almost kms over a ltb yesterday and none of my friends cared and said they were to busy to call me when i was at the hospital

[FraudingGrey]

2024 October is when I met her. She loved me when I was a ugly ltn fat 5,6 guy, and I still treated her like shit, so she left. But I stalked her because I still loved her until her parents called the police and I stopped.

So instead I did ket from morning till night or other msc drugs, but that didn't stop me thinking about her.

Then around 6 months ago I went into some sort of psychosis state after doing 4MMC/mkat (I never got diagnosed and it might not of been psychosis), but for months I thought she was watching my whole life like it was a game, so I did everything how she would've wanted me to. Every night I would sleep pretending she was next to me and hug my pillow like a loser.

This was around the time I started taking looksmaxing serious, and now I'm mtn. Thinking she would maybe want to talk to me again, I finally talked to her again yesterday when I was on xans. After making a couple accounts pretending to be one of her friends I knew she had, I got to call her and she's fucking lesbian. She was with a girl and they were laughing at me and shit.

So I took 15mg fake Xanax that I knew were fake with bromazolam or opiods in them, and my mother found me and couldn't wake me up. So I ended up waking in a ambulance with ECG wires all over my chest, and when I was coherent I called my 3 only friends and each of them didn't care.

If any of my friends called me for this I'd spend the last of my money to get to them to see if they're alright, but no, they wouldn't even call me. And even the day after, no one's asked me what happened or if I'm alright.

My life was better at ltn.

i miss you laila

 

[idontlikemyself6]

Dnr bros gonna kill himself over a foid

 

[FraudingGrey]

2024 October is when I met her. She loved me when I was a ugly ltn fat 5,6 guy, and I still treated her like shit, so she left. But I stalked her because I still loved her until her parents called the police and I stopped.

So instead I did ket from morning till night or other msc drugs, but that didn't stop me thinking about her.

Then around 6 months ago I went into some sort of psychosis state after doing 4MMC/mkat (I never got diagnosed and it might not of been psychosis), but for months I thought she was watching my whole life like it was a game, so I did everything how she would've wanted me to. Every night I would sleep pretending she was next to me and hug my pillow like a loser.

This was around the time I started taking looksmaxing serious, and now I'm mtn. Thinking she would maybe want to talk to me again, I finally talked to her again yesterday when I was on xans. After making a couple accounts pretending to be one of her friends I knew she had, I got to call her and she's fucking lesbian. She was with a girl and they were laughing at me and shit.

So I took 15mg fake Xanax that I knew were fake with bromazolam or opiods in them, and my mother found me and couldn't wake me up. So I ended up waking in a ambulance with ECG wires all over my chest, and when I was coherent I called my 3 only friends and each of them didn't care.

If any of my friends called me for this I'd spend the last of my money to get to them to see if they're alright, but no, they wouldn't even call me. And even the day after, no one's asked me what happened or if I'm alright.

My life was better at ltn.

i miss you laila

dnr this pathetic shit mb

 

[ltngreyy]

2024 October is when I met her. She loved me when I was a ugly ltn fat 5,6 guy, and I still treated her like shit, so she left. But I stalked her because I still loved her until her parents called the police and I stopped.

So instead I did ket from morning till night or other msc drugs, but that didn't stop me thinking about her.

Then around 6 months ago I went into some sort of psychosis state after doing 4MMC/mkat (I never got diagnosed and it might not of been psychosis), but for months I thought she was watching my whole life like it was a game, so I did everything how she would've wanted me to. Every night I would sleep pretending she was next to me and hug my pillow like a loser.

This was around the time I started taking looksmaxing serious, and now I'm mtn. Thinking she would maybe want to talk to me again, I finally talked to her again yesterday when I was on xans. After making a couple accounts pretending to be one of her friends I knew she had, I got to call her and she's fucking lesbian. She was with a girl and they were laughing at me and shit.

So I took 15mg fake Xanax that I knew were fake with bromazolam or opiods in them, and my mother found me and couldn't wake me up. So I ended up waking in a ambulance with ECG wires all over my chest, and when I was coherent I called my 3 only friends and each of them didn't care.

If any of my friends called me for this I'd spend the last of my money to get to them to see if they're alright, but no, they wouldn't even call me. And even the day after, no one's asked me what happened or if I'm alright.

My life was better at ltn.

i miss you laila

Go kys agn retarded fag

 

[FraudingGrey]

Go kys agn retarded fag

dexter as your profile is crazzyyy nerd shit hop back 2 tiktok lil fagboy you arent no mysterious serial killer you just nd retard who acts awkward in everyday situations

 

[accinr]

if you were looking for comfort on .org this is the worst place to do
dni w/foids till youre htn+ and mentally stable again trust me its better that way
dnr all the negative comments and dont take them to heart this is an incel forum after all

 

[ltngreyy]

dexter as your profile is crazzyyy nerd shit hop back 2 tiktok lil fagboy you arent no mysterious serial killer you just nd retard who acts awkward in everyday situations

Retarded slave raped by life

Slaughter d foid who did ts to u