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This is going to be a very long raging and venting post. I understand if you don't want to read it and waste your time but I have to vent somehow.
Alcohol always gives me the worst hangovers and I always vomit and look like a retard in front of my friends. Even guys who are like 20cm shorter and weight 20kg less than me or are even younger than me can drink more than me.

I always do some retarded shit like swim in the fucking freezing lake and then be sick for weeks in the hospital
, make out with ugly fat slut and ruin my respect of my chad mates, tear up all of my clothes in the bush and run down the street in my underwear, kissing my good looking chad male friends
, trying to fight something around 6ft5 300lbs bouncer in the club 
, sleeping on a bench in the public park (woken up by a cop, somehow did not even get robbed, still had my wallet with all of my money) or even calling my friends of color the n-word with the r at the end
. All while being filmed on snapchat and on Instagram stories seen by oneitis jfl.
Even my parents know at least about half of things I did and they always feel the need to fucking remind me of what I did and make fun of me. They also, love tell everything at the family reunions to all the relatives and their friends who are all laughing at me while I have to pretend I don't mind them making fun of me and laugh with them. However it's truly humiliating and it makes me feel ashamed and depressed. I'm never drinking again.
How can someone actually drink beer casually? It tastes fucking disgusting, the same goes for all the other alcohol like vodka, Jägermeister, whiskey, tequila they are all taste like shit. The only one that is, not all that bad is wine, I like to occasionally drink a glass of it.
When I go out I much prefer to just take Xanax, Phenibut, Ritalin, anything similar or just smoke some weed or take MDMA on special occasions. Never had any terrible experience with these. I do some stupid things with them but nowhere near as bad as with alcohol.
Please do recommend what you usually take instead of alcohol. I can't go out sober since I'm a bit of a mentalcel.
What are some of your experiences with alcohol?
Alcohol always gives me the worst hangovers and I always vomit and look like a retard in front of my friends. Even guys who are like 20cm shorter and weight 20kg less than me or are even younger than me can drink more than me.
I always do some retarded shit like swim in the fucking freezing lake and then be sick for weeks in the hospital
Even my parents know at least about half of things I did and they always feel the need to fucking remind me of what I did and make fun of me. They also, love tell everything at the family reunions to all the relatives and their friends who are all laughing at me while I have to pretend I don't mind them making fun of me and laugh with them. However it's truly humiliating and it makes me feel ashamed and depressed. I'm never drinking again.
How can someone actually drink beer casually? It tastes fucking disgusting, the same goes for all the other alcohol like vodka, Jägermeister, whiskey, tequila they are all taste like shit. The only one that is, not all that bad is wine, I like to occasionally drink a glass of it.
When I go out I much prefer to just take Xanax, Phenibut, Ritalin, anything similar or just smoke some weed or take MDMA on special occasions. Never had any terrible experience with these. I do some stupid things with them but nowhere near as bad as with alcohol.
Please do recommend what you usually take instead of alcohol. I can't go out sober since I'm a bit of a mentalcel.
What are some of your experiences with alcohol?