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subiva
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Im so glad I go to an all boys school. You might think that's weird but I was extremely ND first 3 years of high school. I ate alone first year of hs before phones where banned at my school so it wasn't too ND, but I still looked like a weirdo and I hated it. I hated myself and how I couldn't talk to other people, because I was sub 5. Finally I just decided to not eat lunch and just sit in the library, but this caused me to loose weight and not hit sufficient calorie goals (Did this for around 2 years). Finally I just decided to sit with the most "weird" ND kids at my school. Turns out there not that bad and are pretty funny. I made close friends this way as some of them sat there because they were sub 5 or autistic (like in the way where they js sit in a corner and don't talk and have no smart thoughts type of guy to slam his desk when he is mad in class). But some where autistic like me and wanted to optimize there life, and look better. And because I go to an all boys school I'm still able to talk to some girls out side of school like girls that I knew from before hs or friends of friends, etc. without them thinking i'm completely ND or "weird" as they see me sitting with the guy that slams his desk when he's mad. But js see me as a little weird idk. As I'm better with convos if its js one to one, as it's easy to just listen and ask few leading questions (I can make a guide on that if you guys want; "conversing as an ND one on one guide"