Am i a Loser/wussy? how do i become chad and destroy foids. IM such a high inhib fuck, is it my testorone?

[EcuaCutecel]

So today I went to go watch a soccer game, and I saw my ex there. She was watching as well. And I came with my friend, and he has a car. And my ex came with her friend, but they don't have a car. And my ex said that if she could get a ride back, but there's no space, and she said she was willing to sit in my lap. Now there right there, I have a chance. But I don't know. It seemed too much. Like, I wasn't prepared (lowkey fumbled). You know, like maybe I'm too shy, too nervous, or pussy. So then she just ended up going with a different boy, in his car. We ended up meeting at spirit halloween. That's where we wanted to go hang out, all of us as a friend group. And yeah, and then she was there with the boy that took her, and they started chatting it up. Everyone knew I had a chance because after what my ex said. But I don't know. Maybe I was too pussy of a move to make, but I don't know. In my opinion, I think she's a bop. You know, because the guy who took her on a drive, you know, has a girlfriend, and he was trying to hit on that too, flirt with her. That guy cockblocked so hard to me. He switched up on me. He even showed pictures of, like bad photos of me to them, basically tryna win her over. Now in that situation, I don't really know. Honestly, my ex is just, like, a hoe, so I don't really care because I already tapped that. But still, my pride is hurt, my ego's hurt. Chat, what do I do? Was I pussy for not making a move and letting someone else steal that from me? Or am I in the right? Because girls at the end of the day are just foids. To make it worse, when we went to chipotle they sat next to eachother, and then at target she went into a cart and he was pushing her around like a fucass couple, like i just dont get foids anymore; foids will hate when u call them a bop but u have every info to back it up. and my friends even said, " yo u lowkey pussied out" "u shoulda made ur move" "he stole ya bitch" on the outside idrc, but idk still, how can she go from tryna say sum like "let me sit on ur lap" then go have interest in someone else the same day. maybe im tripping lmk what i should do. just crack that hoe and destroy her ego. All happened in one day btw. I dont really intend to get back with her, she a mtb, i alr tapped dat, its just my ego was hurt, and she lwokey give great head. and im a bad bf.