Am 100 percent going to end it this year

[owlofathena]

Am fed up of just living this life tbh. Especially once your in your early 20s I just don't see myself getting that much enjoyment out of my life so am going to try to end it this year. Going to choose starvation hopefully if reincarnation does happen I get to be an African in Africa or something I honestly that would be a more interesting life. Yes you would want to be a gigachad but honestly I think just being in some of these African countries and India even I like their culture more. Plus suicide rates are way too high in the west there must be a reason for that. I already begun gradually reducing my calories. I went two days without food last week but I broke the fast since we'll it's hard when you have never attempted something before. And no am not subhuman. Am HTN 6ft 1 height

 

[Deleted member 6403]

take out elite Jews in the process in gta 5 online roleplay fivem server, use franklin he can drive better

 

[Cigarette]

ive been thinking about something similar too. everything that i enjoy can only be done at a young age (16-25). i hate turning older every day it makes me wanna rope

 

[Deleted member 12688]

Blackpill!

 

[gamma]

And no am not subhuman. Am HTN 6ft 1 height

Autism so

 

[owlofathena]

ive been thinking about something similar too. everything that i enjoy can only be done at a young age (16-25). i hate turning older every day it makes me wanna rope

21 right now 1999 birthday

 

[owlofathena]

Autism so

Just so you know I have had obvious IOIs

 

[Deleted member 8244]

Am fed up of just living this life tbh. Especially once your in your early 20s I just don't see myself getting that much enjoyment out of my life so am going to try to end it this year. Going to choose starvation hopefully if reincarnation does happen I get to be an African in Africa or something I honestly that would be a more interesting life. Yes you would want to be a gigachad but honestly I think just being in some of these African countries and India even I like their culture more. Plus suicide rates are way too high in the west there must be a reason for that. I already begun gradually reducing my calories. I went two days without food last week but I broke the fast since we'll it's hard when you have never attempted something before. And no am not subhuman. Am HTN 6ft 1 height

Go out with a bang brother, do something epic

 

[Esteban1997]

same I might this year nexxt year who knows any minute I might snap and do it without thinking about it

 

[Deleted member 9670]

ok spiderchad

 

[Warlow]

you're a good kid, I should let you know that although I'm still religious, it is possible death is the end. No second life, no nothing, just eternal oblivion, and nothingness.

do something worthwhile or you truly enjoy before you make that commitment.

"muh eriksen" he's gay anyway brudda

 

[owlofathena]

Go out with a bang brother, do something epic

I would never go ER that's stupid and cruel I don't know how I would go out with a bang though tbh. Dying before my 93 year old gran seems enough of a bang tbh

 

[Deleted member 8244]

I would never go ER that's stupid and cruel I don't know how I would go out with a bang though tbh. Dying before my 93 year old gran seems enough of a bang tbh

Do 200 pushups in a row, then talk about dying

 

[Be_ConfidentBro]

Bro honestly as hard as it might be, you need to look out for a purpose in life. Life is boring and meaningless when you sit down and really think about it but it can also be fun if you give in to primal instincts and hedonism max. Take the time to find something that makes you happy, however long it might take and just live for that. You mentioned liking Indian and African cultures then why not visit those places? If you make that your goal then you'll need to (presumably) moneymax for it which in itself will get you busy and give your life some sort of meaning, then go there and see those places in your current life. Reincarnation and afterlife might not be an actual thing at all so using our limited lifespans to do whatever we desire might not be a bad thing to do after all.

 

[hebbewem]

Just move to africa instead

 

[owlofathena]

Just move to africa instead

It be really hard for me to fit in when am white and was brought up in a western country Scotland all my life

 

[TUSSELEIF]

Yeah it’s a shitty feeling being in your early 20s and not having good prospects for the future, and getting older every day. Depression is fucking shit, but in bad circumstances it is no wonder one gets depressed, I am also. How is your life atm, and anything you look forward to bro?

 

[sorrowfulsad]

inject t

 

[owlofathena]

Yeah it’s a shitty feeling being in your early 20s and not having good prospects for the future, and getting older every day. Depression is fucking shit, but in bad circumstances it is no wonder one gets depressed, I am also. How is your life atm, and anything you look forward to bro?

I was looking to join royal navy as a seamen specialist but honestly I just don't want to live anymore. I have been questioning myself probably for the last two years would dying right now be that bad? I mean it's natural sure my family would be sad even my 93 year old gran payed for me to see this psychiatrist guy but honestly I don't think dying at 21 going on 22 would be that bad tbh. I just hope I don't come back worse than I am like a dwarf or something. I believe in reincarnation and karma past life action determine who you will be in the next life. I do not think eternal oblivion is possible reincarnation seems the most likely. I was the most happiest as a teenager and kid but adult life and the blackpill changed my perspective on life and ever since that happened I have never been the same

 

[Deleted member 15129]

Suicide should be legalized, normalized, and funded by the government

 

[owlofathena]

Suicide should be legalized, normalized, and funded by the government

I really don't get why it's illegal even though it's not a crime anymore. And I don't get how guys like Verne troyer that dwarf guy and the other dwarf guy from Joker could actually live and be contend with their life's even though am not a dwarf but that seems like a different reality completly where you are legit handicapped in your daily life. You can't even go to the supermarket and reach most shelf's normal people can reach

 

[Deleted member 15129]

I really don't get why it's illegal even though it's not a crime anymore. And I don't get how guys like Verne troyer that dwarf guy and the other dwarf guy from Joker could actually live and be contend with their life's even though am not a dwarf but that seems like a different reality completly where you are legit handicapped in your daily life. You can't even go to the supermarket and reach most shelf's normal people can reach

Exactly, it's like playing a shitty game. You just wouldn't want to play it anymore. But what's worse is that its a competitive online game where success is measure by your rank amongst others. If I wasn't tall, decent looking, educated well and motivated I would just alt-f4 IRL. There is legit no point for some people to continue existing. At best they will do a job that can be automated in the next 100 years

 

[evap0]

ive been thinking about something similar too. everything that i enjoy can only be done at a young age (16-25). i hate turning older every day it makes me wanna rope

lol dont u guys play any sports? still fun shit to do past 25

 

[Prettyboy]

lol dont u guys play any sports? still fun shit to do past 25

Sports are shit after your early 20s

 

[Deleted member 4430]

And no am not subhuman. Am HTN 6ft 1 height

Cope

And good fucking riddance

 

[owlofathena]

Cope

And good fucking riddance

Wtf is wrong with you man? Who hurt you?

 

[Nothinginparticular]

Am fed up of just living this life tbh. Especially once your in your early 20s I just don't see myself getting that much enjoyment out of my life so am going to try to end it this year. Going to choose starvation hopefully if reincarnation does happen I get to be an African in Africa or something I honestly that would be a more interesting life. Yes you would want to be a gigachad but honestly I think just being in some of these African countries and India even I like their culture more. Plus suicide rates are way too high in the west there must be a reason for that. I already begun gradually reducing my calories. I went two days without food last week but I broke the fast since we'll it's hard when you have never attempted something before. And no am not subhuman. Am HTN 6ft 1 height

Good do it already. You don't deserve to take up air if you can't appreciate it. Suicide rates are high in the west because people don't have enough problems.

 

[Chadakin]

It be really hard for me to fit in when am white and was brought up in a western country Scotland all my life

Move to South Africa or Namibia

 

[Deleted member 12002]

Am fed up of just living this life tbh. Especially once your in your early 20s I just don't see myself getting that much enjoyment out of my life so am going to try to end it this year. Going to choose starvation hopefully if reincarnation does happen I get to be an African in Africa or something I honestly that would be a more interesting life. Yes you would want to be a gigachad but honestly I think just being in some of these African countries and India even I like their culture more. Plus suicide rates are way too high in the west there must be a reason for that. I already begun gradually reducing my calories. I went two days without food last week but I broke the fast since we'll it's hard when you have never attempted something before. And no am not subhuman. Am HTN 6ft 1 height

You don't have to die and be reincarnated to experience life in another culture. I know what you mean. Simple living can be the best. Go to Cambodia or something for a year or two. You'll be glad you didn't kill yourself if you do, even if you don't end up staying there for that long. Just hold tight till this covid sh*t blows over. Might be another year or two, but it will pass.

 

[Deleted member 4430]

Wtf is wrong with you man? Who hurt you?

there are just a few options:

larp attempt to get attention

Your looks level is not what you think and you are delusional for your own good

or the worst option is that youre mentally ill with an unbalanced chemistry in your brain.

Obviously if you collect information about the world on this forum and you have no job, friends, GF, some goal, you will feel like shit.

suicides are growing because, we are not used to living like this (plus there are no more wars, diseases that would eliminate a large part of the population), our first ancestors lived in a larger closeted groups and they didnt have the lifespan we have today.

 

[owlofathena]

Obviously if you collect information about the world on this forum and you have no job, friends, GF, some goal, you will feel like shit.

suicides are growing because, we are not used to living like this (plus there are no more wars, diseases that would eliminate a large part of the population), our first ancestors lived in a larger closeted groups and they didnt have the lifespan we have today.

This is what's most likely because I have gotten IOIs from girls and some very obvious ones. And even from some I deemed out of my league. Plus Covid really took a toll as well

 

[owlofathena]

@Rupert Pupkin why did you hmm react