Am i becoming a sociopath

[Deleted member 143287]

The only way for a sensitive person to survive in this world is to become cold. To be numb to it all. Its either that or isolate from society until ur mental health is obliterated.

I find myself not caring for anyones problems, becoming more selfish, and doing things that i never wouldve done before. No ones thoughts matter to me. I just do what i want.

I dont take anything seriously, i treat life like a game. I cant help but play around and troll just to amuse myself.

This other foid who im close with was telling me how her dad just passed away while we were hanging out and tbh i was just thinking about her ass, though i listened to her. I just didnt feel anything. Nothing. I dont even try to fake it as thats draining, i just sit there in silence until the convo changes.

One of my cousins almost died, my whole fam was at the hospital crying since he was so young. I didnt feel anything while the nurses said he might not make it. When my grandpa died, i didnt feel anything. I cucked some guys, i dont care anymore. They shoulda been wiser with the woman they chose. I played with the foids heart just for fun. She was a whore to me, and i wanted to play a game of who is the better player. I know she never cared for me, so why not play for fun.

Once she fully submits the game is over, i won. she thought i was actually gonna take her seriously after she just cheated and ive only known her for like 2 months. Lol. Thats her fault for being a retard, what did she think was going to happen. This same foid called me player, meanwhile she just played her husband. This is why i dont care what anyone thinks. Most ppl r just low sentience, unaware of their own hypocrisy.

 

[n0rthface]

aspergers probably

 

[MentalceI]

unaware of their own hypocrisy.

Story of your life bud not anyone else's.

 

[OneCopDayKepRopAway]

I mean Sociopath? Isn't that man made word? so what?! just be high functioning one

 

[romanstock]

 

[Descendentz]

One of my cousins almost died, my whole fam was at the hospital crying since he was so young. I didnt feel anything while the nurses said he might not make it. When my grandpa died, i didnt feel anything. I cucked some guys, i dont care anymore. They shoulda been wiser with the woman they chose. I played with the foids heart just for fun. She was a whore to me, and i wanted to play a game of who is the better player. I know she never cared for me, so why not play for fun.

This is normal behavior you're not a psychopath lmao

 

[Vultus Tui Res]

The only way for a sensitive person to survive in this world is to become cold. To be numb to it all. Its either that or isolate from society until ur mental health is obliterated.

I find myself not caring for anyones problems, becoming more selfish, and doing things that i never wouldve done before. No ones thoughts matter to me. I just do what i want.

I dont take anything seriously, i treat life like a game. I cant help but play around and troll just to amuse myself.

This other foid who im close with was telling me how her dad just passed away while we were hanging out and tbh i was just thinking about her ass, though i listened to her. I just didnt feel anything. Nothing. I dont even try to fake it as thats draining, i just sit there in silence until the convo changes.

One of my cousins almost died, my whole fam was at the hospital crying since he was so young. I didnt feel anything while the nurses said he might not make it. When my grandpa died, i didnt feel anything. I cucked some guys, i dont care anymore. They shoulda been wiser with the woman they chose. I played with the foids heart just for fun. She was a whore to me, and i wanted to play a game of who is the better player. I know she never cared for me, so why not play for fun.

Once she fully submits the game is over, i won. she thought i was actually gonna take her seriously after she just cheated and ive only known her for like 2 months. Lol. Thats her fault for being a retard, what did she think was going to happen. This same foid called me player, meanwhile she just played her husband. This is why i dont care what anyone thinks. Most ppl r just low sentience, unaware of their own hypocrisy.

Real asf and sigma asf.

 

[Deleted member 143287]

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I mean Sociopath? Isn't that man made word? so what?! just be high functioning one

True

 

[Deleted member 143287]

This is normal behavior you're not a psychopath lmao

Are u sure, i feel like the normal thing at the hospital wouldve been to cry. Literally everyone in my fam was crying except for me and my brother

 

[Descendentz]

Are u sure, i feel like the normal thing at the hospital wouldve been to cry. Literally everyone in my fam was crying except for me and my brother

Yes but that's for normies, I relate to you completely (with family members dying, being in accidents etc. and feeling nothing) And I'm completely normal no mental illnesses or anything like that. Not everyone is so empathetic, doesn't mean they're a bad person or a "psycho"

 

[Deleted member 143287]

Yes but that's for normies, I relate to you completely (with family members dying, being in accidents etc. and feeling nothing) And I'm completely normal no mental illnesses or anything like that. Not everyone is so empathetic, doesn't mean they're a bad person or a "psycho"

I wouldnt call myself a pyscho or evil or anything. I just think i see things very realistically and i also have great control over my emotions and i think logically.

Like in the cheating foid example, most normies would feel bad her thinking she was gonna get a relationship from me after abandoning her man, meanwhile if ur smart you would know that any person that betrays their husband/wife would betray u too. But normies would prolly make me the bad guy cuz i think her bad decisions r funny and its just a joke to me. Though this joke made me feel empty inside so no more cucking its not fun anymore. But yeah i think im extremely realistic and logical

 

[Descendentz]

I wouldnt call myself a pyscho or evil or anything. I just think i see things very realistically and i also have great control over my emotions and i think logically.

Like in the cheating foid example, most normies would feel bad her thinking she was gonna get a relationship from me after abandoning her man, meanwhile if ur smart you would know that any person that betrays their husband/wife would betray u too. But normies would prolly make me the bad guy cuz i think her bad decisions r funny and its just a joke to me. Though this joke made me feel empty inside so no more cucking its not fun anymore. But yeah i think im extremely realistic and logical

Anyone who would get mad at you for rejecting a girl that cheated on her man is a cuck. Also did I read your op right because I don't think I did, is she the one cheating on you, or is she cheating on another man with you, or none of those

 

[FoolYoungHi]

You're probably a sensitive person deep from the inside, at least I know I am and I act similar. When bad shit happens around me I shut off and I don't go into it with my emotions instead analyse everything and be objective to deal with it. Kind of dehumanise everything to deal with it. Because to feel that pain sometimes too much for me. But could be you are different. Just my take.

 

[echikor]

tuff

 

[Deleted member 143287]

Anyone who would get mad at you for rejecting a girl that cheated on her man is a cuck. Also did I read your op right because I don't think I did, is she the one cheating on you, or is she cheating on another man with you, or none of those

She cheated on her man not me

 

[Deleted member 143287]

You're probably a sensitive person deep from the inside, at least I know I am and I act similar. When bad shit happens around me I shut off and I don't go into it with my emotions instead analyse everything and be objective to deal with it. Kind of dehumanise everything to deal with it. Because to feel that pain sometimes too much for me. But could be you are different. Just my take.

This exactly

 

[Descendentz]

She cheated on her man not me

cheated on her man with you?

 

[cryptt]

normal human behaviour bud why would someone care about someone else

 

[AsymmetricalCel]

Are u sure, i feel like the normal thing at the hospital wouldve been to cry. Literally everyone in my fam was crying except for me and my brother

I think its normal especially if youre a man. My dad almost died last year before summer too and my step mom and sister and my whole fam were stressing and crying but me an my step brother didnt really react, even tho my dad was and still is my best friend and we talk about everything etc. I was completely different as a child and i cried a lot even when i was in elementary school but i think growing up as a man just makes you like that. Could be that youre optimistic too bc im like that and i didnt at one secong think hed acctually die even if it was really close