Almost died yesterday

[apocalypse]

I overdosed on amphet
It wasn’t hitting the same as when I first started doing it so I kept redosing massively trying to chase that old feeling. All in all it was over a gram acetone-washed speed I snorted in the end
When it was time to come down I hyperventilated and felt tight around my heart and felt pins and needles throughout my whole upper body and FACE for a few hours. I thought "damn it could really be over for me today". If I got a heart attack no one would have been there to save me in time.
Do you think I have a drug problem?

@MoggerGaston @TsarTsar444

 

[truthhurts]

I overdosed on amphet
It wasn’t hitting the same as when I first started doing it so I kept redosing massively trying to chase that old feeling. All in all it was over a gram acetone-washed speed I snorted in the end
When it was time to come down I hyperventilated and felt tight around my heart and felt pins and needles throughout my whole upper body and FACE for a few hours. I thought "damn it could really be over for me today". If I got a heart attack no one would have been

there to save me in time.
Do you think I have a drug problem?

nah Bhai sounds like everything is fine

@MoggerGaston @TsarTsar444

 

[MoggerGaston]

Only Lions narowly escape death.

Welcome to mogger's den

 

[MoggerGaston]

tbh it's fucked.

drugs feel boring asf nowadays, but so does everything else.

JFL at life honestly, worthless filthy-fuck planet. U need to be a complete mogger, fuck random girls u just met, beat random people up, have millions, do random shit non-stop, just to get enough dopamine to not want to kill yourself ngl.


idk

 

[_MVP_]

Only Lions narowly escape death.

Welcome to mogger's den

count me in, since i survived a heavy suicide attempt.

 

[apocalypse]

tbh it's fucked.

drugs feel boring asf nowadays, but so does everything else.

JFL at life honestly, worthless filthy-fuck planet. U need to be a complete mogger, fuck random girls u just met, beat random people up, have millions, do random shit non-stop, just to get enough dopamine to not want to kill yourself ngl.


idk

It really does get like that after about age 22
It's easy to cope with youngcel brain chemistry
When you get old and jaded, not so much.

 

[gigell]

Why do drugs

 

[MoggerGaston]

It really does get like that after about age 22
It's easy to cope with youngcel brain chemistry
When you get old and jaded, not so much.

i liked life even as an obese bullied subhuman who was also abused by his own parents


when I was 8-13 years old

child brain-chemistry is unmoggable, even in subhuman conditions u can be happy.

 

[apocalypse]

Why do drugs

breaks the unbearable monotony of subchad oldcel life
though evidently even drugs become monotone eventually
I should really stick to ketamine

 

[try2beme]

tbh it's fucked.

drugs feel boring asf nowadays, but so does everything else.

JFL at life honestly, worthless filthy-fuck planet. U need to be a complete mogger, fuck random girls u just met, beat random people up, have millions, do random shit non-stop, just to get enough dopamine to not want to kill yourself ngl.


idk

U are a mogger

 

[apocalypse]

i liked life even as an obese bullied human who was also abused by his own parents


when I was 8-13 years old

child brain-chemistry is unmoggable, even in subhuman conditions u can be happy.

The sad thing is you only realise how happy you were when you look back as a miserable oldcel
I thought I suffered a lot in childhood. Still, I would give anything to go back for just 5 minutes.

 

[MoggerGaston]

U are a mogger

yes, but my life isn't.

I live in a subhuman environment right now, rotting away. wasted potential times infinite.

 

[MoggerGaston]

The sad thing is you only realise how happy you were when you look back as a miserable oldcel
I thought I suffered a lot in childhood. Still, I would give anything to go back for just 5 minutes.

i started geting unhappy at age 13-14 tbh. my life ended basically at age 14.

every year I lived after my 14th birthday was honestly completely worthless

 

[Kroker]

tbh it's fucked.

drugs feel boring asf nowadays, but so does everything else.

JFL at life honestly, worthless filthy-fuck planet. U need to be a complete mogger, fuck random girls u just met, beat random people up, have millions, do random shit non-stop, just to get enough dopamine to not want to kill yourself ngl.


idk

Where can we do this...

It's like 24/7 stimulation... Have you seen the movie GAMER, starring Jerard Butler, when the obese Asian guy wore the headset similar to oculus rift and shifted into this world where he chose a cute white girl lmfao... Point is he escaped reality into something far more epic rather than mundane...

i liked life even as an obese bullied subhuman who was also abused by his own parents


when I was 8-13 years old

child brain-chemistry is unmoggable, even in subhuman conditions u can be happy.

Absolutely... Holy shit on point!
That's like a shield to protect them from the awful reality (subhuman one) or else you will see kids throwing themselves from buildings

 

[aryan mogger]

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