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SubhumanOverload
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I seriously can’t tell if my oneitis likes me or not. 100% being honest. As you all know I’m incredibly low engery. So when I have class with her if we do talk it’s only because she spoke to me first. Today being the autist I am I walk into class late and sit next to her. She’s smiling says hi to me. That’s it. I than process to sit quietly like the autist I am. Silence is only broken when she looks at me and asks some random question “ it’s so cold out today right?” We talk for a bit she seems to enjoy my presence. I obviously can’t hold a conversation so as we walk out of class she’s next to me and is the one trying to make conversation. As we say by to eachother is leans in and gives me a hard kiss on the cheek. Smiles and says bye. I can’t help but think I’m being delusional and all of these mean nothing. She legitimately knows I’m not only broke, shitty college student and just an overall fuck up. I can’t see a reason she would give a single fuck about me. She’s objectively at least a 6/10 with no visual flaws at least to me. I like her but I’m just nothing in comparison to anyone else that has put in minimal effort in basically anything.