FutureAestheticMale
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I was called ugly. Deformed. My cousin would say my eyes were too close and I'm a cyclops. Everyone would make fun of my nose. I had a long face and gummy smile according to them. I once brushed my teeth until it bled cuz my friend said my gums.were just inflamed when actuality is was prob my downward growth.
Well God I believe was there for me as well as having my dad see the blood and tell me to stop. God perhaps showed me this movie.
Scarface.
!!!!! Dern dern derrrrrn
There I saw a thin faced long faced man who was good looking. Had pretty eyes imo. And got the girl. To me he was good looking. As a teen seeing it I thought like yeah he was a young good looking guy.
I wanted that!
I remember my friend who girls liked a lot more than me he would say he went to punta cana and met a girl there and left the next night without saying goodbye. He was like she prob was looking for me haha.
I wanted that. I wanted to go to beautiful islands at night time summer time with palm trees. Exotic lands in greece or islands in Caribbean like in scarface. And that reminded me of it!
I shaved my peach fuzz stash. Shaved my unibrow. Ran everyday almost sprinting for almost an hour on treadmill. Lost a tonnnn of fat.
Blow dryed my hair. Short sides long top. Put hairspray. I don't even think I used shampoo only conditioner.
Guss what? Girl I used to have a crush on and everyone knew but she thought I'm ugly? That whore? She liked me. She came up to me at the second night of greek festival
"Loook I straightened my hair how you like"
Lolll I told her that the night prior when her and her friends approached us
This girl who was obsessed with my friend ?
Hahahaha
She was talking to me in the hallway as I kinda flirted and she later texted me
"I loved your hair" I said, "my chest hair? XD"
She goes "noooo the hair on your heaaad!!!!"
And know what else?
Everyone said. That I looked like Tony Montana.
Well God I believe was there for me as well as having my dad see the blood and tell me to stop. God perhaps showed me this movie.
Scarface.
!!!!! Dern dern derrrrrn
There I saw a thin faced long faced man who was good looking. Had pretty eyes imo. And got the girl. To me he was good looking. As a teen seeing it I thought like yeah he was a young good looking guy.
I wanted that!
I remember my friend who girls liked a lot more than me he would say he went to punta cana and met a girl there and left the next night without saying goodbye. He was like she prob was looking for me haha.
I wanted that. I wanted to go to beautiful islands at night time summer time with palm trees. Exotic lands in greece or islands in Caribbean like in scarface. And that reminded me of it!
I shaved my peach fuzz stash. Shaved my unibrow. Ran everyday almost sprinting for almost an hour on treadmill. Lost a tonnnn of fat.
Blow dryed my hair. Short sides long top. Put hairspray. I don't even think I used shampoo only conditioner.
Guss what? Girl I used to have a crush on and everyone knew but she thought I'm ugly? That whore? She liked me. She came up to me at the second night of greek festival
"Loook I straightened my hair how you like"
Lolll I told her that the night prior when her and her friends approached us
This girl who was obsessed with my friend ?
Hahahaha
She was talking to me in the hallway as I kinda flirted and she later texted me
"I loved your hair" I said, "my chest hair? XD"
She goes "noooo the hair on your heaaad!!!!"
And know what else?
Everyone said. That I looked like Tony Montana.
