AustrianMogger
Finally Free
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Bluepill Arc: 2004-2022: I awoke in 2022 from the Bluepill and turned Redpill with a shade of black. Often watching Tails and Weath Waffles Videos
Graduation Arc: 2022-2023: From Late 2022 till June 2023 I was graduating highschool. I was starting to loose weight and used many redpill advices in my day to day life. I was a Rick grimes enjoyer often watching the edits. I was starting to go running. Doing sports and doing Skin care. Going from 65kg fat to 60kg in June 2023. Where I graduated Highschool
Depression 1 Arc: 2023-2024: In June 2023 the day of graduation was the best day of my life. As the class representative i held a speech that was very right wing. Then we had a giant party. We partied the entire night and that was my first time staying awake for 2 days. We had soo much fun. After it ended i listed still drunk to viva la vida and knew it was over. Over the summer i relaised that it was over. Most of my school friends left the town leaving me alone. I had nobody and therefore turned further to the blackpill. Watching DBDR, Tails, Rehab and especially Travis Blackpill. A yt to this day i can relate to the most. I also watched Hamudis videos. I started to really understand how bad my height of 5"5 was. And tried to do stretching exercices, glucosamine etc to get taller.
Job Arc: Early to Middel 2024: This is where i was fully blackpilled. I was getting my first job. Starting at uni and hand no free time. I was doing a ski holiday with my dad in a private hut. My dad gave me a chance. He knew how depressed I was about height and told me about LL. He told me i should work for it and in 2025 whatever was missing he would pay. This blackpilled me further. I gave it my all at my job and didnt spend anything. I was also going out a lot with the Girl that later cucked me with the LTN. My childhood friend. She later kinda broke my heart even back then. During an event we visited she got me to buy her a drink (she was 16 at the time) and then went and talked to other guys. Leaving me there like a cuck.
Ascension Arc: June 2024 to February 2025: This was probably the peak of my life. I started my .org acc. I became ultra blackpilled. I knew all about surgerys and facial asthethnics and knew that i wanted to ascend and attain my freedom from looks for every price. I was doing well at the job and at uni. I was at 50kg and 15% bf at 165cm. I acutally managed to hit 166cm once with the glucosamine + stretching method. It was cool. Later I went to a lot of events and proms. Went on some days and made many friends. I was so happy back then. Later in January 2025 i would say i had my first "girlfriend". Even if it was for a month. I was a 165, 168cm frauded htn that met her at a prom. She liked me, danced with me there and kissed me on the prom. Afterwards we went on 3 days. We kissed some more times. Hugged a lot. Wrote a lot on snap and held hands. I know no sex but it was a good time in my life. I always like to look back on these days. They were simple and good. I wasnt mentally ill back then. Just a shortcel but normal and very nt otherwise @LEFORT17
Accident Arc: Late February 2025 to July 2025: In late february I went out with my friends. We had a great time in a bar. I also wrote my girl and we wanted to meet up at my place 2 days after. Maybe i would have lost my virginity there. However my plans got cut short. I snapped my knee walking druckingle back to my friends car. They brought me back home and I laid in my bed. Next day my knee hurt so much it i couldnt get out of bed. I went to hospital and they said i broke my knee. I was operated in April and was in hospital for 4 weeks. I was on crutches for 3 months. One time before the surgery i went to a friends party. there i met my crush (the other girl not the childhood friend) we had lots of fun. I then went into the hospital to get operated. Also the girl and I broke up. I couldnt see her anymore and thereby it was over. I also lost my job as i could no longer work. Jobless and girlfriendless i lived off of governemtn money. I mostly did uni stuff. did rehab. Chilled in my pool and was depressed.
Calm before the Storm Arc: July 2025 to September 2025: This was a decent time in my life. I was healed again. I was doing my new job (tutoring). I was going out sometimes. Doing stuff with my friends. My dad paid for my LL and i was just waiting for the nails to arrive. Overall very chill time
Depression Arc 2: September 2025 to November 2025: In the middle of September my dad had a brain bleed. He almost died in croatia. It was very bad. I almost always thought he would die. My mother also betrayed me multiple times. I always thought i was gonna be homless and would have to rope. Overall this was the worst time of my life. I was always visting my dad in hospital but he was in a coma, a wake coma or bascially a living corpse from the walking dead. However in late october i finally got the call. the nails are here and i could finally ascend. Also my dad finally could talk on the pohone and gained his sentience back.
LL Arc: November 2025 to February 2026: Here I did femur LL. It was very boring but also intensive journey. Nothing but doing PT and discord all day.
I was always on the Tails discord @Tayles really helped me through this time a lot. WIthout the discord it would have been over for me. Nothing else happend here appart from my dad getting better
Dad Arc: March 2026: I was allowed to walk unassisted and could do a lot more with my dad. I helped him in rehab and he can now walk good with a rollator and overall became basically 90% normal. very good stuff.
Cuck and Schizo Arc: April to June 2026: Here is when shit hit the fan. I didnt have a socail life for about 5 Months so when i came back from LL i learned that not only my childhood friend who was also my crush had a bf now that was ltb but also my friend betrayed me and got together with my other crush. Brutally destroying me. I was also in rehab during this time. When i came back i drank a lot. .org helped me great and i made many schizo posts. I now coped with this stituation
Low Cortisol Arc: Now: Now my pool is getting filled. Surgerys will be done in July. Overall just low cortisol.
Graduation Arc: 2022-2023: From Late 2022 till June 2023 I was graduating highschool. I was starting to loose weight and used many redpill advices in my day to day life. I was a Rick grimes enjoyer often watching the edits. I was starting to go running. Doing sports and doing Skin care. Going from 65kg fat to 60kg in June 2023. Where I graduated Highschool
Depression 1 Arc: 2023-2024: In June 2023 the day of graduation was the best day of my life. As the class representative i held a speech that was very right wing. Then we had a giant party. We partied the entire night and that was my first time staying awake for 2 days. We had soo much fun. After it ended i listed still drunk to viva la vida and knew it was over. Over the summer i relaised that it was over. Most of my school friends left the town leaving me alone. I had nobody and therefore turned further to the blackpill. Watching DBDR, Tails, Rehab and especially Travis Blackpill. A yt to this day i can relate to the most. I also watched Hamudis videos. I started to really understand how bad my height of 5"5 was. And tried to do stretching exercices, glucosamine etc to get taller.
Job Arc: Early to Middel 2024: This is where i was fully blackpilled. I was getting my first job. Starting at uni and hand no free time. I was doing a ski holiday with my dad in a private hut. My dad gave me a chance. He knew how depressed I was about height and told me about LL. He told me i should work for it and in 2025 whatever was missing he would pay. This blackpilled me further. I gave it my all at my job and didnt spend anything. I was also going out a lot with the Girl that later cucked me with the LTN. My childhood friend. She later kinda broke my heart even back then. During an event we visited she got me to buy her a drink (she was 16 at the time) and then went and talked to other guys. Leaving me there like a cuck.
Ascension Arc: June 2024 to February 2025: This was probably the peak of my life. I started my .org acc. I became ultra blackpilled. I knew all about surgerys and facial asthethnics and knew that i wanted to ascend and attain my freedom from looks for every price. I was doing well at the job and at uni. I was at 50kg and 15% bf at 165cm. I acutally managed to hit 166cm once with the glucosamine + stretching method. It was cool. Later I went to a lot of events and proms. Went on some days and made many friends. I was so happy back then. Later in January 2025 i would say i had my first "girlfriend". Even if it was for a month. I was a 165, 168cm frauded htn that met her at a prom. She liked me, danced with me there and kissed me on the prom. Afterwards we went on 3 days. We kissed some more times. Hugged a lot. Wrote a lot on snap and held hands. I know no sex but it was a good time in my life. I always like to look back on these days. They were simple and good. I wasnt mentally ill back then. Just a shortcel but normal and very nt otherwise @LEFORT17
Accident Arc: Late February 2025 to July 2025: In late february I went out with my friends. We had a great time in a bar. I also wrote my girl and we wanted to meet up at my place 2 days after. Maybe i would have lost my virginity there. However my plans got cut short. I snapped my knee walking druckingle back to my friends car. They brought me back home and I laid in my bed. Next day my knee hurt so much it i couldnt get out of bed. I went to hospital and they said i broke my knee. I was operated in April and was in hospital for 4 weeks. I was on crutches for 3 months. One time before the surgery i went to a friends party. there i met my crush (the other girl not the childhood friend) we had lots of fun. I then went into the hospital to get operated. Also the girl and I broke up. I couldnt see her anymore and thereby it was over. I also lost my job as i could no longer work. Jobless and girlfriendless i lived off of governemtn money. I mostly did uni stuff. did rehab. Chilled in my pool and was depressed.
Calm before the Storm Arc: July 2025 to September 2025: This was a decent time in my life. I was healed again. I was doing my new job (tutoring). I was going out sometimes. Doing stuff with my friends. My dad paid for my LL and i was just waiting for the nails to arrive. Overall very chill time
Depression Arc 2: September 2025 to November 2025: In the middle of September my dad had a brain bleed. He almost died in croatia. It was very bad. I almost always thought he would die. My mother also betrayed me multiple times. I always thought i was gonna be homless and would have to rope. Overall this was the worst time of my life. I was always visting my dad in hospital but he was in a coma, a wake coma or bascially a living corpse from the walking dead. However in late october i finally got the call. the nails are here and i could finally ascend. Also my dad finally could talk on the pohone and gained his sentience back.
LL Arc: November 2025 to February 2026: Here I did femur LL. It was very boring but also intensive journey. Nothing but doing PT and discord all day.
I was always on the Tails discord @Tayles really helped me through this time a lot. WIthout the discord it would have been over for me. Nothing else happend here appart from my dad getting better
Dad Arc: March 2026: I was allowed to walk unassisted and could do a lot more with my dad. I helped him in rehab and he can now walk good with a rollator and overall became basically 90% normal. very good stuff.
Cuck and Schizo Arc: April to June 2026: Here is when shit hit the fan. I didnt have a socail life for about 5 Months so when i came back from LL i learned that not only my childhood friend who was also my crush had a bf now that was ltb but also my friend betrayed me and got together with my other crush. Brutally destroying me. I was also in rehab during this time. When i came back i drank a lot. .org helped me great and i made many schizo posts. I now coped with this stituation
Low Cortisol Arc: Now: Now my pool is getting filled. Surgerys will be done in July. Overall just low cortisol.
