Alone on Birthdays

Emerq

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The bp is so fucking brutal. Every holiday and birthday is just pure ropefuel.

Everyone else is surrounded by people and friends, and I’m always alone or just with family.

When my parents ask if I want to invite someone, it hits me because I don’t really have anyone to call.

I'll be turning 21 soon I'm just gonna save up money to hardmaxx and ascend, if nothing goes well I'll just ctrl + del life

Hate my birthdaycel life
 

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The bp is so fucking brutal. Every holiday and birthday is just pure ropefuel.

Everyone else is surrounded by people and friends, and I’m always alone or just with family.

When my parents ask if I want to invite someone, it hits me because I don’t really have anyone to call.

I'll be turning 21 soon I'm just gonna save up money to hardmaxx and ascend, if nothing goes well I'll just ctrl + del life

Hate my birthdaycel life
Here for you bro
 
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The bp is so fucking brutal. Every holiday and birthday is just pure ropefuel.

Everyone else is surrounded by people and friends, and I’m always alone or just with family.

When my parents ask if I want to invite someone, it hits me because I don’t really have anyone to call.

I'll be turning 21 soon I'm just gonna save up money to hardmaxx and ascend, if nothing goes well I'll just ctrl + del life

Hate my birthdaycel life
sacrifice everyone
 
The bp is so fucking brutal. Every holiday and birthday is just pure ropefuel.

Everyone else is surrounded by people and friends, and I’m always alone or just with family.

When my parents ask if I want to invite someone, it hits me because I don’t really have anyone to call.

I'll be turning 21 soon I'm just gonna save up money to hardmaxx and ascend, if nothing goes well I'll just ctrl + del life

Hate my birthdaycel life
Making friends isn’t hard? You fucking loser
 
Dw bro I feel the same way
 
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You fucking loser
you literally made a thread on how you're depressed and need medical help. some reflection in your life would be of use
 
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never rope
 
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you literally made a thread on how you're depressed and need medical help. some reflection in your life would be of use
Hes just sleep deprived it fucks with your brain
 
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you literally made a thread on how you're depressed and need medical help. some reflection in your life would be of use
that’s all I do with my life I harbor so much hate and regret
 
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How much hours of sleep you got or did she not let you jfl
Fuck that whore I slept but I’ve been awake for another 24 hours now
 
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Making friends isn’t hard? You fucking loser
it kind of is, at this community college my first semester I dressed better than anyone in the class (Polo, watch, hair was silky/long wavy, sunscreen, at my leanest, fragrance on, bunch of cope etc) I play ice hockey too but like when it's time to make groups I just saw everyone instantly go with eachother while I just sit alone

any tiny bad interactions instantly make me wanna lock myself in forever and it feels like a death sentence approaching anyone, literally my head burns from the amount of cortisol spike

Just need to ascend tbf
 
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it kind of is, at this community college my first semester I dressed better than anyone in the class (Polo, watch, hair was silky/long wavy, sunscreen, at my leanest, fragrance on, bunch of cope etc) I play ice hockey too but like when it's time to make groups I just saw everyone instantly go with eachother while I just sit alone

any tiny bad interactions instantly make me wanna lock myself in forever and it feels like a death sentence approaching anyone, literally my head burns from the amount of cortisol spike

Just need to ascend tbf
my life is probably worse
 
i relate to this so much sad world :(
 
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Yes, I agree. Birthdays are probably the saddest days of the year for me. Things can pick up.
 
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i used to think same but then i realised that even if i had someone to celebrate with it would be really awkward and uncomfortable because of how socially retarded and uninteresting i am bruhhh...
 

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