Am done with foids playing with me

[R3nd4nqzar]

Ever since grade 1, I remember I once liked a girl and she was the world to me I did everything for her attention I even started just shooting spit ball at my gr 1 teacher I got in trouble and my father beat the living shit out off me and I didn't care because it didn't matter as long as I looked cool to her I would be fine so I asked her to be my Valentine and she said"Ew no your ugly I would never be your valentine" this was the start of my trauma and general dislike to females after that I was sad for a while and carried on till grade 6 I start to develop feelings for a girl she sat one row next to me and I would always admire her I would try to speak with her but she never payed attention to me but it was fine I would joke or clown my way to a conversation with her but she never saw me I never felt seen by her and I continued to jester my way through it till grade 7 I asked her to be my Valentine and girlfriend she laughed and told her friends and I become a laughing stock for the class after that I started to become less social active and and I turned into a introvert I was scared to talk to people I was scared to speak and I was do anything because people laughed at me everywhere a went in the school so I started dislike to school and stopped trying at school I was a top learner in my school so my parents didn't notice my behaviour had changed be they did notice that my grade had dropped and they toke away my phone and banished me to the books and not only the cut me from going outside and later the cut me off from the TV i hated them for this but now i realised that they did this out of love so my hate for my parents when away so after that they lift my restrictions and blah blah blah my grades are good but I changed alot I started hating being around people so naturally I started to be by myself and etc

In grade 8 nothing really happened because nothing really happens

In grade 9 I started talking to a girl she would listen and I would talk and I thought she is just like me but she wasn't she was just like the other girls but I still had hope maybe it would be different but it didn't she rejected me and I started having a heavy hatred of woman I viewed women as shallow beings that only existed for reproduction

Over time my hatred would relinquish but I still don't like them only if they could see me has a person not as some who they can come to and I would be a jester


I'm done with that I started talking less to the girls I was "friends" with and they noticed but never tried to stop it I was nothing to them but now I learned a lot and I will continue to de-appreciate them
and Carrer max and try to become the best version of myself

 

[Bizygomatic]

You have all this trauma and stories you can use as fuel. You have so many people you can prove wrong. Your desire should be so much to the point where you think about this all day and are willing to do whatever it takes. Most people don't have this advantage which is why they won't take any risky step that gives them a chance at ascension.

 

[KindMaster1]

You have all this trauma and stories you can use as fuel. You have so many people you can prove wrong. Your desire should be so much to the point where you think about this all day and are willing to do whatever it takes. Most people don't have this advantage which is why they won't take any risky step that gives them a chance at ascension.

I agree
He is a best candidate to learn from Luciferian doctrine
To the stars through adversity

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[KindMaster1]

Ever since grade 1, I remember I once liked a girl and she was the world to me I did everything for her attention I even started just shooting spit ball at my gr 1 teacher I got in trouble and my father beat the living shit out off me and I didn't care because it didn't matter as long as I looked cool to her I would be fine so I asked her to be my Valentine and she said"Ew no your ugly I would never be your valentine" this was the start of my trauma and general dislike to females after that I was sad for a while and carried on till grade 6 I start to develop feelings for a girl she sat one row next to me and I would always admire her I would try to speak with her but she never payed attention to me but it was fine I would joke or clown my way to a conversation with her but she never saw me I never felt seen by her and I continued to jester my way through it till grade 7 I asked her to be my Valentine and girlfriend she laughed and told her friends and I become a laughing stock for the class after that I started to become less social active and and I turned into a introvert I was scared to talk to people I was scared to speak and I was do anything because people laughed at me everywhere a went in the school so I started dislike to school and stopped trying at school I was a top learner in my school so my parents didn't notice my behaviour had changed be they did notice that my grade had dropped and they toke away my phone and banished me to the books and not only the cut me from going outside and later the cut me off from the TV i hated them for this but now i realised that they did this out of love so my hate for my parents when away so after that they lift my restrictions and blah blah blah my grades are good but I changed alot I started hating being around people so naturally I started to be by myself and etc

In grade 8 nothing really happened because nothing really happens

In grade 9 I started talking to a girl she would listen and I would talk and I thought she is just like me but she wasn't she was just like the other girls but I still had hope maybe it would be different but it didn't she rejected me and I started having a heavy hatred of woman I viewed women as shallow beings that only existed for reproduction

Over time my hatred would relinquish but I still don't like them only if they could see me has a person not as some who they can come to and I would be a jester


I'm done with that I started talking less to the girls I was "friends" with and they noticed but never tried to stop it I was nothing to them but now I learned a lot and I will continue to de-appreciate them
and Carrer max and try to become the best version of myself

All it takes is manipulation of face through diet, self care, and surgeries, and then any human female you approach will give you endless first chances and second chances, because you did the exact correct thing of manipulating your face features enough.
This is all that love is, after you've got those automatic second chances, bonding is just grinding, easiest task.
If we'd suceed, people like us deserve nothing less than a harem.

 

[nobody922]

Ever since grade 1, I remember I once liked a girl and she was the world to me I did everything for her attention I even started just shooting spit ball at my gr 1 teacher I got in trouble and my father beat the living shit out off me and I didn't care because it didn't matter as long as I looked cool to her I would be fine so I asked her to be my Valentine and she said"Ew no your ugly I would never be your valentine" this was the start of my trauma and general dislike to females after that I was sad for a while and carried on till grade 6 I start to develop feelings for a girl she sat one row next to me and I would always admire her I would try to speak with her but she never payed attention to me but it was fine I would joke or clown my way to a conversation with her but she never saw me I never felt seen by her and I continued to jester my way through it till grade 7 I asked her to be my Valentine and girlfriend she laughed and told her friends and I become a laughing stock for the class after that I started to become less social active and and I turned into a introvert I was scared to talk to people I was scared to speak and I was do anything because people laughed at me everywhere a went in the school so I started dislike to school and stopped trying at school I was a top learner in my school so my parents didn't notice my behaviour had changed be they did notice that my grade had dropped and they toke away my phone and banished me to the books and not only the cut me from going outside and later the cut me off from the TV i hated them for this but now i realised that they did this out of love so my hate for my parents when away so after that they lift my restrictions and blah blah blah my grades are good but I changed alot I started hating being around people so naturally I started to be by myself and etc

In grade 8 nothing really happened because nothing really happens

In grade 9 I started talking to a girl she would listen and I would talk and I thought she is just like me but she wasn't she was just like the other girls but I still had hope maybe it would be different but it didn't she rejected me and I started having a heavy hatred of woman I viewed women as shallow beings that only existed for reproduction

Over time my hatred would relinquish but I still don't like them only if they could see me has a person not as some who they can come to and I would be a jester


I'm done with that I started talking less to the girls I was "friends" with and they noticed but never tried to stop it I was nothing to them but now I learned a lot and I will continue to de-appreciate them
and Carrer max and try to become the best version of myself

I feel you brother glad your not a jester anymore to these inferior foids

 

[kosaqekorr]

Bro, just start lowket not give a fuck about women. Money max and you will become so funny you dont need to speak.