i am in a state of constant inferiority and pain by my subhumanity. i used to cope with the glimmer of hope i could one day maybe ascend. but its dawning on me again now, like ive blackpilled for the first time again. that perhaps there is no more hope for some, gods abandoned and lonely children
You're not wanted by god nor the devil. Brutal son.
i gain nothing from spreading my pain to random normies, thats just pathetic and wrong. maybe id go ER on a corrupt politician or some1 evil, finding victim from pedo baiting like those chris hansen yt channels. i might actually literally do this in minecraft if my balding gets worse, dont think id be able to live without my hair on top of current failos
ok so youre not the joker
they arent pedos usually its just jbs
i never wanted to end up like this, but perhaps from the culmination of all my prior life experiences, this is my fate. what i was meant to do as god's abandoned child. maybe if things went a better way it wouldve never come to this.
maybe after a bit, i think im fine to lose a bit more, dont wanna hamper late puberty gains, even if just a bit is squeezed out
unironically i think being excessive addicted coomer mayve contributed to it too so im nofapmaxxing
i sound like a schizo reading back on this thread wtf lmao, what norwooding does to a nigga. @Ritalincel can relate alsolosing your hair sounds absolutely brutal.
