HorribleTeeth
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Hi everyone,
I'm still alive. I wasn't actually suicidal and am still not now, not for the time being anyway.
I decided to go away from the incel/blackpill sites so I could focus on looksmaxxing.
However I returned, starting with .is, I returned there so I could PM people to see how I compared to the 2/10 men on the r/truerateme looks guide, looking at my worst.
They confirmed what I deep down already knew: that I do look as bad as them.
I needed to know what I was truly up against, and now I do. Although it is very difficult to accept to say the least. I was even told I was in the same category as the 2's in the following picture:
I was also rated as low as 3/10 for when I was younger (27 yo, taken in 2010 and 2011 respectively):
I am starting to face reality now, even though it is SO hard and I don't want to. I have to do something though, because if I don't I will never be happy, AND if I completely let myself go I will just turn into a 1/10 subhuman. I have already seen what my Dad looked like at not much older than me and again around 40, this is what would happen to me as I am an absolute physical carbon copy of him. I absolutely CANNOT live my life looking like that. Also I don't want to carry on looking the way I currently do as even this is bad enough, as you can see. It's not just about dating and getting laid, it's about the way others treat me generally and the way I feel about myself.
I might as well be the best version of myself, whatever that is, I have nothing to lose. Also anything is better than completely subhuman. I am hoping that in terms of face alone (excluding a good body and my height helping me) I can reach at least 4/10 through losing facial fat, getting my teeth sorted and getting hair of some description.
For the rest of this year I am going to continue in my body fat loss mission, then next year I will get hair (even if only a wig) and get dental improvements. When I have lost enough body fat I will return to the blackpill sphere to see how much I have improved, if at all.
I'm still alive. I wasn't actually suicidal and am still not now, not for the time being anyway.
I decided to go away from the incel/blackpill sites so I could focus on looksmaxxing.
However I returned, starting with .is, I returned there so I could PM people to see how I compared to the 2/10 men on the r/truerateme looks guide, looking at my worst.
They confirmed what I deep down already knew: that I do look as bad as them.
I needed to know what I was truly up against, and now I do. Although it is very difficult to accept to say the least. I was even told I was in the same category as the 2's in the following picture:
I was also rated as low as 3/10 for when I was younger (27 yo, taken in 2010 and 2011 respectively):
I am starting to face reality now, even though it is SO hard and I don't want to. I have to do something though, because if I don't I will never be happy, AND if I completely let myself go I will just turn into a 1/10 subhuman. I have already seen what my Dad looked like at not much older than me and again around 40, this is what would happen to me as I am an absolute physical carbon copy of him. I absolutely CANNOT live my life looking like that. Also I don't want to carry on looking the way I currently do as even this is bad enough, as you can see. It's not just about dating and getting laid, it's about the way others treat me generally and the way I feel about myself.
I might as well be the best version of myself, whatever that is, I have nothing to lose. Also anything is better than completely subhuman. I am hoping that in terms of face alone (excluding a good body and my height helping me) I can reach at least 4/10 through losing facial fat, getting my teeth sorted and getting hair of some description.
For the rest of this year I am going to continue in my body fat loss mission, then next year I will get hair (even if only a wig) and get dental improvements. When I have lost enough body fat I will return to the blackpill sphere to see how much I have improved, if at all.