak life, prime years and being attractive, what's more precious than that? I don't think anything can match that, I am sorry if I am mean

 

[Deleted member 117288]

You can't waste something that is already worthless, it just is, that's how I would frame your existentialy dreadful situation, You also became bitter because of it, you mask the fellings by saying these are materialistic, ego driven pleasures, personally I would call that peak life, prime years and being attractive, what's more precious than that? I don't think anything can match that, I am sorry if I am mean

No, you are correct. However one like me has nothing else to look forward to than a being out of this material realm existing

 

[Deleted member 88758]

nigga just read through botb threads and ask high iq users for advice. surely you can ascend too

I've gotten all the advice, I know what's wrong with me, My eye area, upper eyelid exposure, not deep set enough, my nose too big, my jaw uneven, I got short face syndrome, I need fucking BSSO, bimax, infraorbzygo implants and rhinoplasty to become chadlite maybe, but how realistic is all that, I would need $50k to spend effortlessly and consider 1-1,5 year of healing I think, and I am gonna be 24yo in June, so I would really have to hurry up, get the fucking money, I try leverage trading, learning it daily, cause some patterns are there like in poker, if that works, then I'll do at least half of the things, but I need just dirty amount of money, I really hope money will click or I will kms

 

[castizo_ascender]

I've gotten all the advice, I know what's wrong with me, My eye area, upper eyelid exposure, not deep set enough, my nose too big, my jaw uneven, I got short face syndrome, I need fucking BSSO, bimax, infraorbzygo implants and rhinoplasty to become chadlite maybe, but how realistic is all that, I would need $50k to spend effortlessly and consider 1-1,5 year of healing I think, and I am gonna be 24yo in June, so I would really have to hurry up, get the fucking money, I try leverage trading, learning it daily, cause some patterns are there like in poker, if that works, then I'll do at least half of the things, but I need just dirty amount of money, I really hope money will click or I will kms

goddamn good luck nigga hope it works out. you don't need cl face just htn with body halo and decent height