am I creepy ?

[mzlab]

tl;dr: I'm still thinking about a girl even after 5 years, stalked her everywhere but nothing can be found. Am I being weird/creepy ?

There was a girl in my class 5 years ago that I can't seem to forget even now, sometimes I dream of her just talking and having a fun time together. At that time I was ND but she still talked to me sometimes (like 4-5 times in a year) and complimented my outfit one day (I was very shy and couldn't talk to girls like now).

I always told myself that I wasn't in love with her but I think I was just lying to myself. I tried to stalk her everywhere but she changed schools 4 years ago (I think she failed class) and I only have 3 old accounts of her, I can't find any pictures of her anywhere, it's like she never existed (except the 3 old accs).

Anyone got tips on what to do ? I can't forget her even if I ascend I won't date anyone except her.

I think I'm being weird but I'm really genuine, I won't fall in love with anyone else

 

[goku21]

Dnr

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

There was a girl in my class 5 years ago that I can't seem to forget even now, sometimes I dream of her just talking and having a fun time together. At that time I was ND but she still talked to me sometimes (like 4-5 times in a year) and complimented my outfit one day (I was very shy and couldn't talk to girls like now).

I always told myself that I wasn't in love with her but I think I was just lying to myself. I tried to stalk her everywhere but she changed schools 4 years ago (I think she failed class) and I only have 3 old accounts of her, I can't find any pictures of her anywhere, it's like she never existed (except the 3 old accs).

Anyone got tips on what to do ? I can't forget her even if I ascend I won't date anyone except her.

I think I'm being weird but I'm really genuine, I won't fall in love with anyone else

Nigga

 

[mzlab]

Dnr

Bro is too fast for us

 

[Caravan]

. I tried to stalk her everywhere

 

[psl nigga]

Hace cinco años había una chica en mi clase a la que no logro olvidar, incluso ahora. A veces sueño con que simplemente charlamos y nos divertimos juntas. En aquel entonces yo era neurodivergente, pero ella seguía hablando conmigo de vez en cuando (unas cuatro o cinco veces al año) y un día me piropeó la ropa (yo era muy tímida y no podía hablar con chicas como ahora).

Siempre me dije a mí mismo que no estaba enamorado de ella, pero creo que solo me estaba engañando. Intenté seguirla por todas partes, pero se cambió de escuela hace cuatro años (creo que reprobó la materia) y solo tengo tres cuentas antiguas de ella. No encuentro ninguna foto suya en ningún lado; es como si nunca hubiera existido (excepto por esas tres cuentas antiguas).

¿Alguien tiene algún consejo sobre qué hacer? No puedo olvidarla, incluso si asciendo, no saldré con nadie más que con ella.

Creo que estoy siendo rara, pero soy muy sincera, no me enamoraré de nadie más.

DNR nigga

 

[savage21]

Nigga

Nigga is LTN Joe goldberg

 

[mzlab]

I promise I'm not some weird dude, just can't get over it, maybe should idk

 

[mzlab]

Nigga is LTN Joe goldberg

yeah I'm chopped but I don't get your point

 

[CoderShaper]

I promise I'm not some weird dude, just can't get over it, maybe should idk

idk it's not that surprising, it's hard to move on since it's against your natural instincts

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I promise I'm not some weird dude,

Nigga broke his promise before he even made it

 

[bddcoper]

can you just write less stuff

 

[mzlab]

Nigga broke his promise before he even made it

Your statement won't make my cortisol spike, keep rage baiting

 

[mzlab]

can you just write less stuff

Yeah I should mb

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Your statement won't make my cortisol spike, keep rage baiting

I'm JFL farming, meaning I am doing nothing but attempting to spread joy

Now you may experience cortisol, but it's for the viewers, the total amount of cortisol to JFL ratio, is positive, therefore what I am doing is ethically sound.

 

[savage21]

yeah I'm chopped but I don't get your point

Just jokes bro

 

[iblamexyz]

tl;dr: I'm still thinking about a girl even after 5 years, stalked her everywhere but nothing can be found. Am I being weird/creepy ?

There was a girl in my class 5 years ago that I can't seem to forget even now, sometimes I dream of her just talking and having a fun time together. At that time I was ND but she still talked to me sometimes (like 4-5 times in a year) and complimented my outfit one day (I was very shy and couldn't talk to girls like now).

I always told myself that I wasn't in love with her but I think I was just lying to myself. I tried to stalk her everywhere but she changed schools 4 years ago (I think she failed class) and I only have 3 old accounts of her, I can't find any pictures of her anywhere, it's like she never existed (except the 3 old accs).

Anyone got tips on what to do ? I can't forget her even if I ascend I won't date anyone except her.

I think I'm being weird but I'm really genuine, I won't fall in love with anyone else

dnr tbh woman can only feel two emotions towards guys

either she wants you or you creep her out

 

[mzlab]

dnr tbh woman can only feel two emotions towards guys

either she wants you or you creep her out

She doesn't even know I exist anymore. She'll find my behaviour creepy tbh

 

[reeceJen]

ur fine bro i still think some of the girls from my high school look pretty good especially compared to most at uni