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no that Elias
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I've had a hard life, I'm depressed (reason for and because and I've never been in a relationship. 15 . I am as im in a celibate) smart as to know that if i use my problems and did emotional loathing in to a girl ir a boy i could make them feel pitty or empathy towards me and then maybe take a letter from my KHHV status. I've done the part where i talk my shit out with the hope they do what was previously said but i feel bad i feel like a predator and manipulator and then stop them in the moment before they tell me they can't help me in a really important way and etc. Even before they start to feel the moral obligation to help me and get me better etc. I tell them that what im doing is manipulative in a way and that i am doing emotional loathing in to them and that they owe me nothing and have nothing to do with my probleyand aren't supposed to go off their life to help me in general that they don't have to follow any feeling caused because of my venting. I have done this as far as i remember two separate times and i believe i may do it again because I can't help it. Am i a volcel for voluntarily stop the act that may result in me losing something from my KHHV status?