sudanguy
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I’m 17, 5’5, and never had a girlfriend. Every girl in school ignores me or looks away whenever I talk. They probably think I’m ugly but because I’m dark, they hold back and try not to laugh. If I was white they’d be telling all their friends how fucking hideous I am
Life is miserable being a LTN. Everyone stares at you wondering what’s wrong with your face. Picked last in everything. No one wants to be your partner in class. Even the teachers give a disgusted face when they look at you.
I used to wear a hoodie everyday in school to hide my face and I do not give eye contact to anyone. When I turn 18, I’m getting midface surgery, leg lengthening surgery to at least be 5’7, zygomatic implants, skin bleaching, and possible bimax surgery which adds up to at least $70K. I will work 4 jobs everyday for a year and I will get the money.
If the surgeries fail and I still look like a LTN, I will wear a beanie and a mask in public for my entire life. I don’t wear hoodies anymore because beckys and stacies will think I’m an insecure nigger or a thug who’s about to rob a store
I’ve thought about killing myself and I will if the surgeries make me look subhuman. I’ve tried applying for 3 in-person jobs and got rejected in all of them because I’d scare customers away and I don’t look presentable.
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