Am I a bad person for yearning for companionship?

[Deleted member 16833]

I am very repulsive and scary to women. And I have a very bad personality and low income.
Yet I still can't help but desire to have someone share feelings with me and spend time with me, have intimacy with and emotional support and cuddling and handholding and kisses and watching movie under a blanket and tell me I am worthy and doing my best and I shouldnt fall into pessimistic thoughts and it's gonna be alright.
And stuff.

Am I a fucking freak for wishing to have someone when Im just a vile atrocious incel bastard boogerface?

 

[Deleted member 4430]

According to malemodel worshippers yes, you are

 

[andy9432]

Just trannymax if u want companionship. Easiest way to ascend

 

[Deleted member 16833]

According to malemodel worshippers yes, you are

Just trannymax if u want companionship. Easiest way to ascend

how can I stop being such a creep

 

[Deleted member 9670]

Just trannymax if u want companionship. Easiest way to ascend

Stop it Andy

 

[Deleted member 16833]

gymcelling?
it doesnt matter Im still a brown bastard

hair products and treatments ?
doesnt matter, females of my race love niggers

fashion maxxing?
doesnt matter, dress "formal" and I look like a paki taxi driver, dress "casual" and I look like a lowlife thug

skin routine?
doesnt matter I am still a brown bastard

money maxxing?
escorts refuse to serve me
a fat white truck driver has more smv than me, confirmed by escorts BRUTAL REALITY CHECK FROM LITERAL PUBLIC VAGINAS OVER

what the fuck am I even supposed to do

 

[Deleted member 16833]

Im alone. Truly alone with no one to speak to. I cannot seek guidance from anyone. If I word these issues to anyone in real life they will call me insane. Their conscious effort to be oblivious to reality is terrifying.
You know the truth but you cant say a word of to anyone because they will immediately label you as a potential mass shooter if you do.
I am trapped

 

[Deleted member 16833]

@Shrek2OnDvD eat shit nigga

 

[Deleted member 19499]

No, but companionship will never come natural to us non-NTs so just best to not expect it in order to avoid pain.

 

[Deleted member 16833]

No, but companionship will never come natural to us non-NTs so just best to not expect it in order to avoid pain.

I do drugs I can speak to a femoroastoids about any topic for ten years straight. Im a mastermind of the socialite game.
I can methodically emotionally traumatize anyone with just words

 

[Deleted member 16833]

@Shrek2OnDvD you

 

[IncelsBraincels]

brown mistake

 

[Deleted member 2403]

 

[Deleted member 19499]

I do drugs I can speak to a femoroastoids about any topic for ten years straight. Im a mastermind of the socialite game.
I can methodically emotionally traumatize anyone with just words

 

[Deleted member 16833]

Is there even a way to escape such situation?
Brown women are fucking horrendous, they're cuckolding me to a point that is so humiliating I can't seriously call myself a human with dignity.
I feel depressed, angry and exploited.
Im a piece of coal fueling the hedonistic lifestyle of millions of sewage smelling brown vaginas

 

[Deleted member 16833]

I have run out of coping strategies to keep myself sane.
most of my days are about running looksmaxing machinations inside my head over and over and thinking these plans will totally make me a worthy male who can effortlessly drift through the social life game with a fulfilled sex life of several dozens of extremely attractive women.

but it never works. Im stuck in this incel situation and no action I take has any result

 

[Deleted member 16833]

my life has been nothing but anger and frustration as fourth class non citizen. Im trapped and I dont understand how to escape these circumstances.
I also feel like Im the casualty of much bigger thing at play, something beyond governments themselves. Like society was shaped this way on purpose to bring out the worst out of women and mentally destroy men worlwide

 

[Deleted member 16833]

@Shrek2OnDvD fuck you

 

[Deleted member 16833]

Help me

 

[Deleted member 9801]

No, it is normal, you’re a human being. Most people want to feel loved. Love can heal a lot of people too

 

[Anchor_Ship]

yearn 4 deez nuts