all i want for Christmas is love

[LettersfromAgartha]

All i really want in my life is just a beautiful loyal woman to hold me, tell me I'm loved and give me a sort of maternal love. All ive been doing is bedrotting, hoping for a miracle. As of now, i got this Chinese foreigner's Instagram and we've been talking. We're both into each other and hoping to see each other in person again. If this doesn't work out, I will kill myself.

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

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@Gamerspyy786 @Zagrosian.

 

[Gamerspyy786]

Don’t rope bhaiya

It can always be worse

U could’ve been 5’2

 

[Gamerspyy786]

Same tbh

A white one specifically

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

Don’t rope bhaiya

It can always be worse

U could’ve been 5’2

I know but my circumstances are still unfortunate. I’m broke and I’m ND and I’m a 5’8 ethnic.

 

[mashiAdam]

All i really want in my life is just a beautiful loyal woman to hold me, tell me I'm loved and give me a sort of maternal love. All ive been doing is bedrotting, hoping for a miracle. As of now, i got this Chinese foreigner's Instagram and we've been talking. We're both into each other and hoping to see each other in person again. If this doesn't work out, I will kill myself.

Same bro same don’t kys tho brah

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

Same bro same don’t kys tho brah

i will if it doesnt work. Im already tired of my life

 

[jester]

All i really want in my life is just a beautiful loyal woman to hold me, tell me I'm loved and give me a sort of maternal love. All ive been doing is bedrotting, hoping for a miracle. As of now, i got this Chinese foreigner's Instagram and we've been talking. We're both into each other and hoping to see each other in person again. If this doesn't work out, I will kill myself.

dnr romantical love is a fake narrative
get to looksmaxing buddy boyo

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

dnr romantical love is a fake narrative
get to looksmaxing buddy boyo

Looksmaxing is how you get romantical love. Even my hypergamous mom told me looks is everything. Even if i had the looks, i cant seem to get along with women. its like theyre entirely different people compared to talking with men. They all think im autistic

 

[jester]

Looksmaxing is how you get romantical love. Even my hypergamous mom told me looks is everything. Even if i had the looks, i cant seem to get along with women. its like theyre entirely different people compared to talking with men. They all think im autistic

no, that’s how you get lust
romantical love is a bluepilled narrative that makes no sense
pure romantical love with no lust is unattainable unfortunately

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

no, that’s how you get lust
romantical love is a bluepilled narrative that makes no sense
pure romantical love with no lust is unattainable unfortunately

its all conditional. Women wont be with you unless they find you sexually attractive first. Dming girls feel like im jestering for a king in his court, a simple block or her ghosting me is her executing me. i dont know how people get married.

 

[jester]

its all conditional. Women wont be with you unless they find you sexually attractive first. Dming girls feel like im jestering for a king in his court, a simple block or her ghosting me is her executing me. i dont know how people get married.

exactly
if they are with you it’s cause they want “you” not you
“us” as beings go far beyond that in our minds but in the dating market looks are most of the cake
reason why you don’t see animals in the wild sticking to 1 guy or 1 girl till death, it’s pure bluepill, just fuck them and dip bro
chasing true love is pointless in this life, you’re likely just chasing the feeling of being loved or attention, which is attainable through a pseudo romantical relationship which isn’t true, making it lustful

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

exactly
if they are with you it’s cause they want “you” not you
“us” as beings go far beyond that in our minds but in the dating market looks are most of the cake
reason why you don’t see animals in the wild sticking to 1 guy or 1 girl till death, it’s pure bluepill, just fuck them and dip bro
chasing true love is pointless in this life, you’re likely just chasing the feeling of being loved or attention, which is attainable through a pseudo romantical relationship which isn’t true, making it lustful

to be honest, i am chasing the feeling of being loved. It what makes me feel alive, human perhaps. Even if what im chasing is pointless, i still find value in it. It's what kept me alive even after i tried killing myself.

 

[jester]

to be honest, i am chasing the feeling of being loved. It what makes me feel alive, human perhaps. Even if what im chasing is pointless, i still find value in it. It's what kept me alive even after i tried killing myself.

then yeah, but just beware that it’s not real love
and the girl that is making you feel loved will likely leave you or viceversa

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

then yeah, but just beware that it’s not real love
and the girl that is making you feel loved will likely leave you or viceversa

i know what i desire is an illusion. it makes me happy.

 

[mashiAdam]

i will if it doesnt work. Im already tired of my life

It’s not worth it I promise

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

It’s not worth it I promise

then what is worth it?

 

[Gamerspyy786]

I know but my circumstances are still unfortunate. I’m broke and I’m ND and I’m a 5’8 ethnic.

well if it makes u feel better im also broke, ethnic, ND

but im 5'10

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

well if it makes u feel better im also broke, ethnic, ND

but im 5'10

its over for all of us

 

[Zagrosian.]

i will if it doesnt work. Im already tired of my life

Dont do it brah, life isnt only about girls

 

[BlondeVoid]

then what is worth it?

You don’t want your family to be hurt for the rest of their lifes and think everyday why you killed yourself, they are even going to take the blame themselves thinking they could have helped you in any way. Killing yourself is never a option

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

Dont do it brah, life isnt only about girls

For me it’s been man. Women forms new life, it brings spirits to the material world. If you’re with a woman, she can better or worsen your life.

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

You don’t want your family to be hurt for the rest of their lifes and think everyday why you killed yourself, they are even going to take the blame themselves thinking they could have helped you in any way. Killing yourself is never a option

I’ve thought of that but the thing is, once you’re dead you’re dead. The opinions of those is meaningless. They can’t dictate your life and you can’t dictate theirs.

 

[BlondeVoid]

I’ve thought of that but the thing is, once you’re dead you’re dead. The opinions of those is meaningless. They can’t dictate your life and you can’t dictate theirs.

So you are just gonna be selfish and don’t think about how your family’s feelings will be?

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

So you are just gonna be selfish and don’t think about how your family’s feelings will be?

Perhaps, why should I stay alive to keep others happy if I’m not happy with my life myself?

 

[BlondeVoid]

Perhaps, why should I stay alive to keep others happy if I’m not happy with my life myself?

True but think like this, what would you change in your life that will make you feel like it’s worth staying

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

True but think like this, what would you change in your life that will make you feel like it’s worth staying

having a loving beautiful and loyal partner to be my equal

 

[BlondeVoid]

having a loving beautiful and loyal partner to be my equal

Then that’s your mission rn

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

Then that’s your mission rn

yes it is my mission to do so and if i fail, then its over.

 

[BlondeVoid]

yes it is my mission to do so and if i fail, then its over.

no you fail when you stop searching and waiting for the girl

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

no you fail when you stop searching and waiting for the girl

ive been doing that for years already

 

[MLGS0LD1ERB0Y]

All i really want in my life is just a beautiful loyal woman to hold me, tell me I'm loved and give me a sort of maternal love. All ive been doing is bedrotting, hoping for a miracle. As of now, i got this Chinese foreigner's Instagram and we've been talking. We're both into each other and hoping to see each other in person again. If this doesn't work out, I will kill myself.

No you want pussy you lustfull faggot.

Man the fuck up.

 

[Deleted member 288890]

All i really want in my life is just a beautiful loyal woman to hold me, tell me I'm loved and give me a sort of maternal love. All ive been doing is bedrotting, hoping for a miracle. As of now, i got this Chinese foreigner's Instagram and we've been talking. We're both into each other and hoping to see each other in person again. If this doesn't work out, I will kill myself.

bye bye bhai

 

[klunker15]

All i really want in my life is just a beautiful loyal woman to hold me, tell me I'm loved and give me a sort of maternal love. All ive been doing is bedrotting, hoping for a miracle. As of now, i got this Chinese foreigner's Instagram and we've been talking. We're both into each other and hoping to see each other in person again. If this doesn't work out, I will kill myself.

ik a girl, u would love her, i can give u her discord if u want