ChristianChad
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These months have been especially hard and these past days even more so. I'm starting to think the world has started to work in a way designed to make me commit suicide. The people around me push me to do so. I know this is just some psychological deviation but this has become my perception, I'm a bit afraid to go out because of how much I am inclined each time. It's like people see my weakness and take advantage of it as always. Today has been a breaking point and I went through with my plan and tried to hang myself. I was not far from blacking out but I stopped. At some point oxygenated blood would run out and even if I wanted to I wouldn't have been able to get out of the noose. I think my end is coming soon