velkar
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yo guys i think am self aware bpd and something else why bpd cz i was told by alot of ppl when i read and did researches it was all on me like literally expect that i dont rage cz am scared to and i dont want to be alone ik i have to but like the idea of getting left behind like am tho youngest sibling and everyone was leaving literally i was months left alone since i was 12 till now almost 18 am graduating btw so i wanna be with someone my rest of my life i hate me i hate me lot of time since i was 15 i was self sabotaging when ever am trying to ascend idk i have this idea that i dont deserve to be good looking i dont deserve to live good and lifemax guys please help me am srs