greycel1109
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This is my first post on this platform
I was a ugly deformed loser since i was around 8 years old when my grandma started taking me to McDonalds everyday after school, i looked like a meatball and i was getting bullied my whole life for how i looked, last summer i wanted to improve myself and i lost around 30 kilograms reaching 76 kilograms finally seeing my jawline for the first time in my life but my body is now deformed from the excess weight and now i have pretty wide hips and asymmetrical ribs.
I tried talking to girls as all i wanted was to be loved and the most i got out of it was a girl responding with no more then 10 words a day for maybe 3 days and i hate that we as males have to jestermaxx to impress a useless hoe in the case where we are taller stronger smarter and more useful than them. I am a neurodivergent person and its somewhat difficult for me to socialize with people especially after my life experience.
I am a few months away from turning 18, am 6’5 tall and i have never in my life been in a relationship, personality is all that matters buddy boyos, i strongly believe that the only escape for a malformed nd loser like me is to put a bullet trough my skull.
All i wanted was to be loved.
I was a ugly deformed loser since i was around 8 years old when my grandma started taking me to McDonalds everyday after school, i looked like a meatball and i was getting bullied my whole life for how i looked, last summer i wanted to improve myself and i lost around 30 kilograms reaching 76 kilograms finally seeing my jawline for the first time in my life but my body is now deformed from the excess weight and now i have pretty wide hips and asymmetrical ribs.
I tried talking to girls as all i wanted was to be loved and the most i got out of it was a girl responding with no more then 10 words a day for maybe 3 days and i hate that we as males have to jestermaxx to impress a useless hoe in the case where we are taller stronger smarter and more useful than them. I am a neurodivergent person and its somewhat difficult for me to socialize with people especially after my life experience.
I am a few months away from turning 18, am 6’5 tall and i have never in my life been in a relationship, personality is all that matters buddy boyos, i strongly believe that the only escape for a malformed nd loser like me is to put a bullet trough my skull.
All i wanted was to be loved.
