Am I Getting Cucked Again?

[BrendioEEE]

Well normally I don't advertise here, but it's a relevant topic I know some of you guys care about, wouldn't mind a discussion going on about it, and I'd rather it be started by me than someone else.

Tl;dw might be getting cucked again soon, honestly don't know how I'm gonna handle it.

 

[BrendioEEE]

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[TsarTsar444]

Im polygamous

 

[Deleted member 4430]

I cant take it anymore

 

[Deleted member 1560]

Make a tldr and on side note unless your psl 7, yes you can get cucked.

 

[Albeacho]

Your 5'5 so yes

 

[Deleted member 11292]

yep that's rite bru
i fucked ur bitch
not my fault, didn kno its urs and it insisted.... and im truecel!!
im sorry, u seem 2 get cucked from every corner
keep crying.... rope's strong

 

[Deleted member 11292]

bitch was not even a good fuck jfl

 

[Adriana Lima]

I liked the video but stopped watching when you started banging on about your bitch

 

[BrendioEEE]

I liked the video but stopped watching when you started banging on about your bitch

Honestly, this shit is fucking with my head beyond belief. Luckily this girl is the type who would be honest to me about bad shit, but that's kinda fucking with my head even more.

Part of me wants to just say she's evil, and move on, the other part of me has no idea why this happening. I know this girl, or at least I think I do, and the part of me that knows her, says she's just doing this shit to purposefully push me away, not because she doesn't actually want to be with me, but on the other hand, this is probably the most evil way of going about it, but on the other hand she's extremely socially unaware.

I don't know man, the only thing that has fucked me up more than this, has been when the ruse with Tahlia was up, and she admitted to cheating to me.

I'm getting some giga bad thoughts right now.

 

[Adriana Lima]

Honestly, this shit is fucking with my head beyond belief. Luckily this girl is the type who would be honest to me about bad shit, but that's kinda fucking with my head even more.

Part of me wants to just say she's evil, and move on, the other part of me has no idea why this happening. I know this girl, or at least I think I do, and the part of me that knows her, says she's just doing this shit to purposefully push me away, not because she doesn't actually want to be with me, but on the other hand, this is probably the most evil way of going about it, but on the other hand she's extremely socially unaware.

I don't know man, the only thing that has fucked me up more than this, has been when the ruse with Tahlia was up, and she admitted to cheating to me.

I'm getting some giga bad thoughts right now.

your right to be cautious but the fact that you stress how social unaware she is, would lead me to believe she is less inclined to evil and therefore isn't going to cheat or anything at least in the meantime, I suppose your best coping strat is to monitor those people shes around who would lead her into cheating behaviour

 

[Deleted member 1560]

Wait she already cheated on you? Break up my nigga, there’s no way she is going to change. You expect drug addicts to just stop one day? Jfl

 

[BrendioEEE]

your right to be cautious but the fact that you stress how social unaware she is, would lead me to believe she is less inclined to evil and therefore isn't going to cheat or anything at least in the meantime, I suppose your best coping strat is to monitor those people shes around who would lead her into cheating behaviour

Yeah, I know, it's just, regardless of if her saying this was legitimate, or to get a rise out of me, it's probably one of the worst things you could say to someone, especially a guy who actually commits to one girl, and one girl only. It really does feel like she completely lacks any empathy for me whatsoever sometimes, or that she straight up forgets the time we have spent together, whenever she gets distant from me.

Women keep causing me the worst pains imaginable, it's getting harder to cope. I want a girl that actually can show me love, and be intelligent to hold a conversation, but it's starting to feel like those things are completely mutually exclusive. It's like there's a poison in high IQ/self aware women.

I remember this quite a lot from my days back in Uni aswell.

 

[Deleted member 8576]

i'll watch because i am very interested in brendio lore

 

[BrendioEEE]

Wait she already cheated on you? Break up my nigga, there’s no way she is going to change. You expect drug addicts to just stop one day? Jfl

Not yet, but I have a feeling if she will, she will do it this time, or in the near future. We've gotten in and out of a relationship multiple times, but they just call that a rollercoaster relationship right? Yunno the, one day we're not in a relationship, and the next we are kind of shits.

I know some people view that shit as toxic too, but I genuinely don't think she does that out of malice, however, considering how we're always "in and out" of a relationship, if she tries to cope when we were just being lovey dovey not so long ago, and gets with another guy because she's mad at me or has some weird ass fucking degenerate dysgenic thought in her head, I would absolutely consider that to be cheating, in this specific context. It may not hurt as much because it'd be more expected than my last relationship, since yunno, she's direct with me, but I absolutely would not accept it.

I don't know how my mind will handle it though.

 

[eyelidcel]

Women aren't supposed to make sense, especially for beta males. Women test men all the time... I'm going to be honest with you bro, she doesn't give a fuck about your love and doesn't want it. She only wants to assess her value and the opportunist in her is going to find a way to elevate above you.
The evil part in women actually enjoy cucking men, so if she can do it, she will. The only way you'll be able to continue your relationship is to put that whore in her place or she's going to think she can do better.

 

[BrendioEEE]

Women aren't supposed to make sense, especially for beta males. Women test men all the time... I'm going to be honest with you bro, she doesn't give a fuck about your love and doesn't want it. She only wants to assess her value and the opportunist in her is going to find a way to elevate above you.
The evil part in women actually enjoy cucking men, so if she can do it, she will. The only way you'll be able to continue your relationship is to put that whore in her place or she's going to think she can do better.

I'll admit, it's really hard for me to not rationalize her behavior in a very blackpilled way such as this. I have spoken to many women, in terms of autonomy and intelligence she is leagues above any I have ever met, however I do also know at the end of the day she is a woman, I know it's probably cucked and bluepilled, but it's hard for me not to view her as a person, when she's proven to me that she is one, when most women have not if that makes sense.

Aswell as the fact I don't think most normie women would ever show an interest in me to begin with. I don't fucking know man, this entire situation has given me one of the worst migraines I have experienced in awhile, I appreciate a lot of the support i'm getting though, and I know her behavior isn't justifiable, in a way I made this video to kind of rationalize a healthy way of going about this, while also getting a discussion rolling.

 

[Adriana Lima]

Yeah, I know, it's just, regardless of if her saying this was legitimate, or to get a rise out of me, it's probably one of the worst things you could say to someone, especially a guy who actually commits to one girl, and one girl only. It really does feel like she completely lacks any empathy for me whatsoever sometimes, or that she straight up forgets the time we have spent together, whenever she gets distant from me.

Women keep causing me the worst pains imaginable, it's getting harder to cope. I want a girl that actually can show me love, and be intelligent to hold a conversation, but it's starting to feel like those things are completely mutually exclusive. It's like there's a poison in high IQ/self aware women.

I remember this quite a lot from my days back in Uni aswell.

Do you think that may just be a form of shit test though? or does she really mean it to hurt you

 

[reptiles]

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If your getting cucked rest assured it's the jews causing it although women are also jewish in some ways they never wanna commit to good men it's biology combined with psychological engineering

 

[Deleted member 7192]

I got tired just reading about the the situation


you literally have a gut feeling you're going to get cheated on, you can't stop thinking about her, you can't even guarantee she isn't cheating now, just call it a day and break up

 

[BrendioEEE]

Do you think that may just be a form of shit test though? or does she really mean it to hurt you

Yeah that's the thing, I have no idea. I also don't think i'm in a healthy enough headspace to be able to discern that right now. When it comes to potentially getting cucked, genuinely, I think that really is probably the only thing that throws my mind into absolute fucking disarray.

For the first time, pretty much ever as far as I can remember I think I called her an evil bitch or something along those lines.

I genuinely can't tell if she has fallen out of love with me or not, part of me thinks there's no way she would do this, that she wouldn't throw all of this away with me, but on the other side of my mind, I can't think rationally. I am trying my best to maintain myself and my composure.

The thing is aswell, she also knows, that pretty much the only thing i'm extremely deeply scared about is cheating/other guys, especially because of past relationships, and the way some things were worded by her, really do make me think, she is just doing this to push me away or fuck with me in some way, but I really am having a hard time being able to take this, and I can handle pretty much anything.

It's like, you have no idea man, when things are good between us, they're fucking heavenly, and they were for about 2 months ish straight, and even before any drama, most of our relationship was fantastic, she's the best girl you could ever spend time with in my opinion, but shit like this...man...i'm losing it

 

[Deleted member 6380]

You look good bro, your daughters are gonna be stacies.

 

[Adriana Lima]

Yeah that's the thing, I have no idea. I also don't think i'm in a healthy enough headspace to be able to discern that right now. When it comes to potentially getting cucked, genuinely, I think that really is probably the only thing that throws my mind into absolute fucking disarray.

For the first time, pretty much ever as far as I can remember I think I called her an evil bitch or something along those lines.

I genuinely can't tell if she has fallen out of love with me or not, part of me thinks there's no way she would do this, that she wouldn't throw all of this away with me, but on the other side of my mind, I can't think rationally. I am trying my best to maintain myself and my composure.

The thing is aswell, she also knows, that pretty much the only thing i'm extremely deeply scared about is cheating/other guys, especially because of past relationships, and the way some things were worded by her, really do make me think, she is just doing this to push me away or fuck with me in some way, but I really am having a hard time being able to take this, and I can handle pretty much anything.

It's like, you have no idea man, when things are good between us, they're fucking heavenly, and they were for about 2 months ish, she's the best girl you could ever spend time with in my opinion, but shit like this...man...i'm losing it

wow I'm sorry it sounds rough but exactly the sort of thing you are bound to run into some point, modern women are of course aware of their value in comparison to the male, and will naturally use this against us. I don't really think she is fucking with you just for the fun of it though

 

[Chadeep]

I'm sorry bro but you're an emotional tampon for her she doesn't like you physically.

 

[BrendioEEE]

You look good bro, your daughters are gonna be stacies.

Lol, maybe, but you also gotta keep in mind, even if my bone structure, and face is fine, and even if biologically there's nothing genetically wrong with me, and hell, might even be a lot of good, my body is pretty fucked from me having been 410lb in the past, I even have loose skin on my face, I spend a lot of time trying to be as presentable as possible.

And women won't just look at an IQ result, genetic information, and your face, they'll see everything about you, and i'll admit, while personally I think her and I are looksmatched, my body is absolutely worse than hers, she's also taller than me, richer than me too jfl, honestly I don't see a way this won't be over unless she really does take the personalitypill, but honestly I have this sinking feeling, that she might not even see me as a person anymore, maybe i'm overreacting, but that's what it feels like. To be fair we have been together for 7/8 months, but even so.

 

[BrendioEEE]

I'm sorry bro but you're an emotional tampon for her she doesn't like you physically.

I'll admit, yeah that's where my mind is heading, won't lie.

 

[BrendioEEE]

wow I'm sorry it sounds rough but exactly the sort of thing you are bound to run into some point, modern women are of course aware of their value in comparison to the male, and will naturally use this against us. I don't really think she is fucking with you just for the fun of it though

I don't think she's doing it for "Fun" but you also gotta realize girls kind of do biological shittests, even subconsciously to a degree.

I think one of her major shit tests with me has always been "i'm gonna act kind of distant and bitchy, how will you react" of course the best thing I did that garnered the most results, was just ignore it, and that's kind of what allowed us to have around 2 months of harmony if that makes sense.

But the first time I showed any weakness, the first time I "exposed" myself emotionally, shit has been on a constant downhill trend for the last week or so, I didn't expect this to happen, but the only thing I can hope for, is that she really is self aware enough to be able to come to her senses.

The thing is, this is kind of an extremely big deal compared to any of our last problems, especially considering the fact i'm even talking about it on here, and I worry if most of this will just keep in a state of pure irrationality/emotionalness and she'll actually go through with cucking me.

I don't know if she's on her period either, it's very possible though, I have definitely noticed whenever things go wrong between me and a female, statistically, the likelihood of them being on their period is EXTREMELY high.

 

[Adriana Lima]

I don't think she's doing it for "Fun" but you also gotta realize girls kind of do biological shittests, even subconsciously to a degree.

I think one of her major shit tests with me has always been "i'm gonna act kind of distant and bitchy, how will you react" of course the best thing I did that garnered the most results, was just ignore it, and that's kind of what allowed us to have around 2 months of harmony if that makes sense.

But the first time I showed any weakness, the first time I "exposed" myself emotionally, shit has been on a constant downhill trend for the last week or so, I didn't expect this to happen, but the only thing I can hope for, is that she really is self aware enough to be able to come to her senses.

The thing is, this is kind of an extremely big deal compared to any of our last problems, especially considering the fact i'm even talking about it on here, and I worry if most of this will just keep in a state of pure irrationality/emotionalness and she'll actually go through with cucking me.

I don't know if she's on her period either, it's very possible though, I have definitely noticed whenever things go wrong between me and a female, statistically, the likelihood of them being on their period is EXTREMELY high.

if you were completely honest with yourself do you think she's gonna dump you?

 

[BrendioEEE]

if you were completely honest with yourself do you think she's gonna dump you?

Permanently? I don't know. I know she has a hard time connecting with other people. Hypothetically if she's planning on pursuing this guy instead of me. There is absolutely no way she could say anything but something superficial in him, if they really only talked for 3-5 days.

I also don't know where the guy lives, if he's close, or not. To be honest, I'm not even sure if he's real. I guess that's giga coping, but if anyone would be the type to create a fake character to potentially "bond with" and then try and make me jealous of him, it'd prob be her.

If she really doesn't love me anymore, the only thing I can hope for is that I'm her only option, not only her only option, but her best option. Which is why I will continue to self improve aswell.

But the moment I find out anything remotely sexual happens between her and someone else, while we've been in this cycle of on and off, well, one I'd fucking lose it, two I'd want absolutely nothing to do with her, because that would be pure evil. The thing is though I do legit have no idea what is going on to a degree, there's too much I'm unsure of, and I also have one of the worst headaches I have ever felt, I'm tired, and it's hard think.

 

[RecessedCel5]

when are you streaming half life 2 again

 

[Adriana Lima]

Permanently? I don't know. I know she has a hard time connecting with other people. Hypothetically if she's planning on pursuing this guy instead of me. There is absolutely no way she could say anything but something superficial in him, if they really only talked for 3-5 days.

I also don't know where the guy lives, if he's close, or not. To be honest, I'm not even sure if he's real. I guess that's giga coping, but if anyone would be the type to create a fake character to potentially "bond with" and then try and make me jealous of him, it'd prob be her.

If she really doesn't love me anymore, the only thing I can hope for is that I'm her only option, not only her only option, but her best option. Which is why I will continue to self improve aswell.

But the moment I find out anything remotely sexual happens between her and someone else, while we've been in this cycle of on and off, well, one I'd fucking lose it, two I'd want absolutely nothing to do with her, because that would be pure evil. The thing is though I do legit have no idea what is going on to a degree, there's too much I'm unsure of, and I also have one of the worst headaches I have ever felt, I'm tired, and it's hard think.

all the best bro lets hope its just a phase and she will snap out of it

 

[JimmyDreamsOfZygos]

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[BrendioEEE]

I can't handle this shit anymore today I'm gonna sleep. Thing is I have a feeling this is going to get worse in every way for me.

Man I hope I don't wake up.

 

[BrendioEEE]

Couldn't sleep, she just blocked me, as if i'm the bad guy here in this situation. This is probably the worst I have felt since the Tahlia situation.

Nobody even knows who she is and she's mad that i'm airing our dirty laundry? This isn't even remotely the same to any of that shit, I really don't fucking understand, and now she's saying i'm lying? HOW AM I LYING? I swear it's like now she's legit just trying to hurt me, I don't even know why.

I think it's probably over for sure. I sent her some pretty pathetic emails i'll admit, sad thing is I can't even share what I said in those emails, but I meant it too. I really don't understand any of this. I don't fucking know what changed or what even happened.

I don't know how she can see me as the bad guy here.

 

[uglygoyim]

Well normally I don't advertise here, but it's a relevant topic I know some of you guys care about, wouldn't mind a discussion going on about it, and I'd rather it be started by me than someone else.

Tl;dw might be getting cucked again soon, honestly don't know how I'm gonna handle it.

wait are you THAT guy from VOX's Incel video? you sound exactly the same

 

[chaddyboi66]

Well normally I don't advertise here, but it's a relevant topic I know some of you guys care about, wouldn't mind a discussion going on about it, and I'd rather it be started by me than someone else.

Tl;dw might be getting cucked again soon, honestly don't know how I'm gonna handle it.

damn, sorry bro that sucks